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pillow ♥ pants

all you know about me is what I've sold you

About Me



You see a man's face
But you don't see his heart
You see a man's face
But you will never know his thoughts



THIS KID IS MY NEW F'IN HERO!!!!!
i am fucking awkward. i think that's the best all encompassing word to describe myself.
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most people think i'm a cunt. some think i am a fun cunt.
the patient ones i call friends.
    i ♥ where i live. i am surrounded by culture and diversity. keeps life interesting ;p i have a retarded sense of humor. i am OBSESSED with thesuperficial.com & perezhilton.com i suffer from chronic 'foot-in-the-mouth' disease.
    i absolutely idolize Audrey Hepburn.
    i've been a sucker for a smile (lessons learned). sometimes i think i'm too nice for my own good. i'm extremely stubborn. i don't have too many dear friends, because i don't like too many people. the ones i love i would die for in a heartbeat. i loathe talking on the phone i'm an only child. yes, i was spoiled and i am a brat. i have a pottymouth. people can't handle it.
    i AM ghetto fabulous.
    i hate phony people (u should know who you are, but if you don't i can remind you). i am a geek at heart. if i could have it my way, i'd be in school forever. i hate people who speak in im. i ♥ tube socks!! i'll pretty much approve anyone, unless you look irritating and/or criminal. i AM the coolest person you will EVER meet.
yea. i'm modest too ;p
Sun Sign: Cancer
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Moon Sign: Pisces
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Rising Sign: Libra
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Congratulations darling! You're Holly Golightly
from Breakfast at Tiffanys. You love a good
party and you always look fabulous, but you're
really just looking for that one man who isn't
a rat.
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♥ my inquisitive sidewards glance....trying so desperately to look like my idol......and failing...haha ♥

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"If I were to wish for anything, I should not wish for wealth and power, but for the passionate sense of the potential, for the eye which, ever young and ardent, sees the possible."
- Soren Kierkegaard

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i hate filling these things out, cos i feel like a jackass talking about myself...so here's a brief synopsis: my background is polish, german, ukrainian....and on occasion dominican...i have an illegitimate sister named lissette with whom i share a brain. i may actually have yet another illegitimate sibling in poland, cos my dad was once a sailor playboy...which explains my pottymouth. i am born and raised 1st gen. jerseyan...hell fucking yea. jersey rocks, if you don't agree, than obviously, you've never been exposed to the toxic linden air ;p before you ask, i'm exit 15e. like i've said before: as far as i'm concerned, jersey city is the center of the universe.
Jersey City: Recently voted the no. 3 Happiest City in the US.
conveniently located between gayonne and homoken. hmm. what else? music is my life. i eat, sleep and breathe music. if i had a sdtrk to my life the bands to the left would be on it (plus about 10000 more i didn't mention) i love a good argument. not a knock down, drag out fight...but just a good argument ;p yes. i am opinionated. but i'm also pretty openminded. my closest friends call me "bat," "muszla," or "anka." if you don't know why, it's cos we're not friends ;p oh. and you won't find naked pics here...there's a subscription site for that....j/k...that's all i'm tellin. if you want to know more you can go to: my outdated site where you won't find any naked pix either. if you don't want to know more, that's your loss ;p
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My Interests


being metal, plants, old skool@noon, vanilla dutchies, ankaholism, hostility, explosives, complicating "things", the power of poland (compels YOU!), being right, philosophy(thanks a lot nat!), painting/drawing, taking pictures ('cos i can't call it photography!), psychology, religious studies, cooking, wrestling (as in wrestling people....not watching it), literature, & SARCASM...beating boys in fantasy football....
& old school glamour

dislikes: boys w/better makeup skillz than me....ur just sooooo wrong.

