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About Me

first and for most im kim. i love threadless shirts.http://threadless.com/?from=dirtyboysmakemegohahai know that with myspace i have to define myself as male or female and i have a vagina but i dont think that makes me a guy or a girl im just me i feel like a boy most of the time and a girl sometimes. genderqueer.........theres certain things in my life i cant live without. the nephew is the main thing. hes kept me from killing myself when i thought nothing could get better. id go see him and smile even if he was mean to me because he has moxie haha he makes me smile and laugh...i have another one on the way and im hoping i can be a good aunt for him to.....i cuss way to much. i love kids. will not have any but will adopt. sex scares me. im a virgin. i like it. theres ways to get to my heart. people are slowly wearing down my walls. im supposed to be on anxiety and depression meds but i dont take them the right way so i quit em. feed me danish wedding cookies and ill fall head over heels.... for them not you. i like late nights spent driving around being random... example going to a park and playing in the sprinkler or going to a porn store to make fun of glory holes watch out for the pile of cum nastyyyyy.there is one or two sure ways to my heart..... this is one.as well as.............i want a change in me, in life, in the world. ill take one day at a time and change in my own time. i want to be a better me. want to help me? teach me something new. ill forever cherish you if you do........"Well, my conclusion is: Hate is baggage. Life's too short to be pissed off all the time. It's just not worth it. Derek says it's always good to end a paper with a quote. He says someone else has already said it best. So if you can't top it, steal from them and go out strong. So I picked a guy I thought you'd like. 'We are not enemies, but friends. We must not be enemies. Though passion may have strained, it must not break our bonds of affection. The mystic chords of memory will swell when again touched, as surely they will be, by the better angels of our nature.'" - name it and i will cherish you......."Sexuality is fluid, whether you're gay, straight or bisexual, you just go with the flow." - Kate Moennig as Shane on "the L word"

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My Interests

music. i love music like i love my m.i.a shirt and undies. photography. making new friends. telling people things by shouting it out a window as i drive by. cartoons. movies- especially indie and documentaries. and memories of last summer.

I'd like to meet:

a real long list. ghandi. hitler. he was interesting. each and every reincarnation of the buddha. you. ian mckay. that one kid. noah levine. the icecream man. more friends.<3I0819C9J6THm1R578= target="_blank">

Music:

i like emo, rock, punk, rap, classical, opera, etc. relient k. senses fail. hawk nelson. bsb. 50 cent. hawthrone heights. fugazi. acid guns. greenday. papa roach. deadpoetic. moldy peaches. blink 182. the transplants. rancid. pink. bright eyes. the used. my chemical.offspring. thrusday. saves the day. weezer. since by man. sullivan. ask for more.

Movies:

slc punk, enternal sunshine of the spotless mind, mallrats, homeroom, donnie darko, thirteen ghosts, i heart the huckabees, L.I.E., hackers, drop dead fred, willy wonka and the charlie factory, finding neverland, cinderella story, good burger, blow, the pest, rats(actually i hate this movie its scary), carla and connie

Television:

queer as folk, the l word, pete and pete, csi (all of them), crime tv, history channel, cartoons, disney channel, news, and music videos in the wee hours while getting ready for shcool and those channels i have that only play music. i find really good music on them.

Books:

you remind me of you, dharma punx, a snazzy fairy book i read at louises, to kill a mocking bird, the wave, the testament, intensity and the hookup handbook its funny. tragdey of ms geneva flowers, boys and the bees, CRANK!, hmm sex doctors in the basement....

Heroes:

lauren, pablo escobar, noah levine, ian mckay, my mom.

My Blog

past

everyone says the past is the past dont hold on to it let it go. its not that i want to hold on to the past or anything but i thought about it today. i dont miss the put downs or the bitchfest we had ...
Posted by cuntmonsta on Sun, 20 Jul 2008 12:46:00 PST

hahaha me

yeah yeah i needed to save this im working on some stuff first and for most im kim. i love threadless shirts. http://threadless.com/?from=dirtyboysmakemegohaha i know that with my...
Posted by cuntmonsta on Sun, 13 Jul 2008 08:23:00 PST

silly girl....

sometimes i feel like the silliest kid ever. but im not. i know this. i have decisions to make and a life to live. ive finally decided recently that your exactly who and what i thought. i...
Posted by cuntmonsta on Sun, 18 May 2008 08:37:00 PST

i hope you get what you deserve.

greg- i didnt want to be your friend because of the reasons i spoke about. last night was out of the blue and i dont understand why you said any of that. is it because you called me and i was going to...
Posted by cuntmonsta on Sun, 04 May 2008 05:02:00 PST

never been kissed.

Im sitting here watching this movie and its so amazing and sad at the same time. I like it alot. Granted I've been kissed plenty of times and Ive had that amazing foot popping kiss but it didnt matter...
Posted by cuntmonsta on Sat, 26 Apr 2008 09:42:00 PST

everything.

is going to shit.i wish i could figure everything out but its not working the way i need it.im almost 20 years old my life is no where, where i thought it would me and im just pretty fucked up about i...
Posted by cuntmonsta on Wed, 23 Apr 2008 05:45:00 PST

single serving friends....

fight club. check yes juliet by we are kings is one of the best songs ever. the video is tight as hell. simple. this weekend has been pretty tight. went bowling last night with franceska, aj, j...
Posted by cuntmonsta on Sun, 13 Apr 2008 11:59:00 PST

im finished before i began.

sometimes i feel completely stupid. like everything that comes out of my mouth makes no sense fuck im tired and i cant sleep til 8am and its like 9pm. lame as fuck. so it seems like im really sick. i...
Posted by cuntmonsta on Fri, 11 Apr 2008 06:11:00 PST

best friends means you get what you deserve... fnk

disclaimer- its not as bad as it sounds. i remember every best friend ive had over the years. morgan, ashton, louise, nikki, brandi, tristan, and franceska, and shas been becoming one. most of ...
Posted by cuntmonsta on Wed, 02 Apr 2008 07:41:00 PST

soup.

is waiting in the microwave as i type thisyour my best guy friend. i want to always be there for you but i cant. i know right now we're not friends, we might not be ever again. i understand that. i un...
Posted by cuntmonsta on Mon, 25 Jun 2007 03:14:00 PST