Blurbiness |
For a few months now I have decided to ignore the fact that my life has changed and it won't ever be the same again. I've lost some of life's luxuries. I've lost the boy who made me do crazy things fo...
Posted by Ivan on Fri, 13 Jul 2007 06:07:00 PST |
SEX.FUCK.ABS |
If ever I was going to do a porn flick (a bi one) it would be titled "Clit Meets Wood".hahaha.
I had a great weekend. I felt really beautiful and as tumutuous as it was I really had fun. Thanks to the...
Posted by Ivan on Tue, 29 May 2007 07:04:00 PST |
MAKE-OVER |
Watch out for a newer, better, more exciting NEW IVAN!...
Posted by Ivan on Thu, 17 May 2007 06:35:00 PST |
Listen |
When I was trying to keep him on my side, on the night that I decided that I would do everything just so I won't lose him, I hugged him to the tune of "And I'm Telling You I'm Not going" by Jennifer H...
Posted by Ivan on Thu, 17 May 2007 06:21:00 PST |
A Prayer for Ivan |
I am mad.
I just got punched in the face, the chest and the gut, after which I was scratched, grabbed and kicked in the nee by someone I loved.
I didn't retaliate, not because I was a weakling but bec...
Posted by Ivan on Tue, 15 May 2007 12:59:00 PST |
The Gift |
If you think of me once today, ask the thought to stay awhile, just a second longer, enough time to attract a friend named, feeling.
When the feeling gets there, ask it to stay until you hear a famili...
Posted by Ivan on Mon, 14 May 2007 03:33:00 PST |
Like A River |
According to my Feng Shui expert friend, Sherwin, I am like a river that flows in all directions, I go everywhere and nowhere at the same time.
He asked me to exercise some control, he asked me to gra...
Posted by Ivan on Sun, 13 May 2007 04:45:00 PST |
QUEEN of the Damned |
Either way I'm cursed to feel miserable, I have become so insecure, somebody finally broke down my defenses and got through to the consciously naked Ivan with extremely bad self-esteem issues.
The mon...
Posted by Ivan on Tue, 01 May 2007 09:31:00 PST |
The More You Love...THE MORE YOU'RE UNLOVED! |
I just noticed that those boys whom I made a conscious choice to really love to the hilt, well...they treated me like shit.Here goes another one:
"Nung tayo pa sinabi mo ikamamatay mo pag nawala ako.....
Posted by Ivan on Tue, 17 Apr 2007 09:17:00 PST |
"APPENDECTOMY" |
I just had an "appendectomy" of sorts this weekend.
I had something useless that was causing me too much pain removed, it has left an unsightly scar but I'm so glad I'd never have to experience that p...
Posted by Ivan on Mon, 16 Apr 2007 01:53:00 PST |
