out-of-fashion, in-to-individuality

Myspace Layouts I`m Nobody! Who are you? Are you nobody, too? Then there`s a pair of us- don`t tell! They`d banish us, you know.How dreary to be somebody! How public, like a frog To tell your name the livelong day To an admiring bog!I think, overall, too many people are ignorant, shallow, fake, scared and judgemental. We live this superficial life with friends who dosen`t truely, deeply care about us. We settle with this normal/average life with not much action in form of traveling and exploring new places, meeting new people, careerchange etc.Not many people can honestly say they`re living out theire dreams or that they`re sincerly happy other than "now and then". Most people dosen`t live out, or at least tries to live out theire dreams. Maybe they`re scared, maybe they`ve given up, or maybe they`ve just not found them, like me. I`m so Goddamn scared I won`t find out what I dream for in this life, for a long time. I know it`s quite normal to feel like this at my age, but this is just not what I expected from myself. I thought I would have some kind of idea at this point, but no. No idea what-so-ever! All I know is that I must get away from this small, boring town and its inhabitants, before it`s choking me completly! But where should I go? And what are I to do there? Will anything change? Or is it myself and the way I think I have to change first? Well yeah, I guess so, but it dosen`t change the fact that I know I`ll have to get away from this monotonous, narrow-and simpleminded city with no chance of development in an individual direction, simply `cause it`s no offers "down that road". I know I`m exaggerateing a bit now, but it`s kind of how I feel at this point. Lost. Scared of ending up like all the other average bastards with theire dull lives. But who am I to talk? I`ll tell you. I am to talk on my own behalfs from my own point of view. But I`ll be glad to hear some other opinionsDeath is a conundrum which we never are to know the answer to. It`s everywhere&nowhere^past^presense^future- forever/for-all-eternity"until death do/(t.e.a.r) us(a)part"