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Aesthetic

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About Me

I'm Nathaniel, aka -- Aesthetic.
I live in Atlanta, GA -- try not to hold it against me.
I'm the moodiest man alive. I apologize ahead of time.
Music is my love, it's also what hurts the most.
I'm a DJ. ...a really good one, at that. :-P
I'm modest. (...that was a joke. get it?)
I often don't feel I belong, but I feign it well.
I'm very political. I hate most politicians.
I love photography, but don't take enough photos.
I play paintball. I will shoot you in the face.
I don't play World of Warcraft. Sorry.
My wife gives me guidance when I need it the most.

There's more here than most will ever know - yet all anyone has ever had to do was ask...

Today is a good day for change.

My Interests

access, audio production, black, blood, cemetaries, cold, corsets, creation, dancing, dark, death rock, desire, destruction, diary of dreams, djaesthetic, djing, dreams, dsm-iv, ebm, eulogy, europe, exile, eyeliner, ghosts, gore, goth, goth rock, gothic, horror, illusion, industrial, inspiration, leiseengel, love, masochism, oblivion, pain, paintball, piercings, playlists, razors, religion, requiem, robots, roses, sadomasochism, sex, she, synths, tattoos, tears, tomorrow, trauma, travel, virus, waldorf, you

I'd like to meet:

Someone to become my other musical half.

Peter Spilles
Erica Dunham
Torben Wendt
Manuel Schleis
Eric Corley, a.k.a. Emmanuel Goldstein
Mick Mercer
Alan Moore

..a buncha dead people there's no sense in listing....

Music:

Diary of Dreams, Emilie Autumn, Diorama, Project Pitchfork, Unter Null, Arcana, Raison d'etre, Wumpscut, Icon of Coil, Frontline Assembly, Velvet Acid Christ, Decoded Feedback, Mentallo and the Fixer, Skinny Puppy, Grendel, Combichrist, The Retrosic, WILL, Delerium, CxS, Blutengel, Angels & Agony, Clan of Xymox, Jesus and Mary Chain, The Faint, She Wants Revenge, etc...

Movies:

Equilibrium, V for Vendetta, Dawn of the Dead, Junk, The Village, Fight Club, Se7en, Twelve Monkeys, iRobot, The Island, Amelie, Pi, Requiem for a Dream, etc... Horror / Psychological Thriller / Sci-Fi

Television:

Heroes, Family Guy, Law and Order: SVU & CI

Books:

Robot Dreams (Isaac Asimov), House of Leaves (Mark Z. Danielewski), Harry Potter series, DSM-IV, amongst a plethora of technical manuals on synthesizers and other music equipment...

Heroes:

Guy Fawkes

My Blog

Hope...

Half of me thinks it's wrong that I'm actually wishing that -- the other half reminds the first half of who I am, not who everyone else is, and all of the sudden it doesn't feel wrong at all...How ver...
Posted by Aesthetic on Sat, 09 Jun 2007 04:44:00 PST

Echoes in my head...

My wife said something to me last night that echoed through my head like a siren...6 months, eh?I haven't been able to in 6 years...Well hell, if that's all it'd take, what the hell am I waiting for?...
Posted by Aesthetic on Tue, 05 Jun 2007 05:08:00 PST

R.I.P. Wicket

R.I.P.Wicket ("Little Man")March 5 - November 26
Posted by Aesthetic on Sun, 26 Nov 2006 02:49:00 PST

reconnecting.

I used to have my fingers on the pulse of everything..Now half of the time - i'd rather not know the pulse even exists...Yet, then there's severe internal frustration when I find out there's a life-li...
Posted by Aesthetic on Thu, 16 Nov 2006 09:18:00 PST