Augustus

found this plain layout at HOT FreeLayouts.com :: MyHotComments Upon further investigation I have concluded that, after all of the years I have been alive, all of the things I have experienced and despite any talents or intelligences I may possess, I am still an idiot. I still do very idiotic things and I still say really idiotic things. My New Years Resolution is not to continue to try to overcome my idiotness, but to accept it and embrace it and hopefully I may be able to live out the remainder of my years in some sort of idiotic bliss. One of my favorite bands is Jethro Tull and I am a Sci-fi/Fantasy geek, though not a very good one. I'm not even an expert in that. I am trying to become a wine expert, partially because I am fascinated with wine but mostly because I am trying to save myself from being a futureless loser with no career. And I feel like I am faking it most of the time anyway. I have no idea what is going on in the world today because I don't pay attention and I don't care and I never really have. My political and religious (funny how those two are always lumped in together) views are idiotic and based on nothing except how I feel and what makes sense to me. I don't care about educating or exposing myself to current issues or fads and so forth and soon enough I will find myself lost in a world I do not understand and stuck in some decade long since past because that is last time my long term memory really worked. I obsess over old obscure songs that no one else likes for weeks at a time and force my friends (who are patient with me because they know I am an idiot) to listen to them. Speaking of time, I waste a lot of it and then convince myself that I get nothing done because I am so busy. I am writing this not because I feel sorry for myself but because this is how I waste time and entertain myself. I think this is funny. I'm not too worried about any impression this may leave as no one really reads these anyway. So I am an idiot. I tried not to be, but now I give up. I don't feel so bad though as most of the people I know and even love are idiots in their own way.