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::: Serenity.

No longer lost.

About Me


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<[b> Under the brilliance of a sculpted moon,
A deathly flower dares to bloom.
Black oblivionic beauty -
Everlusting, desire's cruelty. ]
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Screen Name; 'Serenity Lithae'.
Website (Out of Date): [http://thecentremind.batcave.net/]
[DeviantART; http://bloodyserenity.deviantart.com]
I have found a new sanctuary, and it isn't with the world being fed to me.
It is not filled with nor based on lies.
I am no longer caged, I am free to make my own mistakes.

Updated: October 13th, 2007.
I have found so much more than I was hoping for.
I've found the missing piece that used to be a void I was always trying to fill.
I no longer feel alone in the presence of others.
I no longer feel alone even when I am alone.
I know the general direction in which my life is going, and I am so content about how things are and what I see for my future that recently I just break down into tears of happiness and can't stop smiling.
October 14th: In all of our faults and insecurities; trials, victories, and goals, I have made a home for myself and choose to cultivate it to bloom into new life.
The world is not easy, all of the answers aren't handed to you on a golden platter- free of pain, or suffering, or hardship.
Life will always be beautiful, but far from easy.
Updated: April 09, 2007.
I am an artist that is currently lacking in motivation to further myself to my full potential.
(Or, maybe I've found that motivation; seems to look that way. Let's hope it stays.)
I enjoy a lot of different things about life, a lot of small things are like treasures to me.
I like shadowplay on hard, cold surfaces.
I like the way the sun cascades on certain plants.
I very much enjoy the intricacies of the human iris.
I like cold filters on any medium at any given time, I also like warm filters, but I need to be able to feel it.
Muted colors on gritty darkened contrast, is one of my favorites.
I like hands; the shape of them, how they move.
I enjoy watching people work with their hands.
I enjoy watching people think.
I think I'm going to try again to go to school for photography.
My personal artistic expression is basically the thing keeping me sane, and I feel accomplished when I can give inspiration to others.
I feel like it makes my life more worth living.
I also have some very strange beliefs on interpersonal relationships of any kind.
I don't interact conventionally.
I enjoy cold people, and usually ones whom are the complete opposite of my personal ideals.
I also tend to be drawn toward social outcasts, and those whom are quiet.
If you are prone to anti-social behavior, and like to think, I would probably enjoy getting to know you.
For the most part, I am generally accepting of most types of personalities.

My Interests



"And you out there, lost ones,
Hiding within a crowd
Searching for the other soul
That you once left behind
You will also stand here at the end of the road, the crossing point
And alone you will go...
Where the lonely souls go
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Demon Eyes
I am one you called -
deep in the night you lost your soul.
Through demon eyes you saw
what lies behind the mask of life.
To ride with me - to cross the firesea...
were these your greatest dreams?

Eternal wisdom you will earn -
far away from present days.
Through demon eyes you saw
the spheres I left for centuries.
Shadows of the worlds beyond -
they touch you like a burning wind.
A circlegate of neverending journeys

in close to the eyes
you now call your own.
Walk the path of spirit
into dimensions unknown.

Through demon eyes you died.
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Metaphysics , Sanguinarianism, Sanguinarians, Blood , Existentialism, Lycanthropy, Wolves, Self-Realization, Awareness, Enlightenment, Absinthe, Otherkin , Fae, Elven, She; Eternal , Therianthropy, Serenity, The Planes Of Existence, The Third Eye, The Teal Forest, Astral Projection, Energy Manipulation, Eternity, The Forest, The full moon, Eyes, The mind, The Black Veil (NOT Strigoi Vii addition), Perception, Psychic abilities, Schizophrenia, Razorblades, Sadism, Masochism, Sadomasochism, Empathy, Rebirth , Psychosis, Purity , Virginity, Beauty, Existence, Nonexistence, Innocence , Instincts, Hungary, Ireland, Elvish, Quenya, Sindarin, Memories of past lives , Intensity, Intricacy, Love , Telekinesis, Telepathy, Pyrokinesis, Mental and spiritual furthering, Philosophy, Mindsets, Essences, Dorian Cleavenger, Destiny, The Fates, Intelligence, Knowledge, The Freedom of Choice , Extremists, Passifists, Asexuality, Bone structure, Facial structure, World of Warcraft.


