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Summer

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About Me


Im the lead singer/song writer in a band called Vampyre Heart, feel free to check out our band page
www.myspace.com/666vampyreheart
Hi welcome to my space!
Were do I start; I’m a Medium, a Spiritual Guidance Counsellor. My life has been one long fast lane; there have been times in my life where even I had problems keeping up with myself! But along this long endless road I came to realise that life is a Journey not a destination and that we should learn from the steps we take, that every bad day is a lesson we learn from, and every good day is a smile that we sleep on. Our lives our made up of memories and these we should keep close to our hearts, we should treat others in the same way we would like to be treated ourselves, for every sunset there is a sunrise, for every pain in our soul there is a time to heal and for every heart ache there is a love that will lift you up higher then you could possibly imagine.
I came from a poor family, and my parents worked all the hours they could, my brothers looked out for me, yet by the time I was 15, I was a wild child. Forget rebel with a cause I was referred to as rebel with out one. My father had a temper that was so out of control; I still hear my mums sobs as she cried herself to sleep she stayed with him for the sake of the 3 of us. My brothers looked out for me, but by the time I was 16 my family had fallen apart. My mum found the strength to leave, and my brothers moved on in a direction only known to them. Me, well the world was my oyster, being on the edge wasn't enough, I hung over the edge. If there was trouble my name had to be on it, the fastest car I was in it, the meanest bike I was on the back of it; for the longest time I felt unstoppable, the terror in my soul made me feel invincible, only the adrenaline kept me going with the power of feeling alive.
For 6 years I lived in more places then I care to remember, in and out of jobs like they were going out of fashion. I’ve had my heart ripped out, torn apart, and stamped on, but rose above it and moved on. Some people said I was as cold as ice, but for the longest time I felt like a punching bag. I’d built a brick wall that no one could get through, it was cool to be fit and good looking. I had the perfect figure when I walked into a club heads would turn, I was a wild child like no other, the girl your parents warned you about, i miss those days, time has passed and i got older, i wish i still had that perfect figure but hey lifes a highway and my soul a car !
So for all you girls out there - don't we know it !
To be continued………… read My Blogs !

My Interests

I love to write poetry. Feel free to read My Blogs and leave your comments about my poems. Would love to hear your feed back.
I have a Siberian Husky called Shadow, she's amazing and we walk down the river every morning it's so calm and peaceful; it calms the stress of getting the three kids to school !I also love writing poetry, maybe one day I will have it published, that’s my dream.
I also love riding my cruiser; the sound of the bike and the wind through my hair- moments to die for!

I'd like to meet:




nine inch.


Type O Ne..


Papa Roach


Candlebox




The LoveC.


Crossfade


Bon Jovi


The Mission




HeLLeR



Pink



Meat Loaf



PUDDLE OF.




TIN OMEN


Nightwish



gODHEAD



DISTURBED




Linkin Park



Journey



Eminem



3 Doors Down




Deny The Sun



Fevertree



Fates War..



STAIND




Ministry



Within Te..



Goo Goo D.



THE CALLING




vnv nation



HEARTSBANE



Dead Can .



Alex Band




Last Crack



Tommy Lee



Joe Brutto



PLACE4TEARS




Tracer



The Pseud..



The Faces..



RazorBlad.




endanger


FALL OUT BOY


Blutengel


LOU BONNIO




Music:

I Love music, I listen to everything that has a meaning and comes from the heart, a true song that touches your soul. Just can’t get enough of it.
VAMPYRE HEART, VNV NATION, THE LOVE CRAVE, THE PSEUDO PHILOSOPHERS, LACUNA COIL, LEAVES EYES, MESH, GOTHMINISTER, TYPE O NEGATIVE, TIN OMEN, OZZY OSBOURNE, BLACK LABEL SOCIETY, THEATRE OF TRAGEDY, BLACK AUDIO, FACES OF SARAH, CRADLE OF FILTH, FILEDS OF THE NEPHILIM, TRIVIUM, TOOL, HIM, LINKIN PARK, METALLICA, EVANESCENCE, EMILIE SIMON

