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About Me

Myspace Layouts For Girls Only - MyGirlySpace.comUm...some quick things so you don't waste your time or mine. I am on here to move on with my life. I write daily about all the ups and downs of it at www.amyanastasia.blogspot.com It's replaced my Blog on here pretty much.I have 3 kids and they are what is most important to me, but it's time for me have a life for myself. I am trying to do that more now.(My youngest reminds me of the younger "Tristan")Besides all that, I don't like to make decisions, but will if it's necessary. When push comes to shove I am willing to fight for those I love and am a fierce fighter. My friends are everything to me. If you don't want to be my friend then do not add me just to add another to your "Myspace Harem".When you really trust someone, you have to be okay with not understanding some things. All truths are easy to understand once they are discovered; the point is to discover them. I will be honest with you but it does not entitle you to believe I am an open book. If you don't want me to be honest or you think by simply listing some expectations in my profile makes me a bitch, so be it.I'm sick of hiding who I am and being scared people won't like or love me for me. I shouldn't have to worry because it's who I am like it or not.I am a Self-Injurer and have Bipolar 1 Disorder. I hope not to relapse or lose confidence in the faith that I can stop it for good. If that bothers you or you can not deal with that, don't add me either. I may Blog about it, since it is part of me starting over and I don't need people throwing stones and being hypocrites.I have learned so much over the last year. Life is not a movie. Good guys lose. Everybody lies. And love does not conquer all. I am not a skeptic. I am quite cynical though. It is well deserved and I was not screwed over by someone and taking it out on everyone else around me. The power of accurate observation is commonly called cynicism by those who have not got it. I'm just beginning to open my eyes a lot more to the fabrications and bullshit that I've been told all of my life and refuse to tolerate it anymore.ALSO, and with all due respect...I don't like being judged. If GOD doesn't like the way I live, let him tell me, not any of you!!

My Interests

Dolphins, Cats, Crystal, Goth Fantasy, Victorian Country, Rain, Water, Music, Sex, Talking, having great friends, Candles, Night, Nature, Astrology, Travel (LOVE NAPLES, FL!!), different religions, historical romance and other good stuff!!Pixies have a bad reputation for finding a creature and clinging to them until death. Faeries can be somewhat close to a Pixie, but mostly they are loving, playful, and carry with them a child-like enthusiasm for life. Hide among the pedals of a Daisy, you ARE a Faerie.Read my VisualDNA ™ Get your own VisualDNA™

I'd like to meet:

People who KNOW me. People who have something to offer me in the way of friendship and support. People who aren't perfect and looking to mold me. Be who you are and say what you feel, because those who mind don't matter and those that matter don't mind.To smile when the only thing you can do is cry, takes bravery. To act happy and laugh when you know that times are at their worst, takes courage. To be joyous when the only good news is the best of the bad news, takes support. To be there and help others through the roughest times in life, takes LOVE...

Music:

Love Paul Simon, Billy Joel, Phil Collins, Don Henley, and a few other single performers. I also like Aerosmith, Evanescence, Reliant K and 80s/90s music basically. I'm always listening to the great stuff I missed out on hearing when I was young because of parents who blocked out MTV!! LOL!!

Movies:

Too many to list!! Usually dramas and comedies. British and Independent Films. From Disney to Kevin Smith. I have a huge genre taste that's mainly based off of how I feel when I watch them. Most historic and romantic movies, like The Count of Monte Cristo, Legends of the Fall and Tristan & Isolde, are my favorite to watch but tend to be a bit depressing.

Television:

DAYS OF OUR LIVES!!! I have watched since 1985!! Passions, Will and Grace, House, Hell's Kitchen, The Simpsons, SNL, Mad TV, The War at Home, and Family Guy. E! and Comedy Central programs. All the great BBC Britcoms like Coupling, Benny Hill, Monty Python, Absolutely Fabulous, Monarch of the Glen, Young Ones, Graham Norton, Kumars at no. 42, My Hero, My Family, Faulty Towers and more!!

Books:

I have always loved reading. There are very few authors whose writings I don't like. I also love art, photos, poetry and quotes very, very much!!

Heroes:

My Papa, the old Pope and a few close friends and others.Life, misfortunes, isolation, abandonment, poverty, are battlefields which have their heroes; obscure heroes, sometimes, greater than the illustrious heroes.~ V.Hugo

My Blog

~ Finally Done?? ~

I don't Blog much on here anymore and I'm sick of double-Blogging on my Myspace Blog and my private one. SO...if there is anything else you want to read or know about go to: http://amyanastasia.blogsp...
Posted by ~ Amy ~ on Thu, 10 May 2007 12:38:00 PST

~ "28 Days" in retrospect ~

Interesting... I mentioned a while back that in rehab we had to watch the movie "28 Days". The therapist helped us take notes on the entire film so we could recognize each incident and follow Sandra...
Posted by ~ Amy ~ on Mon, 07 May 2007 11:08:00 PST

~ The Positivity Assignment ~

The Positivity Assignment This was kind of hard to do but we had to come up with answers and try to stay positive which was very hard to do as well.If I were to write a will, the most valuable ass...
Posted by ~ Amy ~ on Mon, 07 May 2007 11:05:00 PST

~ Another Group Activity ~

I am someone who...feels...lonely, betrayed, confused and like I am impossible to deal with and love.enjoys...when my kids jump in bed to watch a movie or eat breakfast with me in the morning.believes...
Posted by ~ Amy ~ on Mon, 07 May 2007 05:20:00 PST

~ Keeps getting better & better ~

I'm being sarcastic there for the fools who don't know better... Oh, fun!! Today I had some actual contact with the outside world and interacted with people who pretended they were my friends.First,...
Posted by ~ Amy ~ on Sat, 05 May 2007 03:38:00 PST

~ Annoying Observances Over 2 Days ~

I have been having a hard time getting to the computer, up and down the stairs and drowsy as hell. Luckily, I've had someone home to help me but it's been tough.The Lasix is supposed to help my swell...
Posted by ~ Amy ~ on Sat, 05 May 2007 07:05:00 PST

~ A Little of Neil's Knowledge ~

Trust to your instinct If it's safely restrained Lightning reactions Must be carefully trained Heat of the moment Curse of the young Spit out your anger Don't swallow your tongue Stick it out Don't sw...
Posted by ~ Amy ~ on Sun, 29 Apr 2007 12:02:00 PST

~ Wonder if this is true... ~

"Every single person has at least one secret that would break your heart. If we could just remember this, I think there would be a lot more compassion and tolerance in the world"...
Posted by ~ Amy ~ on Fri, 27 Apr 2007 10:59:00 PST

~ Techniques for Self Directing and Motivating ~

1. Have specific long - and - short range goals for personal and professional development. 2. Have those goals written and visible to you each day. 3.Use your imagination to create an image of yoursel...
Posted by ~ Amy ~ on Tue, 24 Apr 2007 12:55:00 PST

~ 7 Steps ~

NOT to get preachy or anything but... Okay...so, in case I lose this form from my Group notes at the hospital, I'll write it down. It works for everyone I think.1. Identify your goal.2. Put a date o...
Posted by ~ Amy ~ on Mon, 23 Apr 2007 05:37:00 PST