strength |
I ask for strength, and I realize that I am stronger because of you.
I ask for the ability to be forgiving, and I realize I am forgiving because of you.
I asked for uncondiotional love, and I was bles... Posted by jewlee on Sat, 26 Apr 2008 09:20:00 PST |
MAGGIE!!!!!!!!!!!!!! |
Maggie arrived on April 3rd, 2008 at 6:29pm via C-Section.
She weighed 7 lbs. and 3 oz. and measured 20 inches in length.
She is a knockout. Totally worth the wait! Posted by jewlee on Tue, 08 Apr 2008 10:07:00 PST |
Maggie? |
I get it, you’re scared. So am I. But please, Maggie dear, please bite the proverbial bullet, come on out....I mean this when I say that I don’t think I can wait a moment longe... Posted by jewlee on Tue, 01 Apr 2008 05:09:00 PST |
Maggie has her own time table |
I have to realize that no matter how ready I am for Maggie to join us out here, she is on her own schedule. So I am on my way up to Chapel Hill to be with my dad for his cancer surgery.
I hate t... Posted by jewlee on Sat, 15 Mar 2008 09:17:00 PST |
3am thoughts |
I wonder what will happen next?
Some of it I fear, some of it I dread. Some of it I dream about and wake up smiling.
I wonder why it happens this way? The bitter and the sweet ... Posted by jewlee on Tue, 26 Feb 2008 12:23:00 PST |
CANCER SUCKS |
I know that is an understatement. and I know I run the risk of sounding completely redundant, but, cancer really really sucks.
I suppose I should trust the doctors, and believe when they say tha... Posted by jewlee on Fri, 01 Feb 2008 08:45:00 PST |
So much more |
I can't waste another minute. Time is far to precious to waste thoughtlessly on things that are ultimately of no consequence. So I WON'T waste another precious gem.
I have to focus ... Posted by jewlee on Sat, 12 Jan 2008 08:08:00 PST |
Dont you have anything better to do? |
Here's how I feel about it:
It's sad to me that you have nothing better to do with your time than to obsess about and talk shit about me and what's going on in my life.
It makes you seem crazy and pat... Posted by jewlee on Sun, 09 Dec 2007 02:56:00 PST |
Trying to remain calm, for Maggie. |
I am really nervous. I am trying my best to remain calm, drinking herbal tea, meditating, writing in my journal, but I am still freaking out a little bit. Did you know that daycare for inf... Posted by jewlee on Sun, 02 Dec 2007 08:43:00 PST |
Thanks...anyway. |
I know how frustrating it is when you have expectations and then get completely disappointed when it doesn't work out.
Which is why my Thanksgiving Resolution is to not have any expectations, or ... Posted by jewlee on Sun, 25 Nov 2007 07:54:00 PST |