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ღaka. The Phoenixღ © [The Immortal]

...Known by word of mouth...

About Me


I am one of the few most real people you'll meet here. And honestly, I give everyone a chance. Having a big heart is one of my downfalls.


Hey! Yeah YOU!

I just opened my own online shop, you should check it out and buy some stuff :D I've created things for guys and gals so everyone's happy. Enjoy!

www.crimsonatta.spreadshirt.com


Welcome to my world...
I'm just your above average girl in a stranger than usual world. I find comedy in a lot of things in life. How irony loves to take the center stage in most cases. Most of my days I spend pondering if this world we're in is the reality, and if our dreams are the reality I'm looking for. And if going to do most normal things during the day is just for temporary for a greater thing to come. You know, just to pass time. Like if you were sitting in a waiting room. Except the waiting room I think of is filled with liars, cheaters and murderers. Backstabbers, lost loves, good friends gained and lost. But, in the meantime, I go with it. Now that we're on the subject of dreams, I dream very vividly it scares me. So, I like documenting my dreams through writing or art, then going back and trying to interpret them. Yes, I am a very friendly person, don't be fooled by your first judgement of me. And please don't be offended by my random 'Hello' or messages to you (Sidenote: To the people who read my messages, and don't respond back, I know who you are, and I'd like a reply, thanks :) ). I'm sure I could waste your time and tell you what my hopes and dreams and beliefs are but, I'll save the hopes part for later. My dream is already a reality for me. I’m a screenwriter/filmmaker/SFX makeup artist. Trained by the best at MAC. I'm basically your typical Vigilante/Assassin/Best friend of your friend/Creative cook/Gamer/Jedi/Dreamer/Lover/Muse/Artist. So in a nutshell, I'm the best thing since sliced bread hearts;. You know, I'm sure I could be your best friend, if you got close enough. But then on the flipside, also your worst enemy. But, I'm sure the majority of people think the same. Right? Of course. I do love networking and searching for new friends with similar interests as me, it's good to talk to people with similar things in common. As well as meeting people who are my opposite, I guess to find my balance in. There always has to be a ying and yang to everything in life. Usually I'm a very affable person. Just don't rub me wrong, then you‘re dead. I have many passions, I guess you could say I'm a jack of all trades when it comes to anything in the arts culture. Photography, Poetry, Writing, Filming, Belly Dancing, Painting, Drawing, Sketching. All of it. I need to have some sort of artistic stimulation or I would be a very depressed individual. Which I'm not, I'm pretty outgoing. If you're feeling down, talk to me for an hour I can guarantee you'll feel like a completely different person. Still want to know more about me? I will be attending the New York Film Academy in Los Angeles in Spring of 2008. Also, check these out...
Here are a list of some short films I'm working on getting into production:
The Cabin (script done) Shards of Glass (script done) Another Simple Day (script done) Smile (script 1/2 finished) Unspeakable Things (script 1/2 finished)
Ending this on a good note, I have high hopes. No it's not being over confident, I just know what I want and I'm going to get it no matter what it takes. Bold? Yes. That's me. Take a step into my life, and open your eyes...
CURRENT MOON lunar phase
You Are 96% Creative
You are beyond creative. You are a true artist - even if it's not in the conventional sense of the word.
You love creating for its own sake, and you find yourself quite inspired at times. How Creative Are You?
You Are 5% Phobic
Wow, you're scared of very very little. And you're always conquering new fears that come up. You're one of a kind!
Have you considered a career as a stunt double? You should at least go on one of those crazy reality shows where you eat bugs! How Phobic Are You?

My Interests



I'm just your above average girl with a lot of different likes...comic books, action figures, old movies, movie posters, old props, Star Wars, anything associated with history and space, zombies, Victorian and Renaissance eras, swing dancing, origami, filming, writing, painting, roller coasters, Choco Tacos, Guitar Hero, Japanese food, concerts, hockey, video games, collecting road signs, Quantum Physics, superheros and villians.

I'd like to meet:


I hope you're reading this far through my profile. If so I give you kudos for that. If not, well...let's move on.
I'd really love to meet all those assholes who try to spam my inbox every day, and kick the crap out of them all. Sound good? Alright! So how bout you all go and dip your head in cement, and breathe deep!


