I do art to keep my sanity. Many people drink, drug and hold other sorts of vices that prove ultimately detrimental to their outcomes and that is why I have adopted art again because I haven't done work in YEARS.
Please check out the link to see what I'm talking about.
http://www.noxsabbatum.deviantart.com
My favorite artists are Clive Barker (he'll surprise you), Dan Seagrave, Jofra or Jophra?, Larkin Art, Tim Vigil, Z. Beksinski, HR Giger and Alex Grey.
My favorite directors or writers are Clive Barker, Carlos Batts, and David Cronenberg.
My favorite authors are Clive Barker, Elmore Leonard, William S. Burroughs, some Stephen King, HP Lovecraft and cheesy ass Dean Koontz (wtf is a koontz)?
The bands that trully had an impression on me are:
SLAYER, Cult of Daath, Goreaphobia, Autopsy and Crucifier, Profanatica, and Ripping Corpse or Human Remains.
And the rest note worthy of an honorable mention are:
Absu, A.C., Archgoat, Bathory, Black Witchery, Blasphemy, old Brujeria, Burnt by the Sun (better direction from their HR days but can’t stand the singer, Contrivisti, Corpse Molestation, old Cradle of Filth, Crimson Moon, Crematory, Damonacy, old Demoncy, Danzig, old Death, Deathspell Omega, old Deicide (Amon), Dim Mak, old Dismember, Grave, Hoodswhite (no KKK shit), Iconoclast demo (Italy), Immolation, Impiety, Imprecation, some Incantation, Infernal Dominion, Killing Addiction, King Diamond, Liers in Wait, Marduk, Mercyful Fate, Misfits, old Morbid Angel, some Mortician, Mortuary Drape, My Dying Bride, Necrovore, Nibiru, Nile, Nocturnus, Nuclear Death, Order From Chaos, Phantasm, (Mass) Psychosis, Samhain, Shub-Niggurath, Sabbat, Sigh, Suffocation, Venom, Von, Weverin, Witch Tomb and many, many more. Hell, there's bands that were around that I'd even never heard of.
I used to be into hip hop and rap (as many blacks are and figure I should be too) and though I was lucky to be apart of the movement during a good time, that isn't my thing.
MY FAVORITE MOVIES ARE:
A History of Violence, Alucarda, An American Werewolf in London, Angel Heart, Assault on Precinct 13 (original), Big Trouble in little China, Cannibal Holocaust, Captain Chromos, C.H.U.D., Conan (both movies), Dawn of the Dead and the remake, Day of the Dead, Dolls, Deep Cover, Deep Red, Deep Rising, Deepstar Six, Dracula’s Widow, Dust Devil, Eastern Promises, Fright Night, From Beyond, Glory, Hellraiser 1 and 2, Hardware, Henry, The Howling 1, 2, 3 and 4, Inferno, Interview with the Vampire, Jacob’s Ladder, La Bete, La Setta, Legend, Lemora, Leviathan, Lipstick, Logan’s Run, Lord of Illusions, Million Dollar Baby, Naked Lunch, Near Dark, Nightbreed, Night of the Demons, One Flew over the Coocoo’s nest, Pirates of the Caribbean, Possession, Race with the Devil, Re-Animator and Beyond Re-Animator, Return of the Jedi, Ronin, Satanico Pandemonium, Scanners, Sleepy Hollow, Star Wars, Susperia, The 9th Gate, The Church, The Deadly Spawn, The Devil Rides Out, The Dirty Dozen, The Empire Strikes Back, The Return of the Living Dead (classic), The Warriors, TCM 1 and 2, To Live and Die in LA, Trauma, Waxworks, The Wicker Man (Hammer) and Willow. Uh, I don't really watch Television...at all.
I am single but would like to meet the right person. My type of female is that docile, potite persona kind of female, a woman cultured or nerdy like plays violin or do theatre dancing or something like that. That really gets my dick hard. My ex wife was like that but more gothy and I don't know what the hell happened.
Anyway, I don't like going out to shows be it whatever music, I don't like bars or pool halls but like to go out to bookstores, buy coffee; stuff like that.
Not that I'm made of money because I'm not but I love to spend money, I mean if I like you (be it family member or one who plays with my member) I'd spoil you if I can.
