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Mellain (-02 days)

This place is always such a mess, sometimes I think I'd like to watch it burn.

About Me

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"And in spite of all the mastery we’ve attained, we don’t have enough mastery to stop devastating the world – or to repair the devastation we’ve already wrought."
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Self-discipline begins with the mastery of your thoughts. If you don't control what you think, you can't control what you do. Simply, self-discipline enables you to think first and act afterward.
When any fit of anxiety or gloominess or perversion of the mind lays hold upon you, make it a rule not to publish it by complaints but exert your whole care to hide it. By endeavoring to hide it, you will drive it away.
When we direct our thoughts properly, we can control our emotions.
Having control over yourself is the best thing you can do for yourself and for those who rely on you.
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My Interests

I love my dad. I'm pretty sure he has no idea. But I think he is the greatest person ever and he is responsible for anything about me that you respect. He taught me more than I've ever learned from anyone. He is my hero, my teacher, and probably the person I clash with the most. But without him, I would be someone I wouldn't respect. Thank you Daddy for all your tough love, rules, and punishments. I needed that even though I didn't know it back then. I think we helped each other grow. I love you.

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RIP:

**Mitch Hedberg; March 29, 2005**

**Chucky & Amber; February 4, 2006**

**Sergeant Ashly Lynn Moyer; March 3, 2007**

**Caspian Anthony Paul Bennett-Steinmetz; March 10, 2007**

**Richard Jeni; March 10, 2007**

**Heath Ledger; Jan 22, 2008**

**Matt Hurte; April 17, 2008**

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I wanna leave today
The sky is big and my life is small
I wanna leave with you
So we can build a perfect garden
The stars are far away
I can see them with my eyes
I watch them fade away
Like the moments of my life.

My Blog

Two people I admire

I was thinking about two people tonight that I admire. These aren't the -only- people, but I am going to mention them tonight because I was thinking about them.First is my brother David. He is 15 now...
Posted by Mellain (-02 days) on Mon, 20 Oct 2008 07:55:00 PST

Craigslist.org success story (mine)

I met a woman on craigslist. She sent me an email because I was posting ads about giving away free formula that were brands my baby didn't use that I had gotten in the mail from formula companies, and...
Posted by Mellain (-02 days) on Sun, 12 Oct 2008 12:49:00 PST

Hmmm...

I wonder. If the markets climb back up to near their pre-bailout vote level by Thursday afternoon, the Consumer Confidence index is showing a surprising rise (it is), gas prices go down another dime ...
Posted by Mellain (-02 days) on Wed, 01 Oct 2008 07:41:00 PST

Its true.

I don't feel special or appreciated.It's so easy to lie to me and take advantage of how much I forgive, isn't it?Everyone lies, and everyone lies to me.I respect honesty more than anything, especially...
Posted by Mellain (-02 days) on Tue, 30 Sep 2008 10:30:00 PST

This is me being a motivational speaker.

Don't let other people's actions affect how you feel about yourself.If you are betrayed, don't start to wonder if it's because you weren't good enough.Chances are you are good enough.Sometimes people ...
Posted by Mellain (-02 days) on Mon, 29 Sep 2008 05:52:00 PST

Keeping my cool.

Oh, it's very difficult to stay calm during these hard times. But I have found that I handle situations more rationally when I am calm, and that the people involved in those situations are more likely...
Posted by Mellain (-02 days) on Sun, 21 Sep 2008 10:14:00 PST

Peace amongst the chaos.

Jamie Lain, my first born. Without her by my side I would feel ultimately alone.Alexandria Jae is my faith in the future. Jamie Lain is my way....
Posted by Mellain (-02 days) on Mon, 15 Sep 2008 06:19:00 PST

Listen the FUCK up.

I am NOT in a good mood. And right now all I can think about is all you mother fucking retards who complain about STUPID SHIT when you have A MILLION TIMES MORE THAN me and a lot of other people. Your...
Posted by Mellain (-02 days) on Sun, 14 Sep 2008 08:17:00 PST

Documentary?

I was thinking about taking a video camera and showing the world what I do every day. I should be on one of those True Life MTV shows or something... I seriously doubt anyone could do what I do in a d...
Posted by Mellain (-02 days) on Wed, 10 Sep 2008 01:37:00 PST

Jamie Lain and Alexandria Jae

My big girl is threeand my baby girl turned six months today :) And here is a video I made for Richard before I went to go see him in Texas. I brought my camera with him so he could see his girls. I w...
Posted by Mellain (-02 days) on Mon, 08 Sep 2008 11:53:00 PST