Remember...Ignorance is bliss. So you keep talking trash about me, bad karma will find you...
* Forget WHAT you are, I want to know WHO you are...thats one of my biggest likes. In lame man's terms...just be yourself. No need for faking it up. You'll gain more respect from people if you don't follow a more 'well traveled road' like others might have done. Go through the forest and find your OWN path, make it your own, shake it up and start something.* I love independence, and originality. I love a guy with manners, but not someone who sucks up. Someone who can stick up for himself. He shouldn't let others influence him. He has to have energy, pride, talent, sensitivity, courage, selflessness and confidence.* And believe me you're not a 'P.I.M.P.' with your store-bought 'BLING'. Stupid kids. I've seen mannequins who are more attractive.* Be yourself, LIVE already and take control over your life. Stop clinging to stupid BS that you could live without. Then when everything that covered your eyes crumbles before you, I want to see you stand tall and proud. Take charge of your life, damnit. MAKE SOMETHING OF YOURSELF!
...This is the end of the small section called, "Getting To Know Your Local Sociopath".
**SIDENOTE**
I do NOT look at myself as being better than anyone else solely because I have thousands of friends on a website. If you want to be my friend, don't be a prick, or a pervert, because that right there will get you kicked straight out the door. I don't have time for damn losers like that. Tips to make a good impression: All I'm really looking for is for those people who are honest, real, and polite. If you think that by 'being yourself' is being an ignorant pervert, and hitting on me, being a fake, looking for me to get with you, asking for me to send you 'special' pictures(..etc). You can F-ing FORGET IT. I don't have the time, and need for any kind of people like that in my life.

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Music:



Anything EPIC!
Acacio Carvalho! The Human Abstract Andrew W.K. The Aquabats Angels and Airwaves Allister Zeke Phantom Planet Motorhead Summoning Arch Enemy Korpiklaani Dream Theater Amon Amarth The Blue Bloods Moria The Welch Boys A Dozen Furies In Flames Jackknife Norma Jean The Rasmus Terror Caliban The Morgan Knockers Streetlight Manifesto Shadows Fall Kataclysim A Static Lullaby Avenged Sevenfold Killswitch Engage Arch Enemy The Aggrolites All Thats Left Wings Of Plague Story Of The Year Contra The Final Battle Phoenix Mourning Less Than Jake Hatebreed Apiary As I Lay Dying My Chemical Romance 36 Crazyfists 7 Angels 7 Plagues 3 Inches of Blood A Perfect Murder A Life Once Lost Black Sabbath Bleeding Through Pink Floyd Led Zepplin Guns n' Roses The Doors Children Of Bodom Poison The Well From First To Last Armor For Sleep Shiny Toy Guns Silent Civilian Lamb Of God H.I.M. Finch Mudvayne Tool Blindside Slayer Fear Factory Skindred Metallica Finger Eleven Breaking Benjamin A Perfect Circle Cradle of Filth Soilwork Dimmu Borgir Caliban Iced Earth At The Gates Ozzy Osbourne Rob Zombie Throwdown Deftones Static-X Taproot Adema Strata Sevendust Chevelle Staind

Movies:



I have a lot of movies that I like, so I'll sum up the genres for you instead...

My Inspirations:
Scorcese, Copolla, Rodriguez, Cuarón, Del Toro, Roth, Aronofsky, González-Iñárritu, Snyder, Carnahan, Soderbergh, Yates, and of course Tarantino.

Television:


Really I don't watch TV that often unless there's something good on...
Discovery Channel Animal Planet History Channel Sci-Fi Channel National Geographic Channel

Books:



I read/collect a ton of comic books. But, my heart is mainly with Marvel. I also collect Neil Gaiman's graphic novels and books. Also, I have a lot of books written by Albert Einstein and Stephen Hawking.