I'd like to meet:



i should rename this, PEOPLE I'M IN LOVE WITH...
audrey hepburn....johnny depp.....actually, i'd like to violate johnny depp.......david wright........adrian grenier...and subsequently molest him....matthew fox (season 2 of LOST, 9/5/06!!!!! finally!!)...dita von teese....myself in 5 years...raoul bova...dieux du stade - yes...my french rugby gods!!! hmm...who else?? the dicamillo sisters, franz kafka, friedrich nietzsche, soren kierkegaard, vin diesel (i hated him till i watched the chronicles of riddick)...owen hart (wtf were you thinking?), towelie, chuck schuldiner, rowdy roddy piper, mike piazza, alexi laiho, daisy berkowitz, TRENT "GUNS" REZNOR (altho, lia gave new meaning to NINE INCH NAIL), kurt cobain, king diamond (i have your hershey's wrapper....mwahaha), chris joannou, stone cold (actually, i'd like to drink w/austin ;) macho man randy savage (oooooooooh yeaaahhh), zoidberg, the cast of drawn together, my clone (if only christina had a camera phone then).........& OF COURSE....that i may salute the guitar god....

dimebag-rip 8-20-66 * 12-8-04
i named my doggie DIMEBAG DINO in homage to the coolest motherfucker i ever had the pleasure to see shred.......

Music:

DETHKLOK!!!! KING KOLDKUTS and THE BOLOGNAS!!! kuru, GEOMANCER, Dark Matter, the dicamillo sisters, nin, filter, cure, death, manson, prick, perfect circle, tool, the black dahlia murder, athiest (thanks bob...lol), napalm death, vast, obituary, skinless, siouxie and the banshees, norah jones, pop will eat itself, portishead, dido, u2, dismember, king diamond, manowar, in flames, at the gates, yattering, dimmu borgir, behemoth, catastrophic, smuttpeddlers, the high & mighty, kool keith, necro, depeche mode, nirvana, queens of the stone age, outkast, children of bodom, sinergy(die kim, j/k), the police, tom petty n the heartbreakers, elvis costello, misfits, megadeth, dillenger escape plan, killswitch engage, radiohead, vader, decapitated, ebony tears, morbid angel, deicide, sepultura, pantera, mayhem (i had fish named grishnackh and hellhammer...lol...i thought i was safe naming them after the 2 members still living...but i was wrong. they were murdered by my goldfish, azeem...the moor-guess he's not a fan.) anthrax, s.o.d., s.o.a.d., rammstein, slayer, stp, aic, soundgarden, mortician, psychadelic furs, the white stripes, audioslave, wesley willis, nonphixion, helmet, god lives underwater, polyabuse/krays (so scott doesn't shit himself ;) etc...one missing, oberschenkel!....hehe (that's only funny to me...) oh and pervert's delite, lol.......am i still on belt buckles and shopping carts??? coming soon: side project of me, rob, dave, and t.w. long (of krays/polyabuse/ny rel-x fame...BANDWHORE!! haha...u fucking slut.) lol - as of now, we're still toying with the idea of a name...and dave seems to like demolition monkeys....lol.....SKOTTTTTTTTTTTT!!!!

Movies:

GRINDHOUSE (planet terror was the motherfucking shit!!!!!! deathproof was good too, but quentin...ease up on the goddamn dialogue...i need not listen to bitches talk for 40 mins. about their boring lives.....if i did, i would have more girlfriends), currently i am OBSESSED w/the Riddick trilogy, harold & kumar (could've went to the white castle on newark ave!? i could've ended that movie in the first 15 mins!! but then we wouldn't get to see doogie howser blowin lines off of stripper ass....lmao) SAW, house of wax (who doesn't want to see paris hilton die?!), HAGGARD, hostel (even tho i think it was hyped up to be much gorier), the hills have eyes, butterfly effect (even tho kutcher was in it), pootie tang (sadatay!!), ali g indahouse, breakfast at tiffany's, roman holiday, sabrina, fear and loathing, edward scissorhands, sleepy hollow, from hell, nightmare on elm st, blow, crybaby, (BASICALLY ANYTHING JOHNNY DEPP-i'm sure the new willy wonka will rock), run lola run, otnemem, GUMMO (has the best sdtrk EVER), devil's advocate, texas chainsaw massacre (both versions, and for me, that's saying something!! i am a true devotee of the original), i spit on your grave, army of darkness, evil dead, lolita, clockwork orange, the shining, full metal jacket, dr. strangelove (i love kubrick), halloween, the wall, what dreams may come, nightmare before christmas, war of the worlds (& fuck you for saying it sucked....anytime i get to see bayonne blow the fuck up, it's a good thing), THE JERK, dirty rotten scoundrels, donnie darko, the virgin suicides, beetlejuice, willy wonka, wedding singer, doom generation, go, dirty dancing (shuttup), dazed and confused, half baked, wizard of oz, girl interupted, natural born killers, labyrinth, rocky horror picture show, etc (once again sucky myspace decided it funny to delete my shit.....thanks guys....up until 3 secs. ago, this ended with 'rocky ho' nice.)

