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Amanda

I would rather be hated for who I am than to be loved for who I am not.

About Me

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My Interests

Music:

i pretty much love all music, but give me john mayer trio, tracey chapman, coldplay, jack johnson, and james blunt anytime!

Movies:

No way i could choose.

Television:

Lost, House & anything comedy - especially Carlos Mencia, Jim Gaffigan, and Stephen Lynch

Heroes:

I'm not sure that i have one.

My Blog

Dust

Sweep me away like I'm dust. Help me fly from this wasteland to never return. Guide me to the light of hope and surround me with the beauty of you love. Give me the hope of a new dawn, so I can l...
Posted by Amanda on Wed, 16 May 2007 05:41:00 PST

happiness

What is happiness?  Is it what you make it or is it something that just happens?  How do you know that you're happy?  Is it a feeling or a mind set?  I often ask myself because I h...
Posted by Amanda on Sat, 12 May 2007 06:02:00 PST

dreaming while awake

The day has long begun but somehow I'm dreaming while awake.  Will this beauty ever abruptly end?  Will this peace ever become ruthless turmoil?  Will the mysteries ever become cold and...
Posted by Amanda on Tue, 08 May 2007 05:16:00 PST

end of an era

To all of our friends,Jeremy and I want everyone to know that we have decided to file for divorce.   We are friends and will always remain so.  However, after many years&...
Posted by Amanda on Mon, 30 Apr 2007 08:49:00 PST

nightmare becomes reality

I've been waiting to wake up from this hellish nightmare that I've been having.  But today I realized that it was blatant reality.  I once said that forever is forever, but honestly forever ...
Posted by Amanda on Fri, 27 Apr 2007 08:01:00 PST

hope

I actually saw the rays of the sun break through the clouds of my thunderstorm, it was not like before with the weak shimmer of its rays, but in a subtle way, it just broke through those dark charcoal...
Posted by Amanda on Fri, 20 Apr 2007 07:23:00 PST

to my only love

to my only love,   My love, where have you gone?  Like a distant memory, I search my lonely mind to find you.  Do you long for me like the beauty of a new day?   I yearn to l...
Posted by Amanda on Thu, 19 Apr 2007 12:25:00 PST

Find me

Where are you?  I have been searching but to what end?  I am lost with out you; like a small child with out his mother.  I am searching, oh Lord.  Where are you?  My hands are...
Posted by Amanda on Fri, 13 Apr 2007 07:11:00 PST

vacant

I also wrote this a few years back.   As the cold surrounded me, my thoughts ran rapid as to why it was the way it was.  The hatred boiled in my soul.  My mind was tormented with an ima...
Posted by Amanda on Tue, 10 Apr 2007 01:53:00 PST

why

this is a poem i wrote years ago.  this is the poem i mentioned in my journal entry about my life.   Midnight came with the sound of a whisper. Then came the cries of pain. Crawling across t...
Posted by Amanda on Tue, 10 Apr 2007 01:44:00 PST