Michelle - ProfilesArchive

About Me

Unusual events, interesting situations, heartache, joy, insanity, bodily fluids (realistically & perhaps most importantly) and time maturing have made me the wonderful, enigmatic woman known as Michelle (picked out of a hat by sailors- the name, not the woman)! Hard times make the biggest impression on a character- I imagine some brooding component deep in my subconcious craves these, weaving into my reality dastardly, improbable moments of misfortune to strengthen my character (or to have a merry little giggle to itself in that deep, dark, lonely part of my brain where no other manifestation dare go). It's good to look back and laugh though!

Existence should be as alluring, gratifying, magnificent or generally bizarre as it can be. When it gets insipid or monotonous I feel as if my vital life essence is being sucked out of every orifice by some unseen hell beast, manifested from the depths of the most viciously disturbed mental patients worst nightmare! On that cheery note I'd like to remind you to always look on the bright side (there always is one, even if you can't see it yourself)!
Unnecessary grotesque violence doesn't get my endorsement although as an artistic concept it holds great appeal! It does no good to hide these feelings, neither is it good to abuse some poor soul in your vicinity just because they happen to be there! Creating images from the minds eye is a great release for the creator. It's a window to the soul- a means of expressing real hurt, anger, malice or pain without oppressing others or even your very self. Unleash your Inner Demon on canvas or clay! Let it breath smoke and flame upon its bare victim, bringing it's own life and lust into reality for all to see! Make someone like me smile!

My Interests

live music & performances, motorbikes, dancing, films, art (of all kinds), tattoos, camping, zombies... you know, the usual...

I'd like to meet:

Sheri Moon Zombie, Bill Bailey, Bill Hicks, Benicio Del Toro, Tim Burton, Giger- all those who've earned my respect for their work... the garbage men who remove our waste... the suffragettes who wrote "votes for women" on golf courses and the likes using their own urine (womens pee's a natural herbicide, by the way)...

Music:

Pink Floyd, the Moody Blues, the Doors, Jimi Hendrix- loads of stuff like that. Cab Calloway, RATM, Gorillaz, Captain Beefheart, Smashing Pumpkins, SOAD, Grunge, Blues, Ragtime, Soul, Jazz...

Movies:

Sin City, Amelie, Way of the Gun, Natural Born Killers, Nightmare Before Christmas, Big Fish, Dog Soldiers, Dogma, The Devils Rejects, Big Daddy, Fargo, Desperado, 28 Days Later, Old Boy, Ichi the Killer, Willow, Buffalo 66, Monty Python(s)... endless list of favourite films!

Television:

It can burn in hell!
(admittedly... I like Family Guy, Scrubs, Ren & Stimpy- that kinda thing)

Books:

One Flew Over the Cuckoo's Nest, Terry Pratchets Discworld books, The Pianist, anything by Roald Dahl- especially his "grown- up" stuff!

My Blog

Dark

Dead where it matters, nothing to give.Undeserving, ingrateful, inflicting sufferingOn every unfortunate being who might live.A pain so great it swells from the core,Splitting and bursting the heart a...
Posted by Michelle on Wed, 26 Dec 2007 02:17:00 PST

Just a thought

Realisation! A luscious thought.Inside my being these urges are stirring,Disturbing my pattern of thinking.A thought! I thought that thoughtWould not be thought of for longer.It slyly made its way ins...
Posted by Michelle on Wed, 24 Oct 2007 04:35:00 PST

You

The lifting of my heart and soul,The world you shared inside me,The dreams, the love, the joy, the lifeMeans nothing to me now.Your passion I thought burned for me,Warm feeling of eternity.You were my...
Posted by Michelle on Wed, 26 Sep 2007 03:35:00 PST

Smiles

The dawn sun bursts into my dreams.I awake with it's warmth on my face.Breath deep.She lay's undisturbed beside me,Breathing lightly in her peaceful sleep.I kiss her, breathing in her scent,Caressing ...
Posted by Michelle on Wed, 30 May 2007 02:41:00 PST

Blinded

Crawling through the darknessDragging the heavy body, chasing my soul.Hoping to be bound once again with my true being,To feel those emotions- overwhelming joy,Inner calm, sanctuary.Hauling the shell ...
Posted by Michelle on Wed, 30 May 2007 02:17:00 PST

Death, The Running Legs Man

They call him Death- that's the name of the Running Legs Man.He never stops- he goes on and onPowered by eternity and the need of thousands;The souls who cling to him for salvation.He never tires.The...
Posted by Michelle on Tue, 24 Apr 2007 10:34:00 PST

Take a look...

The eyes are the window to the soul, they say;The one place exposing what lies beneath the shell of flesh,Showing love, upset, hurt and empathy to all who dare to see it.My eyes are open.Within them f...
Posted by Michelle on Thu, 12 Apr 2007 11:10:00 PST