Dirtpriest

I believe that if you have nothing in your heart but love and positive energy, you will inevitably become the most destructive, evil thing this planet has ever seen, and your actions will most definitely lead to extremely destructive results, if you are allowed to live for too long. This is why I believe negative energy is important to keep in your heart, and that the spiritual diseases of hatred and misunderstanding, and judgement, especially, exist for good reasons. And for this belief, I will, I'm absolutely positive, either: A) not be allowed to live for too long; B) eventually create the robot alien pirates that will enslave and torture the entire human race until the one who understands both comes and spreads his understanding to both. It's funny, and it's not.I act as though I'm in shape, I move as though I still am built, although I work an office job and haven't been to the gym in long enough that I can't exactly remember how long it's been. I'm scrawny and soft and pudgey at the same time. I speak with a strange accent. But no one where I come from speaks with that accent; it's been given to me by... experience? I fancy myself a master of martial arts. Not really. And I'm not even close. But I don't know what would happen if someone made an actual attempt at destroying or damaging my life's vessel. I have a feeling it would result in extreme reactions in kind. Either way, attempting to bring harm to people is a bad idea... unless you do it to mass quantities of people in ways that will help them set aside their differences to team up against you: then it's okay. It's been a long while since I've had any type of drugs in my system... but somehow I act in ways that make people think I'm on drugs. I think that's the average human's way of dealing with a person who says things that require contemplation in exchange for understanding. "Oh... he must be on drugs, making his arguments somehow hollow and invalid." I think this is one of the most divisive forces in the human psyche. The concept of attributes a person can have which make his/her arguments worthless. I have encountered this very much lately. Being in the military... there was a moment there when I was friendly with a young lady who was palestinian by ethnicity and by family ties... it made all the research I had done into the six day war and the history of "israel" completely worthless, because anyone who I tried to explain this to gave me an attitude as if it was all planted there in my brain... the poison of the witch from an evil land. And I've seen that look on the faces and in the voices of some of my closest friends. Unfortunate timing has led me to ... what... alienate(?) my friends' opinions. Surprisingly enough, if you join a military institution and find that institution is also full of people who hate the president and are against the war in iraq, but do some investigation (all on your own) that changes your own opinions of those situations... your friends in the military think you've been poisoned by your friends back home. And your friends back home think you've been poisoned by your friends in the military, brainwashed, so to speak. All in all, it makes it impossible, nearly, to be heard, unless you scream, shout, and repeat. All this from the people who, really, taught you to think and learn to begin with by argument and discussion and eventual understanding. Anyhoo... people will say I'm evil, stupid, and brainwashed. Those people will never understand the true nature of my personality... the fact of the matter is, no one made me this way, it's just the way I am. I'm not the twisted result of environment, I'm not even a bad guy. But those robot alien pirates.... they're acomin'. Be ready to team up with someone you hate to stay alive... or not.