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AYERN

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About Me


Musicians must make music to be at peace with themselves. A musicians responsibility is to say something that has never been said in quite that way before. Every act of birth requires the courage to let go of something. To let go eventually of all uncertainties, and to rely only upon one thing: one's own creativity. An artists' compelling drive to express themselves is that innate desire to be whole, to fulfill their desitny, to become in tune with themselves and the universe.
I can remember my first moments singing, knowing that the voice within me was a gift, and I merely the conduit, a trustee. Knowing it came with a responsibility, a need to be aware of the world, and the depths of peoples emotions, and understandings. Preparing for a song, not by perfecting the notes, but by tearing into my own heart, and discovering the feelings that the song stirred up in me, and walking out on stage desiring only to make the audience feel those emotions. That's what music is in its purest sense, a connection of soul and spirit, and of hearts. That's why it posseses a power to transform and to heal.

My Interests

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Member Since: 11/26/2006
Influences:
Life, and death, and this mess of our existence here.
Circumstances that leave our world crippled and the hope that would cause it to rise again.
Moments of peace and the whispher of wisdom.
One God that holds us all in love.
The eyes of strangers and the hearts of friends.
The knowledge of brokeness, and wholeness.
Faith and mercy, forgiveness and freedom.
A vision that has been cherished.
Surrendering in utter weakness, recognizing the space left for strength, and watching strength, by its very nature, rise up in that space.
Desire.

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Distant lands filled with hands waiting to be held, and faces radiant with hope.
The glimmer of a life yet unseen.
Being held together by salvation and consumed by grace.
Conquering what pursues, and mocks us all.
A golden road that shines like the sun, and beckons us to come and walk.
The battle fought within a life of fire.
Wanting to be more than what is or what has been.
Setting captives free from the jailers of hate, blindness, ignorance, sorrow, longing, loneliness.
Purpose.

There is solace from this place, from ourselves and the worlds we have created. There is more than the beating of our hearts, and the breath within us. More than each hour or any day can number. We are lost, we are blindness, we are the raging of the sea.
Most of us do not know what it is to be a beggar. To be a child who will not be fed, or a mother who will be raped in front of her children, a father forced to harm his own child. We are blind to what we have been given.
Where will we sleep tonight, and how can we take this peace for granted?

"The dreamers are the saviors of the world. As the visible world is sustained by the invisible, so men, through all their trials and sins and sordid vocations, are nourished by the beautiful visions of their solitary dreamers. Humanity cannot forget its dreamers; it cannot let their ideals fade and die; it lives in them; it knows them as the realities which it shall one day see and know.
Composer, sculptor, painter, poet, prophet, sage, these are the makers of the afterworld, the architects of heaven. The world is beautiful because they have lived; without them, laboring humanity would perish."~j. allen

We are blind to the things which belong to our peace.

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My Blog

Passion vs. Power

One of my favorite philosophers wrote, "Passion is not power; it is the abuse of power, the dispersion of power. Passion is like a furious storm which beats fiercely and wildly upon the embattled rock...
Posted by AYERN on Mon, 04 Jun 2007 09:59:00 PST

A Humble Journey

The blue hills rise beside a streamLike rising and waking after a dream.She falls like a kingdom lost at warand silence grips her until she breathes no more.She lays her head upon the lonely groundand...
Posted by AYERN on Fri, 25 May 2007 11:04:00 PST

Who we are Instead

Because we seek harmony and peace in our circumstances we will sacrifice ourselves. We will say "no" or "wait" to what our spirit would say "yes" to. We will shrink and allow ourselves to be put into...
Posted by AYERN on Sun, 11 Feb 2007 12:28:00 PST

COURAGE

I can't paint pictures or draw anything much more than birds that look like check marks. My granmother could draw and paint, others in our family inherited her talent. But I do my best to write beca...
Posted by AYERN on Fri, 01 Dec 2006 08:59:00 PST