The Notorious Hollywood [XXXIV]

[ in vinculis etiam audax ]

About Me

When the Storm cometh, it draws obeisance from its liege. But how shall we harness its power when the Storm breaks and the lightning fails?
I am the spirit of the Wind. Harness the Wind and it will be the strength of the Storm. Draw me to yourself and I will obey. Capture my heart and and my soul will be yours.
I've come a long way in this short life. Nearly dying on multiple occasions (having my face kicked in by a horse, and getting caught in a rockslide to name a few) has taught me a lot about what it truly is to live. Life is too short to worry about the rest of your life. I have goals and I love dreaming about the future, don't get me wrong, but just remember to take time out of your day to gaze at the clouds, or appreciate being curled up with your blankets in bed and just welcome the day. All these pretty things, God created them to remember what life really should be...
I've learned even the surest things can let you down. Faith is a hard thing to have, but getting burned shouldn't destroy it.
Love like you've never been hurt.
Give like you're always paid back.
Have faith like no one's ever betrayed you.
Hope like you've never been disappointed.
My Life: The Soundtrack
Opening credits: Soft Cell - Tainted Love (Extended Grid Remix)
Waking up: Jet - Last Chance
Average day: Remy Shand - Rocksteady
First date: Jamie Cullum - What a Difference a Day Made
Falling in love: Cami Thompson - One Touch of Heaven
Rascall Flatts - Bless the Broken Road
Love scene: Robin Guthrie - Neil's Theme
Fight scene: The Faint - How Could I Forget?
Breaking up: Basement Jaxx - Good Luck
Getting back together: John Legend - Ordinary People
Secret love: James Blunt - You're Beautiful
Life's okay: Jem - Finally Woken
Mental breakdown: Ladytron - Startup Chime
Driving:Carrie Underwood - Jesus Take the Wheel
Learning a lesson: Chung King - Following
Deep thought: Aqualung - Take Me Home
Flashback: Joss Stone - God Only Knows
Sitting alone in a bar: Tim McGraw and JoDee Messina- Bring on the Rain
Partying: Basement Jaxx - Right Here's the Spot
Happy dance: Loretta Lynn - Portland, Oregon
Regreting: Jet - Come Around Again
Long night alone: Shai - If I Ever Fall in Love
Death scene: Barbara Streisand - Gounod's Ave Maria
James Blunt - Goodbye My Lover
Enya - How Can I Keep From Singing?
Closing credits: Dido - White Flag (Al B. Rich)

The Perfect Lover

Milan, to welcome you.
If only for a moment.
Sorento, to charm you.
Swept off your feet.
Rome, to embrace you.
Close to the heart.
When you love,
You love in Italy.
Throw a coin, or two...
A promise to keep.
Italy, to love you.
A promise I'll keep.
~Fin~

My Interests

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boys, music, bondage, flowers, opera, theatre, piano, singing, the smell of rain, cuddling, dancing, running, getting lost in the woods, soccer, basketball, snowboarding, getting caught in the rain, writing, hip-hop, reading

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Which Archangel Are You?

Rafael
You are Rafael, the angel of healing. You heal the sick and stricken, and are the kindest of the angels. Your color is green, your direction is North, and your element is Wind.

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What will your dream boyfriend be like?

Your dream boyfriend will be a firefighter. This strong and courageous man will protect you and treat you right. He is always loyal and reliable and of course, VERY HOT! you will be with him for a long time.
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I'd like to meet:

Anyone and everyone..

If you have an interesting story, or are a living one.. hit me up. xo

Music:

AMY FUCKING WINEHOUSE!!, Sting, Joss Stone, Basement Jaxx, Billie Holiday, Gavin deGraw, Beyonce, John Legend, Gorillaz, The Killers, Coldplay, Goldfrapp, Jem, Norah Jones, Ella Fitzgerald, Pink, Joss Stone, The Ramones, The Postal Service, Lauryn Hill, Madonna, John Mayer, Jessica Simpson, Britney Spears, Cake, Aphex Twin, The Beatles, Dimitri From Paris, Portishead, Ladytron, Tones on Tail, Pizzicato Five, Guster, Busta Rhymes, Missy Elliot, The Fugees, Etta James, The Verve, Christina Aguilera, Rascall Flatts, Sheryl Crow, Dixie Chicks, Sixpence None The Richer, Beck, Queen, Danii Minogue, Kylie Minogue, DJ Teisto, DJ Scooter, Lords of Acid, Victoria Beckham, Janet Jackson, Cabaret Voltaire, Fan 3, Halou, DJ Mystik, Jet, Suicidal Tendencies, Annie Lennox, Crystal Method, Alicia Keys, InGrid, The Faint, Gwen Stefani, Hollywood Undead, Aqualung, James Blunt, Elton John, Shai, Five for Fighting

