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About Me

A) Constantly emersed in the production, collection, criticizm, and dependency of art as life [i.e. musician, writer, painter, lover, talk'r, punching-bag, preacher, teacher, father, brother, a son, a fiend, a friend, a loser, winner, unlucky, ugly, a loud-ass, the sick-kid, introverted, gorgeous, a bum, a victim, an antagonist, you name it - I'll get it]B) I told that man what you had said, and he looked at me and lied. Cried and closed his eyes. He died and drew the line. Time will come. And time goes. and I will go....C) Negative 'b' squared, plus or minus the square root of four 'a' minus 'c' divided by negative two 'b' squared.D) Alive? Yeah, 24 of 'em. Diabetic? uh, Yeah, 12 of 'em. Utahn? damn, yeah. All of 'em. MusiCAN? haha...Yeah, lots of 'em.E) Alice in Chains is probably the heaviest band ever, if you really think about it sometimes.

My Interests

lighting a cig at the right time, every time. knowing pages and pages of my friends words. strummin' on a six string, wrist bling blingin'. diatribes and diabetics. uncomfortings. comfortings. skin. funky muthafuckin beats. chasms like people and people like chasms. my fellow DÃ†mones, my little demahsa[s]. feeling bad about feeling good about feeling bad. voices.

I'd like to meet:

fiona apple, mike patton, aaliyah, kilgore trout, prince, and bjork....not necessarily in that order.

Music:

BLOODLET. ILLSOLUS. I AM THE OCEAN. LOOM. CLIFTON. HER CANDANE. LORENE DRIVE. 36C.F. boards of canada. boom bip. blockhead. ghengis tron. until we wake. subtle. hope & suicide. neurosis. PORN [the men of]. blessing the hogs. foo fighters. tool. radiohead. 31 knots. trojan. sleepytime gorilla museum. mr. bungle. fiona apple. metallifuckinca. pantera. TOADIES. oliver hart/eyedea, burden of creation, the beatles, fantomas, alice in chains, strange famous, richard d. james, do you know squarepusher?, hector berlioz, mindless self..err uhh, selfless mind, uh uh mindless self indulgence, the fucking man in black, pelican, 1515, godClimactica, a sawtooth grin, the sister supreme, biglongnow, BJORK, razhel, lovage, candiria, battles, beck, david lynch movie soundtracks, Al Green [pre god], sublime, zao, Aaliyah, dillinger escape plan, clifton, her candane, hi-fi massacre, clarity process, lorene drive, furious fire, carcano[6.5], buck65, sole, floor, cult of luna, keelhaul, knut, alias, murs, aesop rock(s), mad season, tomahawk, faith no more, GAZA, cave in, as the sun sets, sage france, DOSEONE, deep puddle dynamics, themselves, why?, jel, oDD nOS, nirvana, mare, converge, BizzOTCH, primus, jim.fear v.s. kellikan[t], mask, dreu damian, josh holy, kevinlee, t-tron. and best of all: cold hard cash!!

Movies:

pulp fiction, the animatrix, death:rebirth, the end of eva, fooly cooly, alice in chains unplugged, kill bill vol.1&2, eyes wide shut, the shining, amityvilles, texas chainsaws, jasons, freddies, halloweens, the hulk, memento, layer cake, sky captain, bigger longer uncut....

Television:

discovery channel.the doctah.dead like me.comedy central.MR. SHOW!kids in the hall.upright citizens brigade.buffy the vampire slayer DVD marathons.

Books:

solipsist.tale of a body theif.lullaby.the rum diaries. augusten burrows. william s. burroughs. my omni:orange,omni:black,omni:satan's. tropics by henry miller.the seraphim will fall. the holographic universe. the elegant galaxy.

Heroes:

kim dopp,charlotte & nathan dopp..:[my]breanna:.sailor taylor. eric the rose.jeremax conder.adumb Ocean.nicadeemus the benson.Kris Crummett.goose.elias.jesse kill.adamn loucks.jerom.shang-tsung.bloody carkus.goat.[a].dre hardson.mizz dizz.t-tron.lloyd-brad.danimal.bradly jenkins.bry bry.silky bill.donald wesley.andy patterson.billy anderson.mike patton..heather..catshacombs.dex[z]erae..ken shalk.steve howe.wes borland.bloodlet.alice in chains.le mars voltar.jimmy page.john bonham.robert plant.john paul jones.brain..

My Blog

You...swear.......to..........God?

Today I swore at god to give us one more day. I'd show them a Sunset that cries & moans in [uncountable] multi-faceted ways.I swore again that they never knew this voice [our voice] could ma...
Posted by .Jim.Fear. on Tue, 11 Sep 2007 11:01:00 PST

.the.day...mom...tried..to.[really]..live...

.man...I wish there was a way for me to give my ability to feel back to whomever thought it would be funny that I had feelings again.....Wait.....I'm feeling something again.....oh yeah.....It was me....
Posted by .Jim.Fear. on Sun, 01 Jul 2007 03:41:00 PST

..Chasing.Bears...and....Reading.Scriptures....

Dear You [know who], Have you ever noticed how all the best flames in your fires are always the ones you only see every so often? No? Well, the I guess you should pay more attention. [but..........ba...
Posted by .Jim.Fear. on Tue, 17 Jan 2006 01:07:00 PST

oh...hey.sorry..bout...yer...barn..there.

I started stepping on my own toes today. Well, more like: I just barely decided to. I'm sure that everyone's asking the same fucking question: "how the fuck did I let me self in through that door?" An...
Posted by .Jim.Fear. on Wed, 19 Oct 2005 01:10:00 PST

.i...can't...even.remember.the..last.time

Dear You, It becomes dead cat clear:::::::: I can't keep you from pulling that card. I guess I ask for it in some degree from all my separation. You guessed right, and here's all your apologies. ...
Posted by .Jim.Fear. on Tue, 18 Oct 2005 01:34:00 PST

.john...wayne..rode/rides..again

feel the wind rush past her too? good. the face you crushed looked so disgustingly peaceful... I could [not] believe: it was [for] me.
Posted by .Jim.Fear. on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

you.fuck....ing....reader

I cant believe it! I saw it in a dream. It was too bad though, the way your elbow was poking through your skin. Anyway, I saw a sun. It was trapped in a strand of your hair. but, maybe it was th...
Posted by .Jim.Fear. on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

Hi, this is Kellen, of the Kollective speaking:

LIVE MUSIC PRODUCTION,MARKETING AND DEVELOPMENT. Hi. You may know me from such bands as Burden of Creation, Her Candane, Carcano6.5, Illsolus...I am here to tell you that if you need a show booked...
Posted by .Jim.Fear. on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

Sorry,about.this....late...n...c......y

It's been a while since I have posted anything here. I am in Portland right now. I am helping with five other motherfuggers in the production of an album for this bitch I know named Her Candane....
Posted by .Jim.Fear. on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

Baddest.Shite.Ever.

One of the best heavy-oriented bands to come out in a long time is going to be in Salt Lake City on March 9th. Their name is "Mare". I have had the pleasure of setting up this show with the drummer ...
Posted by .Jim.Fear. on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST