I find myself dragging my ass to this site less and less as time progresses - my attempt to keep my friends strictly to people I consider friends in my real life has come back and bitten me in the ass. Every time I manage to open this back up I'm greeted with pictures of all the friends I seem to have managed to disregard and detatch from at one point in my life or another.
It's really kind of lame the way it almost pains me to read down the list of people who I've either ignored, pissed off then ignored, or just pissed off and gotten ignored by; but, it's the truth. My friends-list is comprised of people I made next to no effort to keep in touch with, people I've flat out become oblivious to, ex-girlfriends with every reason in the world to avoid me, etc, etc, etc.
Not being one to highlight a problem and not attempt to provide a solution - I offer the following; to any who may read this and fall into the aforementioned categories - I apologize. I feel at this time I am capable of being completely sincere in this, being that I've spent a good portion of every day in recent memory agonizing over events I wish I could change - I've bled for it, I'm bleeding for it, and I will continue to bleed; all fruitlessly.
I honestly wish I could provide to each and every person in mind a more personal or affectionate apology, but I doubt I have the personability or affection within me to follow through with such a promise.
For those who will never read this, I guess you're going to have to hear it from someone else.