My racial preference for a female(of course I'd have one) would be Spanish be they 'Latina' or 'Chicana' and I'll tell you why. Hispanic woman to me are the epitome of lust and desire. God or the inefferable name created many woman before the Hispanic woman but when he made the Hispanic woman, he had perfected his craft!
Hispanic woman are sexy, they exude it and I don't care that they are known to shit out liters of pups, but they are faithful, cook, excellent lovers and mothers and even when they gain pounds, they're still sexy or that unlike many woman out there, they aren't afraid to get poundy.
I don't mess with white females because there's too much bullshit with that. The world is too problematic and Arayan/Anglo-Saxon's are so Racist, they are pathetic and crippled. Most are too pasty for my taste though I don't mind turning my head when I see a red head-don't ask. And I would look forward towards fucking the older ones up their asses. Someone uptight like neo-Victorian or something like that but generally speaking, like everything, white females in general DO NOT match up to the kind of hype that their men have stigmatized on all other men throughout the years with the slogans and standards of their businesses in trade.
I also don't dig black females either because a typical sister has an attitude and that is a TURN OFF!
Let me pose a question or two if I may?
One: You have the most desireable features, the most fertile and most voluptuous of forms, you have the most strongest spirit in the world, you can withstand pain and adversity because struggle is your middle name, and yet you're mad or salty for no reason-what the fuck is wrong with you?
And even if I could put the attitude aside, no sister dig anybody into devilish things or a devil itself.
Two: I know that you know that I know that you don't feel me, but yet, when you are in a place where I'm at and a white girl or a Chinese girl comes by why do you eye me down to see if I'd look at them-what is that and NO that's not rhetorical because if I don't pass your internal check points of what constitutes one to be a brotha, why does that go out the window when Lucy Liu or Mandy Moore comes skipping by? And Mandy and Lucy know what's up because they're not stupid and being females, they'll stick to build more pressure to the situation.
I don't like ignorant ass negros. Most brothers are full of shit and are proud and arrogant of this fact. They know everything and yet do nothing, worth while. We live in a racist system, a racist world, and racist country and the hunt is still on but you don't do anything to help rise against. Yet you figure you don't like me because I'm suppose to act like you but I don't. I used to because I thought I should but that was a lie. But, in the subjective world of your lie, it declares if I ain't hood, I ain't D-why would I want to be D, suck my D.
Many black men complain about racism or how whites do us, yet we let them come into our world, take our culture, do what they do with it and complain about that. ANd only when a brotha get's killed by police is when the black community comes together. Nobody owes you anything but do I need to tell you that? What I want to tell you; what you need to know is you have your priorities fucked up. I am not your enemy, nor am I lesser or beneath you. You don't like me, you don't relate-cool. But in the end of the day, I will be in the office chair doing what I do, while you will be the janitor cleaning my office, asking me for a hook up and if I do give you a hook up like this brotha from the other day, you do nothing with it. There's nothing wrong with being a janitor ESPECIALLY if you own, run and operate a cleaning business but what I mean by bringing that up is that chances are you'd fuck that up by dirty drug tests or stealing or something DUMB. The world labels you something low, filthy and animalistic and you MAKE it true and that fucks it up for the REST OF US.
One of my pet peeves beside tartar on the teeth is RACISM-you know why? Racism says to me, you can't because of something you can not help and because of that, I have to go round back ways and or work thrice as harder than the next because of it.
Also, I hate anybody who is not white act white. This is what I mean, if you're born around white people or grow up around them that's one thing, I don't mock you for that. But there are people who let's just say when they get an authoratative position be it a job as a supervisor, a cop or what have you, they enforce racial policy on other non-whites. You got it twisted and you need to straighten it out before you get choked by it.
Typically though many write me off as crazy but I feel this is from two factions. Faction 1 stems from ignorant, mundane types who use the word crazy to define me because they can't fathom my depths, I'm too much for them-you know. Faction 2 is similar to faction but who've I let into my world to a point and they didn't like what they've seen like my ex-wife.
But I'd like to meet anyone who listens much and talks little and when they do speak, they take the time to reflect off of what they've heard before saying anything.
The kind of books I am into or the ones that get my goat are Traditional but mostly modern accounts of Occult literature stemming from an LHP point of view. To be honest, I just need a few more of Grant's work, and the Azoetia and my collection would be complete and 'Essays in Satanism' does look good too.
My hero would be Peter North because I want to shoot like that guy.
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