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My Creations, and my passion;

I'd like to meet:



"Blessed is the man, who seeks the way to the eternal Romuva,
And desires, in the light of everlasting fire
To live forever. Naught will stand against him.
May we see, what is eternal and sacred.
Throughout the ages, it will bless us all!"
- Vydunas

I want to meet new people who are emotionally mature .
I want to meet people who are passive and empathetic while still staying honest .
I want to meet people who are respectful of other people's beliefs, even if they may not believe in them themselves.
I want to know people who, even though either of us may be busy and don't have the energy to talk to eachother, we still know that our bond will never break.
I would very much enjoy meeting all types of new people, all I ask is that you be honest and have your own sense of self.
I've had a lot of problems spawn from people who came into my life and ripped everything apart because they don't know who they are--
(and in some cases cling to the aspects of myself, or other people around me; living in a shadow).
I do not have room in my life for negativity.
Or especially manipulative people .
If you are going to use me, I don't want you in my life.

I don't want to know fleeting acquaintances.
I like to know people for who they truly are.
I do not enjoy the facade.


Feel like keeping your Rights?
Than keep yourself informed!

Urge the FDA to improve access to the morning-after pill .
What's the Patriot Act all about? Read it for yourself .
A By-the-Numbers Look at President Bush's Attack on the Right to Choose and the Right to Privacy.
Order the FREE DVD.
http://reopen911.org/

Fight the Bush Dictatorship's moral crusade.

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Music:

"A visitor in a void with forest-capped fields
climbing the ladder of sagacity
Touched by the vast starry sky's nocturnal kiss,
the most passionate romance between lovers
Observing, obeying, obtaining the absolute,
leaving my physical host.
In the cave of dreams a courier I am,
passing visions to the body."

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Aesma Daeva , Tristania , Slayer, Tool, Type-O Negative (And Carnivore), The 3rd And The Mortal , Inkubus Sukkubus, Therion , Jag Panzer, Dark Moor, Dead Can Dance , Kamelot, Elvenking , Freternia, Vintersorg , Nightwish, Arcturus, Tristitia, Mediaeval Baebes, Cocteau Twins , Stratovarius, Aryeon , Theatre of Tragedy, Nokturnal Mortum, Ulver, Siebenburgen, Dargaard , Avrigus, Die Form, Clan of Xymox, Cinema Strange, Theatres Des Vampires, The Cruxshadows, Social Distortion, Sex Pistols, Misfits, Danzig, Motorhead, Cock Sparrer, BlutEngel, E Nomine, :Wumpscut:, Hagalaz Runedance , Helium Vola, Dragonforce, Einherjer, Alice in Chains, some older Metallica, The Clash, Primus, Julie Fowlis... etc.
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Movies:

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Bram Stoker's Dracula , Equilibrium , Legend , The Lord Of The Rings [i, ii, iii], Vampire Hunter D: Bloodlust , Pirates Of The Caribbean, The City Of Lost Children, Interview With The Vampire , Amelie, Minority Report, Pi, The Phantom of the Opera , Beauty and the Beast, Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind, Natural Born Killers, Watership Down, Spirited Away, The Professional , Red Dragon, Silence of the Lambs, Hannibal, Armitage; The Third, Ghost in the Shell, American Beauty, Cowboy Bebop, From Hell , Midnight in the Garden of Good and Evil, THX 1138 , Road Warrior, Mad Max: Beyond Tunderdome, V for Vendetta , Underworld, Underworld: Evolution, Milo and Otis, Gangs of New York , 300 , Battle Royale, Everything is Illuminated, Gladiator , Braveheart.
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Television:


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I tend not to really watch much television, if any.
With a few exceptions.
Heroes, Smallville, Star Trek. _
I have been known to watch various [anime] and [etc] on youtube or some other free source.
Wolf's Blood , Naruto, Full Metal Alchemist, Inuyasha, Bleach...
Hellsing, Basilisk , Trinity Blood.
Cowboy Bebop, Outlaw Star, Trigun, Coyote Ragtime.
Tsubasa Chronicle, X/1999 .
Kimi wa Petto.
Great Teacher Onizuka (GTO)

No matter what preconceptions you have of this band, this video is definitely worth the watch.
Genesis cover; video directed by Todd McFarlane.