Television:

metalocalypse, lost, heroes, drawn together, oz, the oc (RIP), the first 48, my so-called life, weeds, curb your enthusiasm, entourage, laguna beach (lia and i sit, watch and yell at the show...haha....spoiled f'in kids)...family guy, the simpsons, aqua teen hunger force, hogan knows best, surreal life, flavor of love...etc.

Books:

most koontz (especially dark rivers of the heart), the perks of being a wallflower, the stranger, lords of chaos, toxic sludge is good for you, the mysterious flame: conscious minds in a material world, my adolescent psych textbook.....there's more i can't remember and myspace sucks big fat hairy donkey balls for deleting my ish.

Heroes:

1st & foremost, a woman of admirable beauty, great talent and a heart of gold... raoul duke & neil patrick harris...those guys know how to party.
ari gold is my inspiration (if you see me as a twat....blame entourage!).....William Murderface...dimebag dino....my doggie is so f'in supercool....u have NO idea. he melts people to mush - i need that ability ;p

& the geico caveman....lol...i have to agree with christina on this one....i LOVE the new commercial...haha

My Blog

moving, summer, vacation, etc......

well, been back from the DR for a couple weeks now.  work is hectic.....as everyone and their mother leaves/are let go, kat and i take on the work....and we do it well, so i guess the higher ups ...
Posted by pillow ♥ pants on Sat, 14 Apr 2007 07:29:00 PST

looking 4 weekend work. mret.

yup.  i love having my weekends off, but i also want to get married and buy a house....so i'm looking for a job...anyone know of anything that doesn't involve grinding a pole or contract killings...
Posted by pillow ♥ pants on Fri, 06 Apr 2007 08:24:00 PST

horoscopes....

more truth to this now than i care for.Daily Horoscope - Extended For Today: March 6, 2007 Prepare for many distractions to crowd your brain all day. The good news is that these distractions won't ...
Posted by pillow ♥ pants on Tue, 06 Mar 2007 08:35:00 PST

eBay....& cleaning out the closet....

dunno if anyone gives a rat's ass...but i've got some stuff i'm selling on eBay.  it's time to clean out the closet.right now i have a harajuku lovers wallet (yellow, green, orange) cute reggae-e...
Posted by pillow ♥ pants on Thu, 22 Feb 2007 10:01:00 PST

I CHOPPED ALL MY HAIR OFF.

well, actually, my hairdresser did.boy........is this DIFFERENT.my hair hasn't been this short since christina tried to inadvertantly give me a femullet.lol
Posted by pillow ♥ pants on Sun, 18 Feb 2007 06:21:00 PST

goddamn pure evil.

imagine the possibilities....lmaoi need a hobby i think.  spending time fantasizing about boobs can't be healthy. Oo...
Posted by pillow ♥ pants on Wed, 14 Feb 2007 11:11:00 PST

VACATION!!!!!!

yay......the wheels are in motion.....some friends and i are going to the dominican republic at the end of march......i really needed this =)
Posted by pillow ♥ pants on Fri, 02 Feb 2007 10:27:00 PST

regrets.

opportunity is fleeting....like a whisper in the wind...i guess i've been thinking about regrets recently...like times i've gone out on a limb, just to fall flat on my face......and rather than persue...
Posted by pillow ♥ pants on Wed, 31 Jan 2007 01:44:00 PST

people are........sad (dm remix =)

'cos i'm a glutton for punishment and self pity, i posted some pix of my former fiance and i in happier times.  that and i want to warn others.  happiness is fleeting, if you ever even get t...
Posted by pillow ♥ pants on Wed, 03 Jan 2007 11:11:00 PST

updates on the uneventful.

    well, my boyfriend/cohabitant of 6+ years proposed to me on christmas eve.  i said "yes" and so commenced the shortest engagement ever known to man.  last night i gave him...
Posted by pillow ♥ pants on Tue, 02 Jan 2007 04:41:00 PST