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Blonde N0ize

All art is at once surface and symbol “

About Me


Surface: The plan was to study animal rights law and be a voice for those without but the lady fates thought other wise. Three years later everything looks different now. Still plan to become that voice when my body allows. Slightly derailed but holding fast and collecting some amazing adventures and comrades along the way. Perhaps those ladies knew best.
A vigilante of beliefs drives me- consumer activism, animal rights, animal welfare, veganism, ecofeminsim, humanitarianism.
Start graduate school in pursuant of PHD candidacy in August. With a course of study in Literature focusing on ecofeminist critique. Carol Adams watch out!
At night I spin under the name DJ Blonde N0ize for Sadisco*. If you have missed out on the noize infused madness we throw monthly that we lovingly call Sadisco* I invite you to join me there. My latest endeavor is into the realm of fetish modeling. Now that time and health allows I am getting behind the camera because I prefer to be wrapped in latex and corseted down. It’s my little fetish and I want to share it. The next step is going to be working on my own noize. It will be ultra feminine and of course “blonde”. I studied opera and I love to sing although that’s not the direction I am ultimately taking this life. I have plans to work out the song bird with a few talented artists. I hope this comes to fruition.
My other identity is through my cancer. I am your carcinogenic beauty and I hope you learn something from my struggle. Thyroid cancer patient of three years awaiting her remission. Sharing scars and my story in hopes it will help and heal others.
Understand this is just me scratching the surface for you so if you want to know me better that’s up to you.
Symbol: I am currently undefined. Expect for maybe my edges but that’s nothing to speak of. Try to learn me, I dare you. I wouldn’t ask anything less of myself.
Tell me your dreams. Am I in them? Tell me your fears. Are you scared? Tell me a story...

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My Interests

Sadisco*, the HK, Irish/Ecomfeminisht/Victorian Literature, Vegan, Raw Foods, Animal Law, Animal Rights, Animal Welfare, Opera, Power Noize/Noize, Power Electronics, Experimental sounds, latex, corseting, pandas, my cats, hello kitty, Lush, bubble baths, snowcake soap, protesting for what I believe in, reading, writing, dancing all night, DJ-ing your tracks, the antics of the princess and the sunbear, tofu-asuarus, cancer and surviving, learning who Blonde N0ize is the other contradicting complexities that complete and complicate.

I'd like to meet:

I have been rather blessed to meet almost everyone I have ever wanted to. However life is ever changing and surprising so one never knows. At this point I would like to get to know better those that I value and place in such high regard. Life however can never be too full of positive and fresh perspectives. Fellow survivors. People who have not let cancer stop them. Those who speak for those without voices. Humanitarians, animal rights activists, vegetarians, ecofeminists, etc. I get bored rather easily so people with more to offer then a pretty face although that does help. Fellow fans of noize, power noize and the like. I am always looking for new music to spin so try me, you never know. Photographers with vision and the ability to put me not just my form on film. Anyone willing to teach me Irish. People with true heart and purpose. Na mairbh.

Music:

I listen to: Noize/Power Noize, Power Electronics, Rhythmic Noise, Noisecore, Experimental, Industrial, Synthpop, Opera, 80s, etc.Tori Amos, Mediaeval Baebes, S:Cage, Merzbow, Richard Ramirez, Vuxnut, Panzer Division, FabrikC, VNV, :W:umpscut, Cabaret Voltaire, Wolfshiem, Die Form, Winterkalte, Exclipsect, CombiChrist (D.r.i.v.E.), Blutengel, Computorgirl, Noizefucker, Leonard Cohen, Tom Waits, Marc Almond, De/Vision, hypnoskull, imminent starvation, noisex, panzer ag, mono no aware, psychobitch, rosenstolz, dulce liquido, converter, in the nursery, android lust, informatik, diamamda galas, Skinny Puppy, iszoloscope, /C/A/T, Psyclon 9, Panacea vs. Needle Sharing, cruxshadows, delerium, synapscape, Zym0siz, ah cama-sotz, maria callas, scandy, ec8or, urusai, greyhound, Aria, Noisex, The Cruxshadows, smashing pumpkins, Snog, Sonar, Autechre, Synth-etik, Morgenstern,Hymen, MS Gentur, Architect, Synapscape, Matador, Tarmvred, Dissecting Table, Xanopticon, Xotox, 5F_55, Download, cEvin key, Nick Cave, Covenant, C-tec, Bigod 20, Einstürzende Neubauten, Informatik, Hiv+, P.A.L., RevCo, etc.

Movies:

..All about eve, Amadeus, What ever happened to baby jane, Gentlemen prefer blondes, Vertigo, Gone with the wind, Titus, Nowhere, Doom generation, Playing by heart, Music from another room, Velvet goldmine, Empire records, Hellraiser, 28 Days Later, Run lola run, Trainspotting, Blade Runner, Flesh for Frankenstein, Twin Peaks, The hunger, Kill Bill, Legend, Ransom, Requiem for a Dream, Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind, Life Is Beautiful, What dreams may come, Labyrinth, Pulp Fiction, 12 Monkeys, Alice in wonderland, The crow, Nosferatu, Lick the star, Hate him, Lost boys, Home for the holidays, The truth about cats and dogs, The breakfast club, desperately seeking susan, Clueless, Legally Blonde, Pi, The fifth element, The Nightmare before christmas, Edward Scissorhands, A clockwork orange, Dark crystal, American beauty, Se7en, American history X, Alien, Reservoir Dogs, Rebecca, Toy Story, Monsters INC, Spartacus, Magnolia, Fight Club, Vanilla Sky, Finding neverland, Big fish, Ed wood, Shrek, Roman Holiday, Rosemary's baby, etc.