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Books:

William Gibson's Neuromancer .
William Gibson's Count Zero .
William Gibson's Mona Lisa Overdrive .
William Gibson's Idoru .
Better Angels by Howard V. Hendrix.
Scott Cunningham's Encyclopedia of Crystal, Gem, and Metal Magic .
Scott Cunningham's Encyclopedia of Magical Herbs .
The Hot Zone by Richard Preston.
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Heroes:



I have no heroes.
I have little faith in the interpretations of others, anymore.
I will not base my existence on you.

Illidan Stromrage; so misunderstood.

My Blog

Various photoblogged moments. Including shooting with my dad and Moriahing in Philly.

I haven't photoblogged in a while, so I am going to post various pictures from various days.A few random ones of James and I and also some of when he went shooting with my dad yesterday and some from ...
Posted by ::: Serenity. on Fri, 12 Oct 2007 06:29:00 PST

God, do I love vikings.

I left work early because I felt really sickly, James is still working until 7 though.So he's there tending to his shoe minions.You don't know the level of amusement I experience watching big strong v...
Posted by ::: Serenity. on Wed, 05 Sep 2007 03:19:00 PST

My new life.

I am so contented.I have a real life now.I work a lot, some 12 hour days, but it maks me happy, and I am glad to do it because I am building somethig for myself, I am building a wonderful new life, an...
Posted by ::: Serenity. on Sat, 01 Sep 2007 07:49:00 PST

Spartans and Pburgians.

Here are a bunch of photos from the past week.I saw Mike Kolan at my work the other day, we had a little smoke break adventure.He looks so fancy in his work clothes, haha.Smoking a clove.Went to the m...
Posted by ::: Serenity. on Thu, 19 Jul 2007 07:42:00 PST

Work schedule. July 14th to 21st.

Saturday-11-8pmSunday-OffMoney-OffTuesday-10-6pmWednesday-10 -6pmThursday-2-10pmFriday-2-10pmSaturday-10-6pm...
Posted by ::: Serenity. on Sat, 14 Jul 2007 12:44:00 PST

Kathryn, wine, and swimming in the creek.

I spent the end of the day, after my 10 hour shift at work, with Kathryn romping around the woods and driving around Stockton searching for our past.These people that left us behind, and maybe in some...
Posted by ::: Serenity. on Wed, 11 Jul 2007 08:00:00 PST

Amanda+Jeremy+BBQ

Amanda visited me at work.She was my minion for a little while.Haha, he looks drunk.He really wasn't though, this was this morning before he left for work.I lost my glasses and it took forever to find...
Posted by ::: Serenity. on Sun, 08 Jul 2007 10:56:00 PST

The lost photoblog. (Scott, Amanda, Jeremy)

Here is the one I kept forgetting to post.The last day we saw Scott McMichael before he left, and the day I met Jeremy for the first time.And the day I discovered the noises Amanda makes when she gets...
Posted by ::: Serenity. on Sun, 08 Jul 2007 09:12:00 PST

Sparta, Wharton, P-Burg.

I have a bizzillion pictures.From a pretty wide timespan.From when Jeremy and I drank last week.Haha. METAL.The alcohol was actually supposed to be for my three days up in Sparta sooo the day after I ...
Posted by ::: Serenity. on Thu, 05 Jul 2007 07:36:00 PST

Derrick and Scott. Photoblog.

So Derrick and Scott came over the other night.Had a few drinks, watched Exorcism of Emily Rose. Myspaced it up.Showerrrr.Scott, NAKED.Actually he was in his boxers but it was fun to try to convince h...
Posted by ::: Serenity. on Sun, 01 Jul 2007 06:40:00 PST