Heroes:


First and foremost, I believe we're all our OWN heroes. So I'm my own hero. It's all about self love people!
But, of course there are only a few people that others do look up to. Because of them, it's only made me a more well-rounded person...
So with that, I guess you could say that I look up to Stephen Hawking. He's such a brilliantly smart man, and I wish I had half of his smarts. He probably knows much more about the universe than any of us ever will. And with that, I honestly think that by him not telling us everything that he does know (because I'm sure he does), will help us for the better in the end.
I look up to my mom a hell of a lot. She's such a strong-willed person, and by her being that kind of person, has made me a much more stronger and independent person. She also started me into writing. When I was younger, she would start out with a short story and I would finish it for her, and it would continue on for days. Then finally, we actually created a full story. Without her exercising my creative writing skills, I would of never thought of writing at all.
My grandma, she has taught me a lot. Not to let people push you down, and to believe in yourself, go for your goals and don't let anything stop you. And sometimes...being a BHB (brutally honest bitch) will get you where you need to be. Thanks grandma.
And lastly, my grandfather. He's introduced me to so many different things in life that has made me the person I am today. He taught me how to take pictures, home movies, astronomy, history and geography. And with that experience, it's really helped me to get where I'm at right now. I thank him so much for that.

My Blog

EARLY BIRTHDAY LIST (click here...NOW)

---> Kay so I'm making my birthday list quite early. To whomever that chooses to get any of these things for me thanks =) If not, enjoy my random list...Clothing: I know the first few ARE kind of up t...
Posted by æaka. The Phoenixæ © [The Immortal] on Sun, 20 Apr 2008 06:43:00 PST

4 years and counting...

So this time, 4 years ago, I created my MySpace account...And with doing that, I've been through a few stages of my life that are quite memorable, funny, and disappointing. Witnessed a few deaths, som...
Posted by æaka. The Phoenixæ © [The Immortal] on Mon, 14 Apr 2008 11:35:00 PST

Funeral Blues

* I found this on StumbleUpon just flipping though pages and this really hit me. Sure it's just a bird but, the poem really sets it all off.Funeral Blues--->V...
Posted by æaka. The Phoenixæ © [The Immortal] on Sat, 12 Apr 2008 06:58:00 PST

Past few days...insane

So this new job is really kicking me in the ass. I’m working nights and I’m really not used to it at all, hahaha. I get home right...usually around 12:10, usually I hope to go online and c...
Posted by æaka. The Phoenixæ © [The Immortal] on Thu, 10 Apr 2008 10:52:00 PST

The New House!!!!

So finally, my mom and I are moving into our long awaited house. It's been more than enough time for this to happen. Everyday I'm grateful for the gifts life's given me and my mom. And I'm just so hap...
Posted by æaka. The Phoenixæ © [The Immortal] on Mon, 10 Mar 2008 10:24:00 PST

A day at the Sponge Docks

Okay so today my mom and I had our own little day together, which I thought was neat becuase we barely get to really spend TIME together since we've been working. So we decided to go to the Sponge Doc...
Posted by æaka. The Phoenixæ © [The Immortal] on Tue, 05 Feb 2008 04:03:00 PST

A Revelation?

So I had a dream last night and it was the most amazing dream I've had in a while. I now know what arch angel is guiding me...and I do believe what I saw..His name is Ariel.I did some research on him....
Posted by æaka. The Phoenixæ © [The Immortal] on Mon, 04 Feb 2008 07:10:00 PST

My thank you to YOU....

I would just like to thank everyone of my friends who voted for me in the MAC Originals contest. I ended up with 1900 points and was FAR behind a girl who had 58,000+ points. Wow. I don't know, I thin...
Posted by æaka. The Phoenixæ © [The Immortal] on Thu, 31 Jan 2008 11:41:00 PST

MAC Makeup Contest!

If you haven't checked out my latest bulletin then please read this...I'm entered in a contest with MAC Makeup on how 'original' my style is. I need all the support and votes from you that I can get! ...
Posted by æaka. The Phoenixæ © [The Immortal] on Mon, 28 Jan 2008 08:54:00 PST

Oh dear...I’ve been tagged

Oh this is for you my WONDERFUL friend Steven...I've been tagged! Therefore...I must write 10 Random Facts about myself.Here are the rules. Each player starts with ten random facts/habits about t...
Posted by æaka. The Phoenixæ © [The Immortal] on Thu, 24 Jan 2008 09:27:00 PST