Movies:

DEATH TO THE SUPERMODELS, Hair Show, Moonstruck, Legally Blonde 2, Amelie, Triplets of Belleville, Confessions of a Teenage Drama Queen, Saw, A Clockwork Orange, 54, Party Monster, Priscilla Queen of the Desert, River of No Return, Life or Something Like It, The Others, The Ring, Evita, Charlie's Angels 1 and 2, Footloose, Donnie Darko, Chicago, Kill Bill 1 and 2, An Officer and a Gentleman, Some Like it Hot, Norma Jean, Norma Rae, Murphy's Romance, Rules of Attraction, The Stepford Wives, Ringu

Television:

MATLOCK, PERRY MASON, Will & Grace, Lovespring International, Family Guy, The Simpsons, Nip/Tuck, CSI, CSI: Miami, NCIS, JAG, Cold Case, Frasier, The Untold Stories of the ER, Iron Chef, The Nanny, The Golden Girls

Books:

Oedipus Rex, The Odyssey, Mein Kampf, The Prince, The Holy Bible, Ecce Homo, The Metamorphosis, Steppenwolf, The Last Temptation of Christ, The Calling, Candide, War and Peace, The I Ching, Tao Te Ching,

Heroes:

Hilary Swank, Friedrich Nietzsche, Alexander Pushkin, Franz Kafka, Sarah Kane, Raymond Burr, Tyra Banks, Rachel McAdams, AMY WINEHOUSE

My Blog

[ i could sing you.. ]

It's amazing how fast time flies. Less than 5 months left during my reign and looking forward, it's going to come faster than I know it. I've met so many wonderful people and seen so many amazing thin...
Posted by The Notorious Hollywood [XXXIV] on Fri, 30 May 2008 08:00:00 PST

MadTv - Wizard of Oz (Alternate Ending)

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Posted by The Notorious Hollywood [XXXIV] on Wed, 06 Feb 2008 08:24:00 PST

[ if you believe.. ] a recap

I figure it's time for a non-wrist-slitting, depressing, emo blog.SO.If you ever get a chance to go on a road trip with two trannies, and an empress... DO IT. I had so much fun with FFF (Fiona Flash F...
Posted by The Notorious Hollywood [XXXIV] on Wed, 30 Jan 2008 11:00:00 PST

[ i wish... ]

i wish i could paint a picture and show how i really felt inside.i wish there was someway to get everything from deep within me... outexplode in colorthe times when i just want to get on a plane and f...
Posted by The Notorious Hollywood [XXXIV] on Tue, 15 Jan 2008 11:33:00 PST

[ i HATE gemzar! ]

So, if you look at my profile, you see I work at NW Cancer Specialists. Part of my time is spent mixing chemotherapy. Well, I was opening a shipment.. took out this bag containing a vial of gemzar (ge...
Posted by The Notorious Hollywood [XXXIV] on Wed, 21 Mar 2007 11:00:00 PST

[ the watchful eye.. ]

...all this comes in my life to shift my point of view.you're so far away, but in my own mind, you're just over the next mountaini can hear you crying in the night for memy very being aches because i ...
Posted by The Notorious Hollywood [XXXIV] on Mon, 05 Feb 2007 11:41:00 PST

[ i won't be following ]

i'm hungry for familiarhunger for a time machinethe comforts of home are goneburned.. they lie in piles of ashesa broken piano with its ivory keys strewn aboutno longer able to produce musicdead to th...
Posted by The Notorious Hollywood [XXXIV] on Sat, 30 Dec 2006 08:44:00 PST

[ the reformation ]

a stark realizationi am not myselfsoon to bebut not am.(that's for you, shai)my peoplemy peoplei search within to findsomethingsomething of validityof virtueof worthmore than just a visageit is this s...
Posted by The Notorious Hollywood [XXXIV] on Wed, 13 Sep 2006 08:55:00 PST

[ omega ]

my commentary on gay culture. something inside me kicks like a bastardsmoke another faghave another drinksteal another thouthievery makes you feel goodwho wants to live in povertyof the soulfucking p...
Posted by The Notorious Hollywood [XXXIV] on Wed, 26 Jul 2006 11:52:00 PST

[ hide and seek ]

i see the infinite beyondstars pass me as the world is left behindthe past flashes before mei find myself in darknessultimateunendingall encompassingdarkness.i stand at a precipicedare i move forwardd...
Posted by The Notorious Hollywood [XXXIV] on Wed, 26 Jul 2006 11:12:00 PST