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|ALAINA|

*Judge me all you want, but keep the verdict to yourself.*

About Me


The greatest thing you'll ever learn is just to love and be loved in return .
I am the proud mother of a handsome 4½ year old son.
He is my everything.
He is the air I breathe.
The reason I wake up every morning with a smile on my face.
His eyes tell everything.
His animated personality is refreshing.
His generosity is inspiring.
His determination is astonishing.
I cannot imagine a day without him.
He's simply amazing.
I am the proud mother of a handsome 2 year old son.
He is the light of my life.
His innocence captures my heart.
His smile is breathtaking.
He is completely adorable.
His excitement sends me to the moon and back.
His eyes are captivating.
He is the missing piece of my heart.
I wouldn't be complete without him.
He is absolutely perfect!
My boys mean everything to me.
They've made me who I am today.
They can make me smile when no one else can.
They understand me like nobody else does.
They are my world.
I don't know where I'd be without them.
They give me hope.
They give me strength.
I am blessed to have them with me.
They complete me.
My favorite color is pink [ --this pink-- ].
But I also like light purple , light blue , light yellow , and red .
I like dolphins.
Great white sharks are pretty much amazing.
I LOVE mexican food!
Italian food is good too!
Ice water is so yummy.
COLD Coke is delicious but secretly my enemy.
Chili's strawberry lemonade is pretty much the BEST !
Road trips are fun!
I'm gullible.
I am not a failure.
I want what I want.
I will get what I want.
I'm stubborn.
I have morals.
I will not stray from them.
Don't ask me to, don't expect me to.
Respect is a huge issue with me.
Respect me and I will respect you.
No! means NO!
I hate flies. They are absolutely disgusting!
I get scared easily.
I'm probably the nicest person you will ever meet.
I can be a bitch if you piss me off enough.
But it takes a lot to make me mad.
I hate being told what to do.
Do NOT try to control my life.
No one is better than anyone else.
I tend to put peoples feelings before my own.
I'm very patient.
I'm a great listener.
I don't open up to anyone.
Few people know everything about me.
It's gonna stay that way.
I won't change just because you want me to.
I dislike fake people.
The stupidest most strangest things will make me laugh.
So that basically means everything makes me laugh.
I DESPISE liars.
I really don't trust many people at all.
I've learned not to from experience.
If you've gained my trust you'll have it forever unless you lie to me.
Don't hide the truth from me.
The truth always comes out.
Stupid bitches, when someone's taken, they're TAKEN!
Speaking of, I hate whores.
I'm too forgiving.
I give people one to many chances.
As a result I always end up hurting.
I do believe in a second chance.
A mistake is a mistake.
Learn from it.
Repeat the same action ...
I'm done. Goodbye.
Actually, that's not entirely true.
I'm like a fourth chance person.
After that -- then, Goodbye!
I hate it when people think they can control your life.
Like trying to get you to change something to better suit their needs.
Some people need to learn to deal with life.
There are things in life you cannot control.
Don't tell me what to think.
Don't tell me how I feel.
Those are probably my two biggest pet peeves. ^^
You tell me how I think or feel & I'll turn into a mega bitch instantly.
I make my own decisions.
I run my own life.
I dislike hypocrites.
I don't like sluts.
I will never be a slut.
Sex means something to me.
I will never have random sex.
Cheating is heinous.
You cheat on me, I will never forgive you.
There is no making it up to me.
You cheat on your husband/wife/girlfriend/boyfriend, I have no respect for you what.so.ever.
Sadly or gladly... I hold grudges.
I hold grudges well.
I believe in karma .
What goes around, comes around.
Treat everyone the way you'd want to be treated!
Best local band -- DROP DEAD JULIO !
I am a hopeless romantic.
I wish someone would write [finish] me a song.
hint hint ;)
wanna know something else, just ask =0)
I am who I am.
Deal with it.
I won't change for anyone.

Love bears all things, believes all things, endures all things, hopes all things; Love Never Fails.
My absolute everything, my breath, my life

My Interests



Faith is being sure of what you hope for and certain of what you do not see.

... My two adorable boys ...!
... camping ...
... boating...
... Guitar Hero!!! ...
... MUSIC ...
... DROP DEAD JULIO ...
... piano ...
... acoustic guitar ...
... drums ...
... CONCERTS ...
... I ♥ my friends ...
... I ♥ my family ...
... I ♥ my sons more than anything ...
... ...
... lilies ...
... sweet kisses ...
... random kisses ...
... making out ...
... holding hands ...
... HUGS!! ...
... cuddling under the stars ...
... CUDDLING period ...
... playing in the rain ...
... thunderstorms ...
... fireworks!! ...
... long walks ...
... talking all night ...
... getting dirty ...
... play wrestling ...
... working out ...
... making people laugh ...
... road trips ...
... hanging out ...
... being with the people who matter most ...

I'd like to meet:


Where your treasure is, there will your heart be also.

Anyone who can make me smile and appreciate me for who I am. People with respect. What happened to all the respectable people in the world? No liars. No cheaters. No fakes. I don't want to meet any back stabbers. People who believe marriage means something and would never cheat on their spouse. For those of you in my life who believe cheating is okay as long as the other person doesn't find out ... fuck off!!! I hope karma slaps you right in the face so you know exactly how it feels.

Also ... I'm done taking people's shit. D.O.N.E. From now on if you piss me off, you'll know it. I'm tired of getting walked all over, I'm tired of people pretending to be my friend to get something they want, I'm tired of being nice to everyone. It's too much work to try to please everyone and while doing so I am never pleasing myself. So I'm done being the nice one of the group. I'm hanging with the bitches now!! lol.