Books:

Books/Novellas/Etc: Anything by Thomas Hardy- "Tess of the D'Urbervilles"(my favorite!), "Jude the Obscure", "A Pair of Blue Eyes", "The Woodlanders", "Two on a Tower", "The Return of the Native", "The Pursuit of the Well-Beloved", etc. James Joyce- "The Dubliners", "Portiate of an Artist as a Young Man" Virginia Woolf- "Mrs. Dalloway", "Orlando", and "To the Lighthouse" Thomas Hobbes- "Leviathan" Mary Wollstonecraft- "A Vindication of the Rights of Woman" Ford Maddox Ford- "The Good Soilder" Penelope Lively- "Moon Tiger" Zora Neale Hurston- "Their Eyes Were Watching God" Nella Larson- "Quicksand" Joseph Conrad- "Heart of Darkness" Ursula K. LeGuin- "She Unnames Them" Edmund Spenser- ""The Faerie Qveene" Toni Morrison- "Beloved", "The Bluest Eye" John Milton- "Paradise Lost" Dante Alighieri- "Inferno" Susan Griffen- "Woman and Nature: The Roaring Inside Her" Mary Wollstonecraft Shelley- "Frankenstein" Ellen Wood- "East Lynne" William Faulkner- "The Sound and the Fury", "As I Lay Dying" Vladimir Nabokov- "Lolita" Ntozake Shange- "For Colored Girls Who Have Considered Suicide" James Baldwin- "Giovanni’s Room"Poetry: John Keats Thomas Hardy Emily Dickinson Sylvia Plath Ezra Pound Anne Sexton George Eliot John Donne Elizabeth Barrett Browning Christina Rossetti William Butler Yates Oscar Wilde Lady Mary Wroth George Herbert Alice Walker Percy Bysshe Shelley Gertrude Stein E. E. Cummings Amy Lowell Zora Neale Hurston T.S. EliotTheory: Derrida Burke Kristeva Melanie Klein Walter Pater

Heroes:

sifl & olly - panda song by deuce loosely
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"Light of night twisted fading"

How I spent the lunar eclipse...Thank you Genesis, Lady Jaye, the rest of Psychic TV, Stephen, Gatsby, William "fucking" Reed, and everyone else who made this night magical....
Posted by Blonde N0ize on Mon, 03 Sep 2007 03:41:00 PST

She's Your Cocaine

She's your Cocaine She's got you shaving your legs You can suck anything But you know you wanna be me Put on your make-up boy You're your favourite stranger And we all like to watch So shimmy once an...
Posted by Blonde N0ize on Fri, 01 Jun 2007 06:44:00 PST

Ich schlage mich vegan

After long consideration and unnecessary deliberation I have decided to return to a vegan diet. So yeah I went vegan today. Last time it lasted four months but my health complicated things. This time ...
Posted by Blonde N0ize on Tue, 13 Mar 2007 05:10:00 PST

Birthday Girl

Just in case you missed the invites, the bulletins and my club rantings here it is: ] ...
Posted by Blonde N0ize on Sat, 13 Jan 2007 02:53:00 PST

Ill be your noise

Yesterday was just one busy and interesting day. I started the day by getting my hair colored. My colorist added some more black this time and I love how it turned out. Now that its done I am going to...
Posted by Blonde N0ize on Wed, 25 Oct 2006 05:24:00 PST

C-through C-phae

Instead of writing something without any meaning or logic I will just reference something that I wrote earlier utterly devoid of any purpose or meaning. Yet it explains where I am right now. Besides m...
Posted by Blonde N0ize on Tue, 19 Sep 2006 04:14:00 PST

Arizona for Humane Farms kick off party this week

Ok so I know many of you want to get involved so here is your chance. Az for humane farms needs help getting the information out there so that when its time to vote people know the truth behind prop ...
Posted by Blonde N0ize on Wed, 06 Sep 2006 02:04:00 PST

I'm just comin out of the cell in my brain

Sometimes all I do is sleep then there are those times when all I want to do is sleep yet its impossible. This would be one of those times. I think all of my various meds are mostly to blame for this...
Posted by Blonde N0ize on Mon, 05 Jun 2006 01:11:00 PST

"A Sunless Hell" -Please Read

Just in case you dont get the Az Republic or you missed my bulletin here is the editorial from the paper today regarding the Az for Humane Farms Act. Please read in full before formalizing your opinio...
Posted by Blonde N0ize on Mon, 20 Feb 2006 04:47:00 PST

celebrate your top ten in the charts of pain

First post in the new year... so much to write about. First I want to thank everyone who made it out to Club Hell for New Years Eve. I cannot tell you how much it meant to me to have fun and be surrou...
Posted by Blonde N0ize on Wed, 04 Jan 2006 12:30:00 PST