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About Me

on the move ...The Cramps "Dames, Booze, Chains And Boots"
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My Interests

eloquence. music. grace. quiet indulgences. true identities. humility and adoration. passion enduring. perfect timing. whirlwind romance. one love. fate.

I'd like to meet:

i just met him.

Music:

the music he plays for me, single gun theory, zero 7, ghostland observatory and what made milwaukee famous (live in austin/thanks for the show, michael!), the shins, death cab for cutie, kirsten thirsk, suzanne little, the honorable marley family, alpha blondy, feist, regina spektor, amy winehouse, old country (through the 70's), george jones, tammy wynette, buck owens, merle haggard, waylon jennings, willie nelson, dolly parton, emmylou harris (the earlier, the better), patsy cline, the man in black, roseanne cash covering the man in black, dwight yoakam (okay, not old but oh, all new country should be so good)...cowpunk, cajun bluegrass, psychobilly, goth, industrial, ethereal, ebm, dream pop, shoegaze (upon the tutorship of mr. fox, my shoegaze guru), 70's glam, 80's punk ... the cramps. the cramps. oh, hey, the cramps, LOVE AND ROCKETS, t rex, x, david bowie, nick cave (alright, and the bad seeds), grinderman, neko case, cat power, siousxie and the banshees, the creatures, the blow, tones on tail, the chameleons uk, interpol, guana bats (favorite psychobilly band next to the cramps), kip tyler, leonard cohen, tom waits, nina hagen, alien sex fiend, wolfsheim (favorite industrial band/guy), apoptygma berzerk, vnv nation (beloved), assemblage 23 (let me be your armor), switchblade symphony (maybe just really partial to "clown"), covenant, wumscut, aphex twin, battery, cocteau twins, dead can dance, this mortal coil, the cure, the smiths, q lazzarus, tori amos, pj harvey, cowboy junkies, devil doll...billie holiday, ella fitzgerald, eartha kitt, dean martin, michael buble, oh yes, ELVIS PRESLEY ... the list goes on ...

Movies:

the (first) matrix and fight club period.

Television:

prison break!!! and apparently, anything on fox.

Books:

dostoevsky: crime and punishment, hands down. brothers karamazov (dostoevsky) anna karenina (tolstoy) master and margarita (mikhail bulgakov) of human bondage (somerset maugham) steppenwolf (hermann hesse) dead souls (gogol) fathers and sons (turgenev) cry to heaven (anne rice) angels and demons (dan brown) davinci code (dan brown, a&d's better though) a young woman's survival guide (ohmygod, hilaaaaarious!!) ... generally, true crime, true life, true death. in other words, nonfiction. as far as fiction, philosophical ponderings of inspiring nonfiction, be it person, place or thing. and of course, the bible.

Heroes:

the selfless and compassionate. and if you can't be either, then at least be honest. those who live rapturously and to the fullest at no one else's expense ...

My Blog

finally ...

... it feels like the seemingly scattered life i've lived is coming together.  the pieces worth holding onto and those i've discarded, both proving their purpose, however enduring or short-lived in my...
Posted by ... m ... on Wed, 19 Sep 2007 03:57:00 PST

i once said ...

... three years ago that i scar easily.  that was my myspace epithet for three years until last week (and still is on barf -- bay area riders forum).  i know now more than ever that i do in fact scar ...
Posted by ... m ... on Tue, 14 Aug 2007 05:05:00 PST

mmm muah ...

c'est un roman vraide la chance la plus parfaiteil sense tout dans mes yeuxil me dit tout a son coeurembrassez-moi j'aime le bruit de luiquand il dit muah mmm muah.~ listening to "the operation" ~...
Posted by ... m ... on Sun, 19 Aug 2007 02:15:00 PST

even the eternal optimist ...

... forgets to breathe in the heat of panic, forgets for a shallow moment that life truly is a continuum, whether we like it or not. the bright side is that the unknown, no matter how fearful it may b...
Posted by ... m ... on Tue, 31 Jul 2007 05:38:00 PST

sometimes ...

... recklessless is my only impulse.  life approaches as i am thoughtless, weightless, fearless, and i am completely alive.  this is my truest promise of life beyond mere existence, without regret.~li...
Posted by ... m ... on Thu, 15 Mar 2007 03:30:00 PST

austin haiku ...

let our hearts weatherwe live like lightning storms yetlove like rain so warm~ listening to:  "hey baby" ~
Posted by ... m ... on Fri, 04 May 2007 06:56:00 PST

i tell myself ...

... don't just sit there ... look around, think, be profound and find that peace that makes you whole. then move. go after what you believe will make you happier, but don't lose sight of the things th...
Posted by ... m ... on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST