..in-t(a)rest.. (n) - 5: curiousity, concern; 6: stuff u dig on major, or stuff thats so frickin supercool it gets you lyke that... n stuff; 7: infatuations brought on (triggered by) one of your senses and deemed pleasurably intriguing (or arousing curiosity or preying on your ego's blind nature to try to figure things out as a means of placing them under your "control"), usually sight, touch, or hearing is the frist to be swayed.
samauris and bushido, two fingers (one at a time or both at once for the slo ones), music, art, slow, red, black, something else, souls more than spirits at times (depends on what spirit i'm in), fast, photography, philosophy, cultures, technology, PK, conversation, manefestation and manipulation, the internet, symbolism, cards, tattoos, peircings, who lives in your tattoos and piercings, controlling who lives in your tatoos and piercings, controling you thru controlling whoever lives in your tatoos and piercings, typos, spacing out, wolves, panthers, the word RAZE, eyes, noses, smiles, ribs, navels, warm, friction, grazing, rain, armies, ninjas, smashing, being withdrawn, violence, innocense, torture, seeking (finding is ok too), freedom/liberty, open space, padded rooms, glass rooms, fashion, cuisine, vampires and warewolves, angels and demons, flaws, quiet, people falling crashing or tripping, learning, being driven, chicks, doing nothing, scenery, rebels, spirituality more than religion, peace, war, war in peace, warrin peace, weapons, God, you... and other libra stuff.
Your Personality Profile
You are dignified, spiritual, and wise.
Always unsatisfied, you constantly try to better yourself.
You are also a seeker of knowledge and often buried in books.
You tend to be philosophical, looking for the big picture in life.
You dream of inner peace for yourself, your friends, and the world.
A good friend, you always give of yourself first.
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You are elegant, withdrawn, and brilliant. Your mind is a weapon, able to solve any puzzle.You are also great at poking holes in arguments and common beliefs.
For you, comfort and calm are very important. You tend to thrive on your own and shrug off most affection. You prefer to protect your emotions and stay strong.
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You are sexy, powerful, and bold.
You're full of passion and energy....
Sometimes this passion has a dark side.
You feel most alive when you're seducing someone.
You never fail to get someone's attention.
Quick minded, you're also quick to lose your temper!
The World's Shortest Personality Test
I'd like to meet:
...be aware of who you let in. and who's with them.
i had a dream. The more i think about it or focus on it the more it shows me, i remember more of certain details. It was in black and white but not.
...In this dream, the remnants of humanity were in a trench which surrounded a huge plain. I say remnants because it felt as if there wasn't much left of humanity after some great unfortunate thing (war, outbreak, famine...), and this may have been all of the people left. The Plain was a graveyard on our end, and the further you went outward the more it opened up into tall grass and open field space (mountains in the background, forests... nature). The graveyard had a little light breaking through clouds on our side, but the further out you went to the open space it grew darker (stormier?). The grass on the plain was cut so that it grew in in the pattern of a chess/checkerboard (i found that interesting).
...Anyways, grey but white skies, like how it looks before a storm.. it was cold, you could see your breath. It was muddy. You take a step and your feet slip and sink. Some of us people down in this trench had on armor of all sorts (bullet proof vests, riot gear, medieval suits of armor...), some were just dressed in rags... bearing all sorts of weapons from pitchforks to M16's, knives, torches, .45's, gatlings, swords, axes... whatever you could find to defend yourself. We were all pressed against a hill, a wall of mud and roots with a broken staircase that lead up to the graveyard.
...Here's where it gets nice. So, on the far end of the field, the dark end, the stormy end, was some army of darkness. Demons, zombies, orcs, werewolves, skeletons... you think of it, it was there. They had their giants and freaks, they rode dragons, aaannd each other. They marched thru from a fog with fire and earthquakes, walked up to the line that is where the graveyard had begun. I guess THEY were why there were no more people left.
...So, one of them, some imp, steps up, crosses the line, and calls out to the people. Something taunting, something smartass, he's laughing, grabbing his balls, spitting and cursing, which rallies them all and then they all began to stomp, shaking the ground, calling for us to come out and fight them. All of the people were scared. It pissed me off. They had destroyed everything we had, loved, worked for, and now.. here they are.. calling us out, laughing at us. It pissed me off. The fact that people would rather sit here, in the cold mud, and wait to die in fear, wait for them to just come and trample us, after all of the achievements we've had, after all of the smiles, all of the hardships endured, the technological advances, birthday suprises, heartbreaks and loves... it just pissed me off. To let some... THING.. rape my world, my home, me... and just to sit there and wait for it to come and kill me. This did not seem lyke the appropriate thing to do, so, alone, i climbed the stairway to the entrance to the graveyard. They looked and laughed, because there was only me. I didn't laugh. I just grabbed a sword. Their eyes changed. My eyes changed. I ran to them, screaming. They ran at me, screaming. There was a kickass arial shot of us just before we clashed. Then the dream was over.