Books:


An Absent Soul
The rising of the terror
Pounded in my blood
Beneath my veins hides no pain
Yet I feel so lost
In the depths of my own cry
My silent tears
So blind to an absent soul
Nothing compares to my hidden past
Or this untold future
But still I walk this path of life
Hoping to make it to the other side
For all those people's paths I cross
I live and let live
To see it through
Day by day so hard to take
To drain the life from this absent soul
An absent soul that has nowhere to go.
No More Fight
Time stood still and I took a step back
Looked at what I had become
But I didn’t know who I saw
Somewhere along the road I had lost myself
Who was I, who had I become
A hermit trapped inside I child so wild
For time stood still and froze my heart
Complete turmoil my mind bursting apart
Solitude I ran too but no comfort to this pain
But darkness fell and coldness I felt
A love once true was now so black and blue
The silence of his unspoken words
Became the agony of my soul
I beckoned upon my knees
For a compromise to come
But life past by with out a sound
The darkness is all around
As my river run dry so did I
No more do I cry in the night
For my silenced voice is now with out a fight

Heroes:

My Mum - She went through hell and back to give me a life and make me into the person I am now. A White-witch passed down through generation, she gave her gift to me! This I am truly thankful for; she never judged me always stood by me, she let me make my own mistakes and taught me to learn from them, a gift no child should be with out.

My Blog

Fate

Fate Fate is fate we can't change that Maybe just cushion the blow Of what life throws at us To hold my head high To fight this battle against myself To be undivided with these emotions That coil de...
Posted by Summer on Sun, 02 Mar 2008 05:05:00 PST

Sunset

Sunset Through the trees I saw the sunset Then rise again Another night Had come to an end Through pain and sorrow The tears they flow But still a scar in my soul Reaching out for a cure Life on t...
Posted by Summer on Tue, 08 Jan 2008 08:37:00 PST

Standing On My Own

Standing on my Own There comes a time in life When you must learn To stand on your own To be undivided within yourself To learn to deal with life's troubles And make your own choices I once heard th...
Posted by Summer on Tue, 08 Jan 2008 08:26:00 PST

I Can Leave It Now

I can leave it now I can leave it now And maybe I'll taste life  Like I tasted you You're arching back High speed mind Never again Will our legs entwine? We had some fun We had some laughs We ...
Posted by Summer on Tue, 08 Jan 2008 08:12:00 PST

Heart Of Stone

Heart of Stone You're a unique guy With a heart of gold But through a love You turned to stone Once bitten Twice shy Now you lay down Your way of life The value of money You understand Through all...
Posted by Summer on Sun, 06 Jan 2008 04:44:00 PST

Do I Remember

Do I Remember     Do I remember? Yes I remember I remember it Like it was yesterday The smell of the air The clouds  The sunsets The beach So long in the distance I remember your tou...
Posted by Summer on Sat, 05 Jan 2008 03:23:00 PST

From My Grave

From My Grave In this life it seems so bold These memories which I hold A life once free now bleeding me Tarring at my soul The emptiness takes its toll The loneliness drowns me whole A crowded house...
Posted by Summer on Sat, 05 Jan 2008 02:49:00 PST

Let You Go

Let you go In my mind I feel your rage It's boiling up inside The love you gave it fades away Within this land of mine The pressure seems to tare me apart Head in hands I've had enough Someone ...
Posted by Summer on Sat, 05 Jan 2008 02:39:00 PST

The Fires of Hell

The Fires of Hell Sometimes we need to ride  Through the fires of hell  To reach our destiny So why is this journey?  A long and painful one? For life's long tortures I see no end To...
Posted by Summer on Fri, 21 Dec 2007 12:43:00 PST

The face in the mirror

The face in the mirror A reflection  Of what I had become To love what I now see To embrace the beauty Of what I now know Within the depth Of life's long road I can now  Sleep in peace Hel...
Posted by Summer on Thu, 29 Nov 2007 03:11:00 PST