motion, stillness, dancing, sincerity, kindness, people who want to play with me ANYTHING ANYTHING let's just play!, troublemakers who don't hurt people, using all of my senses, brutally honest people, my bike, battle, books, charles bukowski, dolls, dollhouses, empathy, chakras, weathered desert trees,love and truth and beauty, herbalism, black lace, red-colored things, reading books, when grey is so grey that it's almost blue, surviving, psychic skills, religion, street people, gender, words, cultural anthropology, forcibly removing testicles from perverts, snakes, spiders, noise, sex, working class, genderfuck, kindness, spinach, kombucha, most vegetables, the sound of a tambourine, musty old used bookstores, pretty girls, social science, fairies, being here, feminisms, bikes, stompy beats, frilly girly shit, self-parenting, the history of 1970s Jesus Movement, thoughtfulness, vladimir nabokov, psychology, yoga, really good people, social welfare, zazen, pullip dolls, really bad movies, doing anything i wasn't allowed to do when i was a kid, religious fanaticism, homo sapien sapiens, writing, your stories, your ideas
Animate stuff. Inanimate stuff. Living and dead stuff. Visible and invisible stuff.
noisy. stompy. thumpy. fuzzy. melodic. discordant. stuff. here we go: ani difranco, asche, aural blasphemy, axiome, bauhaus, bikini kill,bitch and animal, black ice, black lung, busta rhymes, cocorosie, cocteau twins, coil, colleen, converter, the cramps, cranes, cranioclast, the cure, deadbolt, dresden dolls, dopplereffekt, the frumpies, fugees, jarboe, jedi mind tricks, jefferson airplane, joy division, lovesliescrushing, lullatone, mazzy star, my bloody valentine, my life with the thrill kill kult, panacea, phantom limbs, phoenecia, the pixies, pj harvey, rechenzentrum, r.e.m., sam phillips, dj scud, shocking blue, sigur ros, siouxsie and the banshees, sisters of mercy, skinny puppy, sonic youth, the smiths, snoop dogg, squab, swans, sunn 0))),synapscape, telepherique, thorr's hammer, tori amos, the vanishing, velvet cacoon, voodoo church, yoko onomoremoremorealwaysmore.
homemade stuff, pretty stuff, documentaries, anything made by David Lynch, Blade Runner, THX 1138, Princess Mononoke, 2046, Donnie Darko, Forbidden Zone, Freaks. Oh, and Fame! FAME. I'm gonna live forever. I'm gonna learn how to fly - (HIGH!)
Nope.
books have saved (and keep saving) my life. bukowski should have been my dad. bell hooks can be my mom. kate bornstein. anything by nabokov. anything by haruki murami. anything by milan kundera. The Diamond Age. Anything about religion, sprituality, gender, or feminism. and all the small press kids at Microcosm publishing. i'll read anything.
seekers of pirate booty.