*** True love does not come by finding the perfect person, but by learning to see an imperfect person perfectly. ***

Music:



~*Drop Dead Julio*~

dropdeadjulio.com

Movies:

Across The Universe!!!!
Moulin Rouge!!!
The Prestige.
Sin City.
SHOOT EM UP!!!
Anchorman.
Because I Said So.
Fight Club.
Blood Diamond.
Office Space.
Waiting.
SUPER TROOPERS.
American History X.
Boonedock Saint's.
Snatch.
Memento.
Seven.
the Resident Evil movies.
The Wedding Crashers.
Grandma's Boy.
Harry Potter 1-5!!
Bourne Identity.
Bourne Supremacy.
Bourne Ultimatum.
300.
Beerfest.
The SAW movies.
The 40-Year Old Virgin.

Television:

.:. CSI .:.
.:. ANTM .:.
.:. Bones .:.
.:. House .:.
.:. Heroes .:.
.:. Grey's Anatomy .:.
.:. The Simpsons .:.
.:. One Tree Hill .:.
.:. The Family Guy .:.

Books:

Anything that is true & has meaning.
Poetry.
Stories of Inspiration & Triumph.
Life changing stories.

Oh and Harry Potter :P

Heroes:


*There comes a point in your life when you realize who matters, who never did, who won't anymore, and who always will. So don't worry about people from your past, there's a reason why they didn't make it to your future.*
First or foremost ... my amazing sons . I never knew it was possible to love someone so much until they came into my life. They have brought me so much happiness. Each day my love for them grows even more. Their bright and smiling faces make everyday worth living. ♥ ♥ ♥
Secondly, my mommy and daddy . I couldn't ask for better parents! ♥
Next, Christine & Brandon , my wonderful brother and sister who I know will always be by my side. They have both grown up to be such great people. I love them both so much! I'm very proud of both of them. ♥
JJ , for being the one who taught me what life was really about. For being the one who was able to open my eyes to see people for who they really are. For being the one to teach me to stick up for myself and tell people to FUCK OFF! when they've crossed the last line. For teaching me how to be selfish and please myself before anyone else. I admire him for his abilities to say it how it is. I thank him for taking care of me when I needed it most. For the comfort he has given me when I thought I couldn't be comforted. He'd do anything to keep me from harm. I'm so grateful for the times we've shared and the memories we've made. He truly is an amazing friend. ♥ ♥
Last but definitely not least, my incredibly amazing friends , you know who you are. You've all touched my life in one way or another. I wouldn't be the person I am today if it weren't for each and every one of you. Each of you offers something different. A unique friendship, an extraordinary bond. You've seen me through the best of times and through the worst. I couldn't ask for better friends. ♥ ♥
Outside of that I'd have to say I admire people who are willing to get to know people for who they are on the inside, not the outside. People who actually take the time to get to know someone for who they are, not what they look like. I admire people who make a conscious effort to really know a person. Not to take advantage of someone, not to get something out of it. I admire a good, honest, genuine person with morals and respect for others.
Oh... and Alice from Resident Evil. She is the epitome of what every woman should be.

My Blog

Instructions for Life

  1.    Take into account that great love and achievements involve great risk.2.    When you lose, don't lose the lesson.3.    Follow the three R's: ...
Posted by |ALAINA| on Thu, 17 Apr 2008 01:15:00 PST

Self affliction at its best

The body, mind, soul.  I'm being devoured; whole.  Thoughts of variation.  A powerhouse to the indefensible. The self affliction is relentlessly crashing down around me.  Despera...
Posted by |ALAINA| on Tue, 10 Jul 2007 05:50:00 PST

Words to live by... bwahahaha.

Words to Live By Never argue with an idiot. The people watching might not know the difference. If you must choose between two evils, pick the one you've never tried before. On the keyboard of life...
Posted by |ALAINA| on Mon, 04 Feb 2008 11:24:00 PST

A mothers love

A little boy came up to his mother in the kitchen one evening while she was fixing supper, and handed her a piece of paper that he had been writing on. After his Mom dried her hands on an apron, ...
Posted by |ALAINA| on Thu, 31 Jan 2008 12:14:00 PST

~Just A Cup Of Hot Chocolate~

A group of graduates, well established in their careers, were talking at a reunion and decided to go visit their old university professor, now retired. During their visit, the conversation turned to c...
Posted by |ALAINA| on Fri, 04 Jan 2008 10:44:00 PST

--Don’t we all--

I was parked in front of the mall wiping off my car. I had just come from the car wash and was waiting for my wife to get out of work. Coming my way from across the parking lot was what soci...
Posted by |ALAINA| on Wed, 12 Dec 2007 03:33:00 PST

** Always Remember**

Love starts with a smile, grows with a kiss, and ends with a tear. Don't cry over anyone who won't cry over you. Good friends are hard to find, harder to leave, an...
Posted by |ALAINA| on Wed, 12 Dec 2007 03:27:00 PST

|| the obstacle ||

In ancient times, a king had a boulder placed on a roadway. Then he hid himself and watched to see if anyone would remove the huge rock. Some of the king's wealthiest merchants and courtiers...
Posted by |ALAINA| on Wed, 12 Dec 2007 03:20:00 PST

Who inspires you?

Take this quiz: 1. Name the five wealthiest people in the world. 2. Name the last five Heisman trophy winners. 3. Name the last five winners of the Miss America contest. 4. Na...
Posted by |ALAINA| on Wed, 12 Dec 2007 03:16:00 PST

All you need is a golf ball ;-)

Mayonnaise Jar and 2 cups of coffee Food for thoughtThis really puts life in perspective! Have a nice day. When things in your life seem almost too much to handle, when 24 hours in a day are not enoug...
Posted by |ALAINA| on Fri, 30 Nov 2007 01:19:00 PST