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~cin~

God told me to skin you alive.

About Me

Where do I begin? I suppose I could say that I am a complicated, yet simple woman. In one extreme, I am extremely child-like and playful. On the other, I am sickly morbid with a taste for the macabre. I love films, both making and watching (I have several projects I'm involved in, but I'm not going to give my resume here.). I love to write. I love my fur-covered children: three dogs and a cat. I'm a sucker for a good book. I dislike shopping (I know, I know...I'm not a typical girl!), I enjoy long drives through trailor parks and the ghetto, I love laughing at girls who dress trampy and think that they look good when they look like cheep dime store floozies, and I hate egg whites. That's all I will say about myself, except...I will not add your band if I don't know who you are. Because I won't listen to you anyway. I will not add men who only have slut-tastic looking women as their top friends. This tells me that you have no friends and that you wreak of no sex life (except for maybe with a blow up doll). I also will not add you if your intent is for a booty call. Please go else where...maybe you and "Mr. no sex life" I mentioned above can hang out together and he will let you borrow his blow up doll. And in speaking of deflatable women...to all of you bikini-clad, skankasaurus broads trying to add me...what on earth would make you think I would want to add you!!?? You REALLY think I want you as a friend??? No thank you. I have no interest in helping you promote your porn career. Go add some sweaty, disgusting internet perv. And please go find some more std's to add to your collection. Thank you. God bless you. :-)This is the film I am producing.

My Interests

Film-Both making and watching, obviously. Photography, art, all animals but kittycats and doggies especially, Y'shua, music, writing (journalling, screenplays, poetry, prose), cameras, cemetaries, wine, eating exotic foods (well, and food in general), reading, night life, fire (I fire dance...poi, staff, and wanting to learn how to eat and breathe fire soon), hair dye, candles, long walks, traveling, the macabe, annimation, horror, experimental films/art, dark commedy, gaff tape, bubble wrap, chocolate, the city, the country, acting retarded, Philipino zulu hermaphrodites, trailor parks, mullets...I'm sure there's more.
Nick Cave... dark and creepy. You're a bi-polar
genius, with equal passion for the most
degrading aspects of humanity, as well as the
beauty & wonder of God and Heaven.

Which fucked-up genius composer are you?
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I'd like to meet:

People who are not stupid.

Music:

Oh crap...too much to list! Lessee... and there is also My Bloody Valentine, The Cocteue Twins, The Clash, Bauhaus, The Pixies, Dead Can Dance, The Smiths, Depeche Mode, Lush, The Cranes, The Velvet Underground, Lou Reed, Iggy Pop, Portishead, The Dead Kennedys, The Dead Milkmen, The Dedboys, Nitzer Ebb, Bella Morte, The Damned, The Church, Einsterzende Nuebauten, The Buzzcocks, Sonic Youth, U2, Zao, Slayer, Jets to Brazil, The Sex Pistols, Nine Inch Nails, The Cramps, Dresden Dolls, The Ramones, Ministry, Skinny Puppy, God Speed You Black Emporor, Clikatat Katowie, Rasputina, The Rolling Stones, The Doors, The Cult, Concrete Blonde, The Faint, Garry Numan, Guns n Roses, Alien Sex Fiend, The Yeah Yeah Yeahs, The Damned, The Misfits, Blondie, Lush, Iggy Pop and the Stooges, Voltaire, W!ck, Sonic Youth, The Dandy Warhols, Kristeen Young, The Brides...I'm sure I'm forgetting alot...the list goes on and on and on...

Movies:

Another one I could be here all day listing. Anything by these guys Just about anything by the Coen Brothers, Obvioulsy Quentin Tarantino, Just about anything Tim Burton (especially "Ed Wood"), "Pi", "Sideways", "Donnie Darko", "Napoleon Dynomite", "Rocky Horror Picture Show", "Bonnie and Clyde", "The Breakfast Club", "Casablanca", "A Touch of Evil", "Citizen Kane (Ok, you can't go wrong with Orson Wells either)", "Fear and Loathing in Las Vegas", "Natural Born Killers", "Wings of Desire"...I used to hate Jim Jarmusch but I'm coming to really appreciate his films..."Jacob's Ladder", "Nosferatu", "Sunrise", "Breathless", "The Shadow of a Vampire", "Amores Peros", "The Piano", "The Godfather", "The Exorsist", "The Omen", "Dracula", "Pixote': Survival of the Weakest", "Bosa Nova", "Dona Flor and her two Husbands (I'm on a Brazilian film kick)", "City of God", "Russian Arc", "Ray", "The Blues Brothers", "My Cousin Vinny", "Being John Malchovich", "The Caninet of Dr. Caligari", "Superstar: the Karen Carpenter story (Tod Haine's first)", "The Velvet Goldmine", Just about anything by Scorsese, "Monster", "Lost in Translation", "Interview with a Vampire", "The Changeling", "House on Haunted Hill (The original)", "The Omen", "Rose Mary's Baby", "When a Stranger Call's", "Persona", "The Seventh Seal (Ok, just about anything by Igmar Bergmen too, before he started doing porno)", Maya Deren films, "King of the Hill", "Hi Fidelity", "American Beauty", "Annie Hall", "The Sting", "A Patch of Blue", "Finding Nemo", "The Incredibles", "The Crow", "Fallen Angels", "Thirteen", "Kids", "The House of Sand and Fog", "Finding Neverland", "American Splendor", American Psycho", "Butcher Boy"...Again, the list goes on and on...

