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Spacegirl

If death meant just leaving the stage long enough to change costume and come back as a new character

About Me

I like loud music.
I like to smoke.
I use bad language.
I like to get my way,
but sometimes its fun to give in.
Turtles make me smile.
Tattoos and piercings turn me on.
I dont trust anyone but myself.
I can do anything I set my mind on.
I hate ignorant people,
yet sometimes I like to act ignorant.
I daydream a lot.
Sometimes I cry for no reason.
I pay attention to EVERYTHING.
I dont have a lot of friends.
I like it that way.
People get annoyed with me easily.
I love thunderstorms.
I love the color purple.
I hate the color yellow.
I have no direction anymore.
I am a walking contradiction.
I am afraid of being alone.
I am afraid of the dark.
I am jaded and bitter.
People dont really like me.
I dont care.
I am not the girl you take home to meet your mother.
I like to push everything to the edge.
I learn my lessons the hard way EVERY time.
I dont believe in love at first sight,
prince charming, or finding Mr. Right
I miss my purple Thunderbird.

My Interests

analyzing my life, annoying everyone, art, bad habits, bad poetry, bad television, beating people up, being a freak, being a loser, being alone, being lost, being obnoxious, bisexual, biting my nails, blaming others, blood, bondage, breaking things, cannibals, catching aliens, cats, chasing butterflies, chasing ducks, chubby girls, climbing trees, cold, collecting souls, complaining, confusion, crying, cursing the world, daydreaming, death, debi, depression, double clicking my mouse, drawing, dreaming, drinking, driving in circles, driving really fucking fast, fairy tales, fear, fetish, freaking people out, frost, funker_a, getting lost on purpose, gnomes, going to court, guys with long hair, harsh opinions, hatred, heavy metal, hitting on girls, horror movies, immature men, inner turmoil, jack daniels, jersey, kissing girls, laughing at myself, laughing at others, looking for rainbows, lost souls, lucky charms, making baby jesus cry, masturbation, meeting satan, mental issues, metal, mini skirts, murder, music, musicians, naked people, over reacting, paranoia, passing out, perverse intentions, phobias, photos, pictures of trees, pissing people off, poetry, pointless conversation, porn, rain, ranting, reading, role play, rope play, rough sex, running with scissors, screaming, self delusion, self pity, serial killers, sex, sexy girls, sharp objects, shiny objects, skinnydipping, sleeping, snow, southern comfort, spinning in circles, stephen king, submissive sex, taking over the world, tempting fate, thigh high boots, torture, turtles, underappreciating, waiting for death, watching pornography, weird sexual positions, writing, yelling

I'd like to meet:

Interesting people
who can keep up a conversation,
even if the conversation is about nothing.
People who are interested in taking their life someplace,
who are not afraid to go after what they want.
I like people who are not judgemental of others,
who will let their friends be whomever they are,
even if that means that no one else see's things
the way they do.
I dont think like most people and I dont like it when
someone will automatically dismiss me just because our
thoughts and views are different.
On a lighter note I would also like to meet
the Easter Bunny.

Music:

Im just going to name a few...Pantera, Mudvayne, Mushroomhead, Machinehead, Slayer, StaticX Sepultura, Morbid Angel, In Flames, Fear Of God, Life Of Agony, Opeth, Anthrax, Killswitch Engage, Lamb of God, Candiria, Chimaria, Cannibal Corpse, As I Lay Dying, A7X, Spineshank, Nevermore, Slipknot, Atreyu, Meshuggah, Violent Femmes, Skinny Puppy, Tori Amos, Ani DiFranco, Corrosion of Conformity, Wumpskut, NIN, Tool, A Perfect Cirlce, Black Label Society, Mazzy Star, Jesus and Mary Chain, Joni Mitchell, Kittie, Liz Phair, Primus, Janes Addiction, Marilyn Manson, Prodigy, Saliva, Seether, Sisters of Mercy, The Cult, The Cure, White Zombie, Rob Zombie, Type O, Ozzy, (old) Metallica Flotsam and Jetsam

Movies:

Old horror movies, the more blood the better. Fear and Loathing in Las Vegas, About Schmidt, Clerks, Dogma, Trainspotting, Fight Club, Rent, Rocky Horror Picture Show, The Twilight Zone, Maximum Overdrive, Phantasim.... I like a lot of independant films also. Documentaries steal my soul.

Television:

The Simpsons, King Of the Hill, Family Guy, American Dad, Aqua Teen Hunger Force, MAD T.V, Ghost Hunters, The X Files, anything on comedy central or the Sci-Fi channel, Twilight Zone, I love Lucy..... yeah pretty dorky stuff.

Books:

I read whatever I can get my hands on. I love Anne Rice, Stephen King, Hunter S. Thompson, Chuck Palahniuk, Edgar Allen Poe, Robert Frost, I tend to stick to poetry, But I love the good fiction and also biographies on serial killers.

Heroes:

Ryan Bagwell, and well the Tooth Fairy, Easter Bunny, The Headless Horseman, all those childhood tales that inspire so many different little imaginations. Also Bride of Chucky because allthough that was a wretched movie, the doll was pretty fucking cute so....yeah I look up to a doll. She is my hero.... Oh yeah, Jack N. in the Shinning, talk about an evil motherfucker, I think when I grow up I would like to go insane in a beautiful way like he did in that movie.

My Blog

My new baby, SQUEEE :)

Hell yeah motherfuckers!!!!!!!  
Posted by Not A Pretty Girl on Tue, 16 Jan 2007 12:49:00 PST

Tis the season.....

To get drunk beyond all belief.... the end. Perhaps I will write something deep and meaningful tonight.... I hope you assholes have a wonderful Christmas...... to all my friends.... I love you guys so...
Posted by Not A Pretty Girl on Sun, 24 Dec 2006 01:16:00 PST

Wheeeeeeee

"I want to punch in your sunken face and see your dusty blood smear through the air in a polluted crimson arc, splattering in a useless pattern on the concrete. Moribund."   Welcome home to my re...
Posted by Not A Pretty Girl on Wed, 20 Dec 2006 01:59:00 PST

its a motherfucking magic....

You ever notice sometimes when you dont need to be somewhere then thats the exact place you are..... sometimes when you really need to be somewhere..... its the last place that you will ever mange to ...
Posted by Not A Pretty Girl on Wed, 01 Nov 2006 05:09:00 PST

Pictures!!!!

Went exploring yesterday and I got some good shots in my opinion. The place we went to was this compound where they used to keep "mentally disabled" kids back in the 50's. The buildings were amazing a...
Posted by Not A Pretty Girl on Mon, 09 Oct 2006 10:59:00 PST

Fun in Philadelphia

The view from the W. Whitman.... exciting no?Random things on buildings I thought were fun....Cemetary fun!!Blurrry Vision!!!!Me!!!!!...
Posted by Not A Pretty Girl on Sat, 30 Sep 2006 01:26:00 PST

NUMB

Yeah this is how it endsAfter all these yearsTired of it allHopelessly helplessly broken apartHe finally fallsHe doesn't want to thinkDoesn't want to feelDoesn't want to know what's going onSays there...
Posted by Not A Pretty Girl on Sun, 14 May 2006 10:04:00 PST

The Enemy

Hey! Oh, Mr. backstabbing son of a bitchYou're living in a world that will soon be dyingAnd I know, everybody knows you try to be like meBut even at your best, as a man you couldn't equal half of meI ...
Posted by Not A Pretty Girl on Fri, 12 May 2006 03:19:00 PST