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Autumn Edows

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About Me

i create my own form of art.
i'm multifaceted, and unfortunately, most [people] are unable to see all the sides.
imitation isn't the most sincere form of flattery when you're the original.
art, like beauty, has its own element of torture to it.
by definition, i am perfectly flawed - the only difference between myself and most is that i don't mind.
outer beauty is often diagnosed as a curse, not a blessing in disguise; i truly could not agree more.
i live to inspire in one fashion or another.
i believe that inner-beauty matters above all, and far more than any form of artificial beauty.
i am keen on conversations with substance, as i need constant stimulation.
i love interacting with artists of various mediums, seeing as art is a true passion of mine. offering suggestions and opinions is enjoyable, as well.
criticism is welcomed and appreciated greatly; to be able to return said criticism can be of interest, but depends upon the other artist's desire for it. frequently asked questions:01. how did autumn edows come about?
- back in 2003, i was creating a new alias after rejecting crippled / alluring spider. autumn was a nick-name i acquired in junior high based after a character for a story i had written about a girl who contained everything i craved to have, artistically-speaking. finally, the last name edows came about after reading up on jack the ripper and one of his victims.
02. who is autumn edows to you?
- autumn edows is the inner-artist inside of myself that exposes the core of creativity for all to see.
03. has drug-use influenced your work?
- certainly not, but imagine how i would be if it did!
04. do you have skeletons in your closet? if so, will you tell me about them?
- the skeletons in my closet are going to remain there until if, by some off chance, i become famous. once said action happens, i'll happily share how "exciting" my life has been, but furthermore, why & how it drove me to where i am now.
05. do you think you're beautiful?
- i'm not vain, so not really. do i think i have talent? now, that's a maybe. ;)
06. what has inspired you?
- music, art, my own mental state, nature, poetry, photography, personal experiences, self-love&hate, sex, love, hate, murder, reading various books, and ironinically enough, drugs [the addictive/manipulative side to using based off of watching those close to me suffer]. all happiness and tragedy has inspired me, and partially helped create who i am, though has failed to define me.
07. what repulses you?
- the way people treat each other, and often fail to look past physical appearance.
08. has your musical taste influenced your art in any way?
- music has influenced me heavily, but i owe a lot of it to marilyn manson, and his older work [portrait/anti-christ]; he allowed for me to use everything that i have to my advantage.
+ [ watch the documentary, "growing up online". ] +

My Interests

07 deadly sins. 1900's - 1960's fashion. abandoned mental institutions. abortion devices. absinthe. anti-autumn edows. anti-beauty. art. astrology. bdsm. bleach addicts. blood. body modification. body massages. bondage. bones. books. burlesque. cafes. cages. candy land. cemeteries. coffee. coloring books. corset piercings. corsetry. couture. digital manipulations. dolls. dreams. elegance. fake hair. fake nails. fashion. fetishes. fishnet. fur. gay pride. glamor. gloves. gore. green tea. guns. hair-dye. heels. high-fashion. house-wives. imperfection. inspiration. justice. knowledge. lace. latex. leather. lingerie. lockets. love. mac cosmetics. make-up. mannequin flesh. marionettes. martini glasses. medical toys. nudity. originality. pale flesh. parasols. peace. performance art. photography! piercings. pin-ups. pink bullets. plastic surgery. playboy. purity. rainbows. razorblades. reading. ribcages. robots. roses. serial-killers. sex-appeal. shoes. shopping. spiders. strip-teases. sushi. tattoos. the human anatomy. the human brain. time. vampyres. victorian clothing. vinyl. violet vomit. waist-cinchers. web-design. writing. x-rays. zombies.

I'd like to meet:


eden prosper & razorcandi, in a heart-beat.
photographers, Models, Musicians, fans of my work, and anyone whom is beautiful on the inside.

other types: deep individuals with intellect; people with visions that are their own; people who listen to their hearts & believe in loyalty; have a certain 'eye' open; are outgoing, and mentally strong; someone who can understand the real me, not just what you may wish to see.

before you ask me to listen to your music, or view your photographs, please take a look at my portfolio first, and i will not mind returning the favor. thank you! :)

commentary:

Music:

acid bath. apoptygma berzerk. beborn beton. blow soundtrack. cinema strange. dimmu borgir. hole. inxs. kidney theives. kmfdm. kotton mouth kings. led zeppelin. lords of acid. marilyn manson. [old.] mindless self indulgence. nirvana. opeth. orgy. otep. pink floyd. rammstein. sex gang children. skinny puppy. slayer. sopor aeternus. sublime. suicide commando. the doors. the sins of thy beloved. thrill kill kult. trainspotting soundtrack. velvet acid christ. wumpscut.

Movies:

a clockwork orange. alice in wonderland. aliens. american beauty. american history x. american psycho. amityville horror. anchorman. a nightmare on elm street. army of darkness. arachnophobia. blow. bram stoker's dracula. candyman. carrie. chicago. clerks. constantine. [the] craft. [the] crow. dawn of the dead. dazed & confused. dogma. donnie darkno. edward scissorhands. eternal sunshine of the spotless mind. evil dead 2. evil dead trilogy. [the] exorcist. fight club. forrest gump. friday the 13th. garden state. gia. girl, interrupted. goonies. gone in 60 seconds. half-baked. halloween. hannibal. hellraiser. interview with the vampire. jaws. jay & silence bob. kill bill. leprechaun. mall rats. monster. mr. & mrs. smith. natural born killers. nightmare on elm street. [the] night of living dead. party monster. poltergeist. pulp fiction. queen of the damned. reefer madness (remake). requiem for a dream. red dragon. [the] return of the living dead. running with scissors. saw 2. scarface. se7en. sid & nancy. sin city. slc punk. some like it hot. strangeland. thank you for smoking. [the] brave little toaster. [the] silence of the lambs. texas chainsaw massacre. train-spotting. true romance.

Heroes:

SEANNY K.:The best brother a gal could ask for. You were ALWAYS by my side through the roughest of patches, through the worst of all times. You held my life, and personal relationships in tact, so for what it's worth, you really saved me. By the same token, I hope that I was able to do the same amount of all you did, for you, since you truly deserve to have the same done in return. I'll never forget you, Seanny, you meant the world to me then & still do now. Rest peacefully, and may you always watch over us all. :)

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Question & Answers.

Q: How did PBS contact you?A: Basically, a mutual friend of my boyfriend’s had the filming going on at his school. From there, he led a reporter over to a key place where most kids hung out, whi...
Posted by Autumn Edows on Mon, 07 Apr 2008 06:59:00 PST