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Vicki

Don't you just love the feeling when you know it's wrong, but you're gonna do it anyway?

About Me

i hate escalators..no..wait ..actually i'm terrified of them...i have to count to 3 before i can step on one...And i'm damn scared of getting caught in between lift doors...it's happened before with disasterous results..don't ask!
i love sugar...it makes me happy...and giggly..and hyper.. Oddly i love sour things too..that's not the pt.. i laugh when im happy, i laugh when im sad, i laugh when im tired, i laugh when im kan cheong, and i laugh when im bored. I also have this thing i call..'The Last Burst'...which is when i laugh n laugh non-stop when im very VERY tired..eg: 4am at simpang...and then suddenly just drop dead n sleep.
i have this loud hyena laugh that can drill thru ur skull right to ur brain giving you a massive headache...AND e most irritating baby voice ever. but hey...i know pple who actually find it oddly cute... they actually go awww...and pinch my cheeks...dammit! i know i have like big pao cheeks..but hands off hokkay!!
i can also whine at you about everything & anything until you completely lose all sense of reality. you might be tempted to bitch slap me.. but then i'd do the baby voice and you can't possibly hit a child now can u?!?
Confessions: i'm extremely manja.. i love to hold, hug & kiss people. i'm a very touchy feely person. honestly i mean no harm.. if u can just see pass that.. you'll see i'm equally manja with girls as well. i also tend to flirt like mad when im single...but that's just harmless fun. Recently tho..i've been on good girl mode.
oh and erm... cameras...i love cameras...wahahhahaha.. they're fun.

My Interests

Cigarettes, Wiccan Culture, Faeries, Vampyres, Age of Kali, Weed, Sex, Crystals

I'd like to meet:

People who know me..& whom i know (sorry im not here to make new friends!!)View All Friends | View Blog | Add Comment

Music:

triphop, progressive trance, chillout, hiphop

Movies:

Bram Strokers Dracula, The Craft, Hitchhikers's Guide to the Galaxy, Contact...

Television:

That 70s show, Grey's Anatomy (my life story, seriously), anything on Discovery & National Geographic

Books:

Anything Historically Accurate...

Heroes:

My Big Toe. Seriously....

My Blog

Drift

it's taken us this longits taken this muchi can't try to say this pain i feel is realwe've come too far for things to failwe've tried too much to walk away things don't look goodit's never been gloomi...
Posted by Vicki on Tue, 28 Nov 2006 08:32:00 PST

Contradictions

i smile for you. and i bleed for you.i hurt when you smile,and i'll cry when you live.i thrive on the waste that you throw,i spit at what u've come to love.i'll hold you near and stroke ur ego,i'll te...
Posted by Vicki on Wed, 14 Jun 2006 12:31:00 PST

My Obsession

alone in the dark i sit and stareat the corners of my heartat the corners of my souli see you in the distanceunreachable and bluri stretch out to touch..just as your image fades into oblivion tossing...
Posted by Vicki on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

Upon The Wall

And so it isAs the heavens shine in our mockeryFor all beginnings, there comes an endI've reached out, your hand is coldAcceptance i haveMourn the past, my fantasyMiss me when Im goneYearn the unatta...
Posted by Vicki on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

My Major Random Thoughts

'Try' is an excuse for failure thats what someone told me today it makes so much sense i woke up this morning..and checked my phone and i didn't see anything then it hit me hard... that maybe yo...
Posted by Vicki on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

Tell Me

i hate not knowing it's getting hard to breathe palms wet with cold sweat this horrid feeling of dread anticipation the answer will come soon or will it just be ignored? for better or w...
Posted by Vicki on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

Fading

i didn't mean to, i don't mean it you are so special to me guilt, regret, shame joy, relief, utter bliss bad habits don't die overnight or maybe i don't want it to end a comfort zone that hurt...
Posted by Vicki on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

Foolish

how foolish of me i thought we could work it out naively believed that somehow you felt the same that we could salvage what was left an innocent dinner turned the ultimate test i guess it's ob...
Posted by Vicki on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

My Joy

sometimes a breeze passes me by and i smell you almost feeling you your presence next to mine so strong it's as if u're right there with me tangled in your arms, tied to you all's better i s...
Posted by Vicki on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

I Now

i could love you forever, and you'd never know better i would tell you everything, but you'd never believe the truth i could stand by your side, and watch you from afar i would hold you clo...
Posted by Vicki on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST