☀★lolly★☀

hola, and welcome... i'm lolly“To have one's individuality completely ignored is like being pushed quite out of life--like being blown out as one blows out a light.” hello, welcome to my world...i hope u will stick around?I am me. Take me as I am. If you don't like it, Go fuck yourself. I May Hate Myself In The Morning (for falling in love tonight) me..you..and everyone we know.. Music,Sunday Dinners, spinning in dark corners, drinking cider and black,touching my hair,touching your hair, talking rubbish(mostly when drunk),any food that makes your breath smell!,piercings,playing darts in old mens pubs,falling to the ground,being naked outside when its raining haha!!never done it though!!..give me time and some one to do it with!!i have a problem holding on to the things that were...instead of embracing the things that are or will be...not to say that all things that were are not worth holding on to...but when you let those things take over your thoughts about people and your experiences with those people is when it tends to become deterimental....things are not how they used to be....they are how they are...no matter how much one or both of you try to make it so...sometimes you don't notice until its all changed so much its almost incomprehensible...call it the point of no return...unless the bond is or was strong enough...which for my sake and sanity i hope it is or was...because frankly, i'm having a hard time coping with the fact that that time has passed...friendship is golden and should be cherished...but sometimes we take friendships for granted without realizing it...which i guess is the point of taking things for granted...it's not anyone's fault but time....time did this...and only time can undo it...i'm getting ready to have a lot of time...i just hope that the people i'm referring to read this and realize they need to spend some time too."I can't understand why a man I'm so crazy about takes such a fiendish delight in tormenting me." --bette davis "Dearest, I think you're the lowest thing that ever crawled, but as long as I can reach out and get my hands on you, no other man will ever touch me."........... that's all...it's late..."i was going nowheregoing nowhere fast.drowning in my memories,living in the past." - Jared Letopeople who don't use and abuse, people who want friendship for keeps, people grown up enough to help me rather than hinder me..people who mean what they say and say what they mean....-I love reading comments about the stuff I make documenting how shite things get and entertaining others with my unique way of looking at things. . .i'm told i should write a novel. It's fiction centering around the seedy underbelly of fame and glamour, often including lurid scenes of sex and violence. Fishnets is doing the diagrams, it also features a self help section. This will make me the next JKRowling and I can happily retire into hermit like obscurity surrounded by pretty things like the chandeliers they hav in the new BHS cafe in the Cascades Shopping Centre, Portsmouth. Little things are big things.me : " things could be worse, u cud be the wino...ur hair's fake, ur liver looks like george best,ur husbandless, on crank, and ur best ally is the world's biggest smackhead"vicky: "And ur probably gonna end up in the slammer...suddenly I feel cheered..""the dvd keeps pickling" (pixelating?)"i'm gonna hide.They can all take a cardboard cut out of me instead""Thats just a mere blip in my evermore complicated sitcom of a life.""lolly, ur brain is like a snow storm"...................................................... .....
lolly --

[noun]:

A dictator

'What did your name mean in ancient times?' at QuizGalaxy.comme you and everyone we know.......
lollyfizz --

[noun]:

A beat poet working the streets

'How will you be defined in the dictionary?' at QuizGalaxy.com-I want to read many,many books but I don't have time. -I think that we should talk less and say more. -If you want to change the world you have to change yourself first. -Some of my favourite movies are Amelie,Memento,Eternal sunshine of the spotless mind,Cruel intentions,Children of men. -If you think we have a lot in common feel free to add me.I love new friends. -I am constantly searching for meaning...in everything.If I find it I'll be sure to let you know! -And remember...Always wear sunscreen!-Music,cinema,tv and books are my life. -I believe in fate but I think that our choices define our destiny. -I have butterfly tattoos and stars in my eyes-I am kind and discreet.Ok maybe not that discreet -I tend to be a bit lazy. -I have a few friends but I love them very much. -I can be ironic but never rude. -I am the first to admit my faults. -I love writing and I write poems when I am depressed. -I would really like to write a novel one day..people who won't chuck me away when i show emotion and feeling. Ex boyriends need not apply... maybe just..YOUI would drive on to the end with you A liquor store or two keeps the gas tank full And I feel like there's nothing left to do But prove myself to you and we'll keep it running Once, as my heart remembers, all the stars were fallen embers. Once, when night seemed forever I was with you. Once, in the care of morning in the air was all belonging. Once, when that day was dawning I was with you. How far we are from morning, how far are we and the stars shining through the darkness, falling in the air. Once, as the night was leaving into us our dreams were weaving. Once, all dreams were worth keeping. I was with you. Once, when our hearts were singing, I was with you.