Television:

Phhhbbbttt!!!...I'm not veyr partial to television. But the very few shows I like are Family Guy, Aqua Teen Hunger Force, I Love Lucy, Cold Case Files......Your results:
You are Wonder Woman Wonder Woman 90% Robin 77% Spider-Man 75% Superman 70% Batman 70% Green Lantern 70% Hulk 60% Supergirl 50% Iron Man 45% The Flash 40% Catwoman 40% You are a beautiful princess
with great strength of character.
Click here to take the "Which Superhero am I?" quiz...

Books:

...I'll go with authors. Joyce Carol Oats, Ann Sexton, Sylvia Plath, Ann Rannd, Corie Tenboom, Amy Tan, Charlotte Bronte, Charlotte Perkins Gillman, Hemingway, H.P. Lovecraft, John Gardner, Karl Haisen, Anything by Kurt Vonegut, Neil Gaiman...and there's always more.

Heroes:

Y'shua and my mom is and always will be my biggest hero.

My Blog

Shattered Support

Shattered Support &I know you're tired,but stay awake. Don't allow life's heavy fatigue to temptyou with slumber. We must stay alert&for when the years sneak upon us, they leach your memories and pilf...
Posted by ~cin~ on Sat, 24 May 2008 08:00:00 PST

Split Personality

Split Personality You live your life with your feetplanted on two different paths&one foot in the ghetto and the other foot in the stix. Dressed in lingerie undernieth a choir robe, you have just...
Posted by ~cin~ on Thu, 24 Apr 2008 09:36:00 PST

The Lullaby of a Letdown

The Lullaby of a Letdown  I landed a gold mine&so I chose a mine of ashes. I obtained a mansion. Thenchose to live in a cardboard box. I could have slept in asoft,  feathered bed. Now I rest...
Posted by ~cin~ on Sat, 12 Apr 2008 08:31:00 PST

Tortured Weeping Willow

Tortured Weeping Willow   Oh Weeping Willow& How somber you look, covered in your mourning.. your garments choke out any color, which is to symbolize your inner torment; the black represents...
Posted by ~cin~ on Fri, 28 Mar 2008 03:38:00 PST

A Cynics Dull of View

A Cynic’s ’Dull’ of View   "Pick yourself up by your own bootstraps." They say& Except that you try and try with all of your might& your boots are sinking in quicksand with ...
Posted by ~cin~ on Mon, 24 Mar 2008 10:08:00 PST

Romance and Decay

Romance and Decay   He was my lover& He was my dearest& He was the apple of my eye& It is a shame that I had to waste him.   His love was Heaven& Bliss was his caress& but his unit wander...
Posted by ~cin~ on Fri, 21 Mar 2008 12:14:00 PST

Femme Iniquity

Femme Iniquity   She once had a home& but she broke it down.   She once had a family& but she infected it with dysfunction.   She used to be a mother& but she discarded her child...
Posted by ~cin~ on Thu, 20 Mar 2008 12:23:00 PST

Dosage to Liberation

Dosage to Liberation   Mood stabilizers and antidepressants make a good tonic to numb the throbbing&but they do not kill that inner canker. Anti-anxiety agents and antipsychotics... T...
Posted by ~cin~ on Fri, 14 Mar 2008 11:47:00 PST

Welcome to the Center of the Subconscious

Welcome to the Center of the Subconscious   There is an institution where the psyche is sent to &where the censored runs free and the repressed crawl out. &In this place, nostalgia dances with...
Posted by ~cin~ on Thu, 13 Mar 2008 10:39:00 PST

Ruin En Route

Ruin En Route   Turn on this street& It dead ends. (Promises are broken.)   Go down this road& It will just take you on a detour. (Expectations are delayed.)   Take a U-turn&. Yo...
Posted by ~cin~ on Tue, 11 Mar 2008 10:22:00 PST