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5ftFURY

change - starts slowly & then one day you wake-up and ask how did i get here...

About Me

The Timeline:
Born by the sand and sea in Norwalk, CT. I moved to the heartland Dayton, OH when I was 4 years old. I spent the majority of my young life there and in good company. But at 18 it came time to move on, up & out. I had aspirations for more and to attain those goals I found myself packed and on my way to Tempe, AZ. Where I have remained for the last 6 years in pursuit of my education and whatever comes next….
After graduating with my masters almost a year to date we are up to whatever comes next…bottom line though whatever it is I do I'll leave my mark on this world…
The Girl: Etana H. the 5ftFURY
Spunky, Charismatic, Dynamic, Your Best Friend or Your Worst Enemy and trust me when I say it’s better to stay on my good side. One thing I pride myself on this the ability to surprise myself. Which means I always have the ability to surprise you *grin*
Neurotic, Psychotic, as Sane as Insane, but lets be honest here who isn’t? WE ARE LIVING IN A MAD MAD WORLD…. I mean honestly look at president, the state or country, the state of our lives in this time and place…what will our generation be remembered for? (I think I’m a lost beat)
I write (and have been published several times), I draw, I paint, I’m a graphic designer & a MASTER of TECHNOLOGY (j/k My graduate degree is officially a Masters of Science in Technology) I love passionately, I sing, I laugh :), I cry :( (though I try to avoid it if at all possible) I dance to the beat of my own drum and I’m stubborn as hell, but not afraid to look at and except another’s point of view. The fire within me is unquenchable. I strive each day for more: pushing myself to the line, regaining my balance at the edge and then I push the edge out extending the line. The line after all is only constricted by that which you believe you can or can not do or reach and that’s one thing to know about me if I say I’m going to do it, it’ll get DONE!
So WELCOME to me, feel free to say hi, drop a line, or what not I rarely bite.

My Interests



ETANA
E is for Enthusiastic
T is for Tender
A is for Adventurous
N is for Normal
A is for Astounding What Does Your Name Mean? p.s. For those of you really wondering what the name, Etana, means. it means: strength, strong, specifically strong of mind & heart.
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I'd like to meet:

Dori Seda, Allen Ginsberg, Hunter S. Thompson, Dean Martin & The Rat Pack just to name a few. All amazing people whom I never got the chance to meet yet daily inspire me...

Eric Drooker an amazing illustrator who believes that you don't need words to tell a story. Like the pictographs of cave men he weaves for you a story of pure image an amazing gift. Checkout his books, Blood Song and Flood . I was introduced to his work in a book he worked on with Allen Ginsberg called Illuminated Poems which is by far one of my favorite books in LIFE.

Links to Myspace Decor:
Online Status Icons
My layout was made by me but whateverlife.com has some cool ones to.
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Movies:


Creation seems to come out of imperfection. It seems to come out of a striving and a frustration. And this is where I think language came from. I mean, it came from our desire to transcend our isolation and have some sort of connection with one another. And it had to be easy when it was just simple survival. Like, you know, water. We came up with a sound for that. Or, Saber-tooth tiger right behind you. We came up with a sound for that.

But when it gets really interesting, I think, is when we use that same system of symbols to communicate all the abstract and intangible things that were experiencing. What is, like, frustration? Of what is anger or love? When I say love, that sound comes out of my mouth and it hits the other persons ear, travels through this Byzantine conduit in their brain, you know, through their memories of love of lack of love, and they register what Im saying and say yes, they understand. But how do I know they understand? Because words are inert. Theyre just symbols. Theyre dead, you know? And so much of our experience is intangible. Some much of what we perceive cannot be expressed. Its unspeakable.

And yet, you know, when we communicate with one another, and we feel that we have connected, and we think that weve understood, I think we have a feeling of almost spiritual communion.

And that feeling might be transient, but I think its what we live for.

-from the movie Waking Life
Twentieth Century Fox 2002

Television:

myspace: the movie
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Heroes:


I'll miss you my friend...

My Blog

freakn out & the full circle

So I'm being faced with a lot of changes and alot of uncertainties in the last few days especially & because of it I started making things a bigger deal then they really are and questioning my own str...
Posted by 5ftFURY on Wed, 12 Dec 2007 11:26:00 PST

don't let anyone mess it up :) ...

so as i walking into work today I ran into the director of staffing this funny old man named jim - i asked him how he was doing - he resounded i'm terrific, how about you? - to which i replied the sam...
Posted by 5ftFURY on Wed, 27 Jun 2007 08:32:00 PST

Thank YOU

Thank you to Seduce for holding the show tonight and having me out an amazing time my friend & without you not possible - Thank you To all of you who made it out tonight - Thank You - your sup...
Posted by 5ftFURY on Mon, 16 Oct 2006 12:15:00 PST

predestine-free will

I cant not believe there is no free will even if everything is predestine - it is predestine by conscience decision, there are just predestine results based on personal choice be they on the left or...
Posted by 5ftFURY on Fri, 08 Sep 2006 02:10:00 PST

placed words

so latley i've been spell checking certain words and they've been turning into these werid juxtoposed word poems the below is one of those... keep in mind that this is just how i copied the words in...
Posted by 5ftFURY on Thu, 01 Jun 2006 08:41:00 PST

something you MUST do...seriously

for your sake... I mean it... you must do this   Step 1. Make sure your speakers are on and the volume up.   Step 2. Create a new browser window.   Step 3. Type http://yourname.youaremi...
Posted by 5ftFURY on Fri, 05 May 2006 12:18:00 PST

old site...

for those of you who recall it heres my old site I haven't touched it in years and I feel it's best at this point just to leave it how it is. maybe one day, maybe even one day soon i'll make a new one...
Posted by 5ftFURY on Thu, 04 May 2006 08:43:00 PST

the HUMAN CONDITION

ever have one of those days when nothings wrong and nothings right... but everything you say comes out wrong to the listener so you try and shut your mouth but you just can't help yourself and k...
Posted by 5ftFURY on Fri, 21 Apr 2006 01:19:00 PST

bestest BIRTHDAY EVER

Thank You to all of you yesterday who wished me a Happy Birthday...by net, by phone, or in person. I must tell you that it is a birthday to remember. The BEST BIRTHDAY EVER you might say.   A Spe...
Posted by 5ftFURY on Thu, 30 Mar 2006 09:22:00 PST

daddies pee pee

Setting: 3/21/06 and I'm leaving the ladies room, drying my hands and what not and group of girls comes in and one of them says "so wait, I gotta tell you guys this story, this actually just happened...
Posted by 5ftFURY on Tue, 21 Mar 2006 01:34:00 PST