Pain is easy to hide , beauty is easy to create , and life is easy to fuck up .
<[b>Note: No, I didn't draw the picture below me, but yes, it it suppose to be an artistic interpretation of me. It was drawn by one of my good friends, and no I didn't pose for it].
Whatever my secrets are, remember when I entrust them to you, they are a part of me.
To tell you my THOUGHTS is to locate myself in a category. To Tell you my FEELINGS is to tell you about me.
To understand people, I must try to hear what they are not saying, what they perhaps will never be able to say.
I use to have ridiculously long about me but suddenly decided to condense it due to the fact that it read like a fuckingnovel.
My name is Lauren.
For those of you who don't know anything about me, there are a few main characteristics that you shouldbecome familiar with if you want to learn more. I'm charismatic, facetious, moody, random, impulsive, fun, andarticulate, and intelligent. I either enjoy you or abhor you. I'm an incredibly friendly person but lately I've become increasingly more selective in terms of who I want to be my friends [in both real life and myspace] due to the fact thatI'd like to surround and associate myself with people who are either accomplishing things or setting goals for themselves.Despite my idealistic nature, realistically I surround myself with anyone and everyone, including social outcasts,druggies, lowlifes and losers. Why do I do this, might you ask? Truthfully speaking, I honestly need to be around people who either entertain me [that's usually the lowlifes] or stimulate me mentally [college students, people with similar senses of humor, etc.], and I'll take either/or who fit my criteria.I get bored easily, so if you share a similar sense of humor and a ridiculous outlook on life I'll probably love you. If youare boring, simplistic, humorless, and ordinary I probably won't associate with you.
I dislike people who automatically feel the need to state that they "avoid drama" or hate "mind games". I love mind games and anyone who can keep me on my toes mentally - but at least I'm honest enough to admit it.[Disclaimer: When I mean mind games I don't mean being flaky, breaking hearts, or treating people like shit...I just like a little fun, games and teasing, but nothing malicious...that's not my style].
[That is all].