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[Neil]

THE MORE WE LET YOU HAVE, THE LESS THAT I'LL BE KEEPING FOR ME

About Me



There are days...

and there are days.

I am [N]eil. Uh huh. Take all of this seriously. If you're thinking about doing that: don't.

He's not kidding.

"Made the choice to go away
Drink the fountain of decay
Tear a hole exquisite red

Fuck the rest and stab it dead

Broken bruised forgotten sore
Too fucked up to care anymore
Poisoned to my rotten core

Too fucked up to care anymore..."

-Trent Reznor [Nine Inch Nails] Track: "Somewhat Damaged"
Record: The Fragile [1999]

3 WEAPONS:
FEAR, SURPRISE, RUTHLESS EFFICIENCY

My Interests

th1s lying sack 0f crap 1s br0ught t0 y0u by:

Sawyer

Sawyer: "*** ** * *@#*!"

Self-delus10n, n01se, N0 FATT1ES, read1ng, runn1ng, man1pulat10n, wr1t1ng/pr0gramm1ng mus1c, sm0ke m0nsters, smash1ng cell ph0nes [regularly, 0r at least dr0pp1ng them], play1ng the p1an0, th1nk1ng [n0pe], r1d1ng my m0unta1n b1ke, watch1ng m0v1es, nekk1d g1rls, etc etc etc. and then s0me. but wh0 reads any 0f th1s sh1t? ha

and all we ever were

just zer0es and 0nes

I'd like to meet:



Music:



Art is resistance.

Nitzer Ebb. CX Kidtronik. Nine Inch Nails. The Knife. Muse. Depeche Mode.Peter Gabriel. Queens of the Stone Age. Saul Williams. Thom Yorke. Skinny Puppy. Covenant. Beck. Judas Priest. Gary Numan. VNV Nation. Erasure. KMFDM. Genesis. WASP. Robert Palmer. Radiohead. The Police. The Darkness. Pantera. The Talking Heads. Newcleus. Prince. Michael Jackson. :wumpscut: The Upper Crust. AC/DC. The Cure. Rammstein. Motley Crue and 7502 other artists/records.

Movies:



Silence of the Lambs. Tombstone. Blue Velvet. The Terminator Trilogy. Inland Empire. The Fugitive. A Scanner Darkly. Love Actually. Heat. The Matrix. The Departed. Lost Highway. Scarface. Collateral. 12 Monkeys. A Clockwork Orange. Taxi Driver. The Negotiator. American Psycho. The Usual Suspects. Man on Fire. Borat: Cultural Learnings of America for Make Benefit Glorious Nation of Kazakhstan. Eraserhead. Zodiac. The Big Sleep. Serenity. Reservoir Dogs. Fire Walk With Me. Unbreakable. Pulp Fiction. Pi. The Elephant Man. The Big Lebowski. Memento. Mulholland Drive. True Romance. Batman Begins. Casino Royale. Goodfellas. The Star Wars Trilogy. L.A. Confidential. etc.

Television:



The X-Files. Mr. Show. Penn & Teller: Bullshit!. Lost. Firefly. 24. Monty Python's Flying Circus. The Muppet Show. Millennium. Dave Chappelle Show. I continue to hear good things about Deadwood and Battlestar Galactica. Currently wondering what the hell happened at the end of the 3rd season of "Lost" & about to start on the 5th season of "24."

Books:

American Psycho [Bret Easton Ellis]. A Scanner Darkly [Philip K. Dick]. 1984 [George Orwell]. The Stranger [Albert Camus]. The Great Train Robbery [Michael Crichton]. The Big Sleep [and all the Raymond Chandler novels/collections]. Jurassic Park. The Short Stories of Philip K. Dick. In Cold Blood. Pale Horse Coming. Dirty White Boys. Glamorama. Prey. Guns of the South. The Terminal Man. CURRENTLY READING: "Agent of Chaos." [thanks Dr. Rock]

Heroes:


Tony Almeida
The Pizza Man

Borat!