For this project, I'd lyke to meet whoever else had (or has) that dream.
other than that, its always nice to meet people (human beings)... and more. or not. maybe. i'm very dysfunctional and very bad @ keeping up with people. not lookin to "hook up" or none of that other myspace b.s., so that's out. its whatever. If you stumbled onto here, welcome. If you were sent here... i'd wonder why.
level 1 (natural external/ physical): kids lyke me, who never noticed we weren't allowed at the "cool table"... we were 2 busy doin stuff, haha. who cares about looks, they come and go. just know you're beautiful. easier said than done, sometimes, because insecurity gets money (a false but easily obtained sense of power and respect) that fucks styles into trends that brainwash the dollars and sense out of us. then we feel insecure. and get money (a false but easily obtained sense of power and respect).... i'm not really a touchy-feely person, i dont lyke people touching the back of my neck. i'll hug you tho. maybe.
level 2 (hyper natural/ emotional & mental): funny kids. artsy kids. kids with brains, sense, talent, heart... ones who speak up, comment, blog... comunicate. Kids who want to know, and are tired of asking, begging, pleading, bleeding, fighting, dying, struggling, hungering.... and so now we're gonna go get it. NOTE: It's better to ask Jesus or God the Father himself about such things, but there are all sorts of ways to find something out. Most of the answers.... are already with you, if not around you or flat out in you, or are you.
level 3 (super natural/ spiritual): of all of those i've met here, i'd suggest you only seek to meet God, and on friendly terms. HE can make them (whomever else) buckle, never the other way around... and they will try to take it out on you because of this, and use whomever they can on whichever level. I also have to get to the bottom of Raze (an individual from a few dreams). Take time to get to know not only the angels you've been given, but the demons, as well as yourself. If there is wisdom in fools, there certainly can be something to learn from someone who has already risked eternity to destroy you. That practice ain't for the weak. If any of this scares you, even the slightest, do not lie to yourself and say its for you. It will cost you more than you know.
Music:
..'myu-zik.. (n) - 1: the science or art of combining tones into a composition having structure and continuity; 2: a release of the soul into a medium with the ability to link all life-forms through stimmulation, by way of vibes ranging from lake placid to chaotic and tortured as all hail, that kik arse.
I enjoy the sounds of life. traffic, laughter, wind, quiet, thunderstorms, motorcycles/cars shifting. Music is a distraction most times,and it kinda bugs me how no one can function without music to motivate them. get off the teat folks. brainwash yourself with your self... or not.
when i get bored i dig stuff like...
Tupac, Keith Green, Hendrix, Norah Jones, Zero7, Gorillaz, Ben Harper, Fred Hammond, some concious Underground Rap, The White Stripes, Lauryn Hill, Chevelle, the Cardigans, John Lee Hooker, OTEP, Creed, Deftones, Moby, The Crystal Method, Black Star (Mos Def, Talib), Nirvana, Casting Crowns, The Roots, Portishead, Marvin Gaye...there's a lot.
Movies:
I do DVD's... only go out in groups no larger than 8 when it comes to flicks or else it's just too wierd n stuff lyke ordering a pizza for 25 ppl...
anyways, the faves include: Dawn Of The Dead (remake), Fight Club, Alice in Wonderland (Disney), V for Vendetta, Leon (the professional), American Psycho (hilareous!), a few scenes from 8 Mile, Fallen, The Boys Next Door, Juice, Crouching Tiger, Red Dragon, Last Samauri, (just about anything with Milla Jovovich especially the 5th Element and The Messeger: the story of Joan of Arc), Requieum 4 Dream, The Passion of The Christ, UNDERWORLD, Stigmata, Se7en, Sleven, Gundam,(Saw was clever, cute, but the later ones are a bit overdone... too Hollywood. Pt. 1 is the best. 2 was so so. 3 sucked. what is 4 about?), Michael Moore flicks, A Clockwork Orange, 2 girls and a guy, the wedding planner (did I studder?), Enter The Dragon, GhostDog, Cat On a Hot Tin Roof (Newman and Taylor), Star Wars Episode 3, Almost Famous, Spongebob Squarepants Movie, Half Baked, 300 was ok but i wanted more from it, Pulp Fiction, Kill Bill (vol 1), Meet Joe Black, Dirty Work, True Romance.... there's a lot...
Television:
The idiot box? hmm... Batman (West/Ward/Romero, Beyond, Animated Series), Gumby, Cartoons (Animaniacs, PBS), music videos, history channel, documentaries and independent film, style channel, Gundam Wing was nice, Ronin Warriors was nice, stuff where people shoot a lot, tech-tv, pretty much whatever 'cept the news. kats die on the news and dont come back the next episode. i watch maybe 5 - 7 hours of tv a week. maybe less. Those 5 - 7 are usually Grand Theft San Andreas, Armored Core, Midnight Club, Soul Calibur III, Street Fighter/ Mortal Kombat, or Tenchu. I dont lyke Family Guy. I dont care much for the Simpsons. They're funny, dont get me wrong, but no. I've seen them because people i'm around love that crap. They piss me off tho. ONLINE, check out Black 20's "THE MIDDLE SHOW".. its short, its sweet, i dig it. Go youtube it.
Books:
my lyfe, your lyfe, life, the world... Bible (The book of 1st John), [the] Hagakure, The Art of War, The Prince, The Tao... Calvin & Hobbes, The Far Side, (Jean Grey, Scott Summers, Logan, Charles Xavier), (Norrin Rad)... Guns & Ammo, American Handgunner... Dictonairies, Encyclopedias... street art books...
Heroes:
..HEER-oh.. (n) - 1: one greatly regarded for achievements or qualities; 2: principal character in poem, play, story; 3: illustrious warrior.
I have no heroes. I PAY ATTENTION TO God, Jesus' life here, and whomever i was, am, and shall be: me at my best, as well as me at my worst. be your own hero. see every hero as your equal, something attainable by you.
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