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About Me

CURRENTLY: waiting, wondering, wandering. feeling the shift of sand under my feet, signifying a time of change..strong enough to handle another? Let's hope so.. PREVIOUSLY: inebriated, satiated, content. Felt free to just float amongst the static of the trees, accompanied by sights and sounds one would see in such a situation, will that feeling come back? Let's hope so.. PROJECTIVELY: My brain is the real, my eyes, the light, still frame photographs, millions of them, ran in succession, are my manipulative life...ROMANTICALLY: a recent realization, and for that matter, an open invitation...i am looking for some(one)thing to break the monotonous never-ending left handed turn i still seem to be wheeling around, my time i've realized is just that...MINE, and i'll do with it as i please...if you do happen to get a piece of it... well then friend, i've been told you should consider yourself lucky...

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My Interests

Music, Astronomy, dreams, anything intriguing. Evolution of the human consciousness as a whole.

I'd like to meet:

Hunter S. Thompson. (aka, Dr gonzo. aka, Raul Duke). Herman Hesse. My(self)AIM=adumbocean

Music:

Buck 65, Atmosphere, Jimmy Eat World,In flames, Strung out, Her Candane, Clifton, Form of Rocket, The new transit direction, Botch, everytime i die, fear before the march of flames, in camera, ACOUSTIC ALCHEMY, Soilwork, God Forbid, The adventures of Jet, Lagwagon, Murder by Death, ISIS, Saosin, The sound of animals fighting, Cradle of Filth, Three inches of Blood, Iron Maiden, Dream theatre, Pink fucking Floyd, Led Zeppelin, Sublime, Opeth, The kill, The Hi Fi Massacre....

Movies:

Waking Life, The Razors Edge, Where the buffalo Roam, Fear and loathing in las vegas, Legend, Akira, Fuly Kuly, Little Nemo adventures in slumberland, Wicked City, Fist of the North star, every godamned Disney movie, Edward Scissor hands, Bennie and Joon, Whats eating Gilbert Grape, The princess bride

Television:

The History channel, the discovery channel, Simpsons, Public Access college class shows......

Books:

Any authors regarding the subject of spirituality (NOT religion), how we as humans interact with one another, and how the way we act toward one another has changed and continues to change, leading ultimately to what everyone really wants to know.. Anne Rice (amazing) Any Hunter S. Book/article/project, Brian Desborough, David Icke, honestly, anything intersting. (to me) that is .

Heroes:

My grandfather, my mother, David Gilmoure, Roger Waters, Syd Barrett, Cloude Strife

My Blog

Comfort.....Solace....Re(a)l/ease...

Let's think back......."The closer it gets, the more it feels as if it's never coming...."Anxious....worried....nautious.....releaved...exc ited.....Deathy afraid.... ...
Posted by Adumb Ocean on Sat, 15 Sep 2007 02:09:00 PST

Life/Altering sentiments

...a lifetime (you heard me) lifetime... of suffering, aching, hurting, buring, yearning, scrambling, crawling, SCREAMING! (from the inside) knuckles sooo bloodied, body regretably battered, and...
Posted by Adumb Ocean on Mon, 09 Jul 2007 07:10:00 PST

this is what makes me feel...

-Asking people if they've looked at the moon when i think they should be, if you/they did happen to catch (or at least let what i threw graze) your minds fingers, you might find yourself taking ...
Posted by Adumb Ocean on Fri, 04 May 2007 11:59:00 PST

a few words...

I have what i want (really... want), i just can't bare the thought of losing it now, it's a possibility, a real one: and it scares the life right out of me, personal (emotions) i have not yet been abl...
Posted by Adumb Ocean on Thu, 04 Jan 2007 01:00:00 PST