I'd love sleep and some glitter thank you. The best you ever had Is just a memory and those dreams Weren't as daft as they seem Not as daft as they seem My love when you dream them up Oh, where did you go? Where did you go? Where did you go? Woah. Falling about You took a left off last laugh lane You were just sounding it out You're not coming back again.one day..i'd like to dance with my father.. FUCK. How did i get to thirty?30? How? I wanna stamp my foot and demand answers from someone!! Now i long for Yesterday! I'm still same the same fuckd up teenager iv always been..those of u close to me wil have enduring experience of that... i still hava soft spot for take that, i still wana be madonna in desperately seeking susan, i still get my knickers hoisted with my tights a la courtney love, i'm still on my conquest to rock and roll stardom, and this time next year rodders ill be playin stadiums! ha who am i kidding. Plus..somehow i got to this age and only just discovered the Krispy Kreme . Shocking.men in pink It's all about me, you, and everyone we know. "Im the icing on the cake, Im the secret ingredient youre missing!Music is what keeps me alive in this crazy world of pain and the unknown. I've met angels,demons,lovers,crazies,mentalists,manics,sadists and addicts& i wouldn't change what i've seen and done in a second. I've walked full circle and come out the other side sparkling. I always forgive, but never forget, and i've often laid in trenches where i might have been in the gutter, but i've been looking up the skirts of the stars... I've got the scars and ink that tarnish a past decorated with love that hurts like no other. I've seen u in your black and whites. If you let me, i'll rescue you tooi am like no other i dont want to be part of your collection. message me before you add me.otherwise i wont accept you. unless you have nice shoes or i fancy you. I'm Lollance, and u can call me anything other than LOU......I answer to pretty much anything apart from that..( i reserve the right to come shit on ur face it u dare)get on your dancing shoes., theres one thing on your mind. I bet that u look good on the dancefloor...i really wanna see u bodypop! get on ur dancin SHOES!!!!!!!!Johnny Depp, junk food...SUBWAY!, pop art, raleigh choppers, boys with piercings, all things retro, my spikey dog, tabitha my little pussy, frank the feral feline music festivals, losin my flipflops crowdsurfin at gigs, vodka, smoking, chocolate and absinthe-not always together!I once got sooo muddy at glasto i blew up the washing machine,i love my bed,makin clothes, jewellery, socks, Andy Warhol, Black and White photography, terry richardson, Monet, Dali, Coca Cola, Thailand, NYC, music playin, singin, listenin..Gettin my rocks off yer my rocks off honey, ART, wasting my money on Ebay, Lusting over bad boys I can't have, Saving $ for my Jimmy Choos UNsuccessfully!Hello Kitty, charity shops, My guitar, my piano, bonsai trees, killing bonsai trees, Y fronts with polka dots..The colour red...esp hot red lipstick on ur collar! The smell of leather drives me in..sane and i bark like a dog, vintage clothes i cannae afford, TopShop Oxford Circus, amaretto and Coke(tastes like dr pepper) Lying my way on to guest lists, wishing i was lucky yer i was wishing i was lucky,dying my hair | ugly shoes | painting random things | old vinyls | escaping | lipstick | tattoos | geeky guys | dancing to cheesy 80s music | late night phone calls | cutting my hair in themirror,I like...that I own far too many clothes, getting serenaded, Long hair on boys, my slide on going left, christmas lights, boys who sit with there legs crossed, my favorite vintage coats, knee boots, sexual tension, photo booths, the innocence of a child, mushrooms,hot baths, pin up girls, candlelit rooms, being beckoned back to bed, physical flaws and imperfections, handwritten letters, Sincere gestures, winks or kisses from afar, the smell of vintage stores, tattoos, accents,eyes that meet one another in a crowded room, women who dress like Jackie O, old vintage convertibles, walking on the beach at 4am, to my beautiful friends...i love you allI AM A SCARLET REDHEAD but a natural blonde! SHOES!!!!!!!!Johnny Depp, junk food...SUBWAY!, pop art, raleigh choppers, boys with piercings, all things retro, my spikey dog, tabitha my little pussy, frank the feral feline music festivals, losin my flipflops crowdsurfin at gigs, vodka, smoking, chocolate and absinthe-not always together!I once got sooo muddy at glasto i blew up the washing machine i love my bed makin clothes, jewellery, socks, Andy Warhol, Black and White photography, terry richardson, terryworld Monet, Dali, Coca Cola, Thailand, NYC, music playin, singin, listenin..Gettin my rocks off yer my rocks off honey, ARTMy finger tips are holding onto the cracks in our foundations and I Know i should let go..but I can't..my favourite quotes"It's boil-in-the-bag perversion for sexually repressed accountants and first year drama students with too many posters of Betty Blue, The Blues Brothers, Big Blue and Blue Velvet on their blue bloody walls!" (Tim, on the Timewarp,SPACED)