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.:Real Talk:.

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About Me

I’m 2 blessed 2 b stressed about circumstances & yet it happens. I struggled… kept trying that’s y I’m still standing. I admit 2 being lustful..emotional..& stubborn but I’m not apologizing 4 it. I’m not judgemental…y jump 2 conclusions w/o rationalizing? I’m the easiest person 2 get along w/. I’m open 2 new things & I try 2 make sure everyone around me is comfortable. I try not 2 hold grudges & I’m not vindictive. It takes = energy 2 hate as 2 love. I’ve learned it the hard way. I choose my friends now… when they choose me, they take advantage of my kindness. I need ppl who can respect me wholeheartedly, love me unconditionally & treat me unselfishly or @least attempt 2 try. I’m working on rebuildin’ my faith & changing a lot of the things that I think is amiss w/ in our culture. I have & always will be a caring, loving person. Unfortunately the world we live in is opposite. 2 much sanity mayb madness? Maddest of all is 2 C life as is & not how it should B! I dislike being underestimated, disrespected & one of my biggest pet peeves is being left out… liars coming in first place! I’m proud of how much I’ve endured & it doesn’t bother me that some ppl hate on me. Quite frankly, it doesn’t matter either way how u feels about me. If u feel that way, the level u on is nowhere near mine. By time u reach my level, I’ll be on the next...so get on yo job- motivate me! LOL… I believe that whole “hater niggas marry hater bytches & have hater kids” bit so don’t let ‘em knock yo hustle..they always around.

My Interests

Anythin or 1 w/a profound history.. I like controversial topics. Anythin w/ meanin or a good cause. im a lil political sometimes. I like learnin.only god can judge me

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I'd like to meet:

positive pple. Respectful, HONEST! I LOVE men who stimulate my MIND, BODY & SPIRIT! I like females who have alot in common w/ me.. understandin, good humored, intellectual, passionate. I like fun pple. I like REAL pple.JZ.. width="425" height="350" ....

Music:

More old skool than new. These r a FEW artists I admire..

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Movies:

I appreciate all aspects of a movie making process; writing, directing & acting.

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Television:

Catch me watchin CSI, Criminal Minds, Martin, Fresh Prince, Run's House (Best reality Show), Magic School Bus, Boy Meets World, The Wire, Emeril, a good movie or anything w/ KanyE WesT...lol

Books:

Right now Im reading Sleeping with Enemies!!!

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Heroes:

Kanye West, 2pac but dont get it twisted, only person I wanna b like is God...

My Blog

Were u really listening?

Kanye said: "If this is your first time hearin this, u are about 2 experience something so cold man..." "I always had a passion 4 fashion before I had it, I close my eyes & imagine.." "If u e...
Posted by .:Real Talk:. on Mon, 08 Oct 2007 12:09:00 PST

THE Greatest quote from a Woman!

Sometimes we can be so overwhelmed by our circumstance that our prayer is simply a basic cry 4 help! Many women r guilty of looking 2 other people 2 meet our needs- especially the men in our lives. 2 ...
Posted by .:Real Talk:. on Sun, 07 Oct 2007 03:43:00 PST

Freestyle

Am I ready 4 the forced awkward situation ppl call relationships? Yes, No & maybe. The whole idea is scary. Everytime I turn around I find pieces of my heart on the ground. Why? Is it b/c I`m sens...
Posted by .:Real Talk:. on Sat, 21 Jul 2007 02:36:00 PST

2nd Greatest Quote from a Woman!!!!

"Love? U know, what do you know about love? What do you possibly think you know about love? I am sick & tired of men using love like its some disease you just catch. Love should have brought yo as...
Posted by .:Real Talk:. on Sat, 21 Jul 2007 02:10:00 PST

Strugling w/ Sin

I don't understand myself at all, for I really want to do what is right, but I don't do it. Instead, I do the very thing I hate.  I know perfectly well that what I am doing is wrong, and my...
Posted by .:Real Talk:. on Mon, 12 Feb 2007 09:32:00 PST

Life Lessons

A poem that I  didn't write! Comes the Dawn.... "After a while, u learn the subtle differencebetween holding hands & chaining a soul.u learn that love doesn't mean leaning& company doesn'...
Posted by .:Real Talk:. on Mon, 30 Apr 2007 11:01:00 PST

My Misery

I don't have a justification for feeling the way I do.My state is based on reasoning that may not be true.I do know-I will could never love one the way I do you.If there's a  stronger word t...
Posted by .:Real Talk:. on Mon, 25 Dec 2006 08:59:00 PST

Being Led Astray

First, second, third time I fell in love, I cried like there was no tomorrow; on the real I felt there wasn't.. I cried until my heart and soulno longer burned or ached. I cried until I no longer felt...
Posted by .:Real Talk:. on Mon, 25 Dec 2006 04:26:00 PST

Christmas Pain

The immense pain rushing through my veins, bends me over in anguish, silently crying in vain.My head aches, my heart breaksNo words manage to escapeI ask is this the end? I struggle to awake.Am I real...
Posted by .:Real Talk:. on Sun, 24 Dec 2006 03:57:00 PST