Cathy - ProfilesArchive

About Me

I am a montage of everyone I've ever known who has in any way, small or large, made an impact on me. I am a dreamer with heavy feet, so my own requirement for stability has clipped my wings. I love music and find absolute freedom in dancing.I'm fun.I'm a wind-up toy who laughs a lot. Because I'm funny.I'm pretty chill, except when I'm manic, but I'm usually manic in a charming way. I'm retardedly shy - and at all the wrong times, completely guarded. I am absolute enthusiasm in showers for what's caught my attention, which can be fleeting and random because I'm easily distracted.

My Interests

Hmmmm. Things the interest me. Dancing. Music loud enough I can hear. I said music I CAN HEAR. If I sit in the speaker, I can still make room to dance. Missioning on time consuming nothingness. Late hour conversations that have meaning- that leave me better off for having experienced them. Poignant moments of absolute clarity clearing the haze chaos and confusion. Being Inspired- motivated. I LOVE BUBBLES, AUDIALS, AND EYE CANDY. Insight- even if it's not mine. Playing (NOT driving) in the rain - when it rains. And in case you didn't hear. Dancing. Dancing in the corner, on a dance floor, in my driveway- I don't care.

I'd like to meet:

very few people. :)

Music:

ASSEMBLAGE 23, COVENANT, FLUKE, COMBI CHRIST, COIL, UNDERWORLD, FELIX DA HOUSECAT, LOVAGE, RECOIL, VNV, PORTISHEAD, DELIRIUM or SNEAKER PIMPS- put me in the corner with the speakers- and I'm where I want to be. TEAR GARDEN (Tired Eyes Slowly Burning), JANES ADDICTION, THIS MORTAL COIL, TOXIC LOUNGE, BAUHAUS (ah Peter Murphy- he is my god), MASSIVE ATTACK (MEZZANINE), MINISTRY, FRONT LINE ASSEMBLY, SIOUXSIE SIOUX, NIN, NICK CAVE & THE BAD SEEDS, SISTERS OF MERCY- Therein lies the history of me. Someone else wrote "TRIP HOP IS LOVE" my repetition pays truth homage. Gothic, Trip Hop, Dark Wave, Industrial, Trance etc...

Movies:

ETERNAL SUNSHINE OF THE SPOTLESS MIND. REQEUM TO A DREAM. FIGHT CLUB. SNATCH. BUT I'M A CHEERLEADER (don't know it? you should see it- it's brilliantly stupid)

Television:

I used to be a couch potatoe. Don't really watch it anymore- can't even remember when I last did.

Heroes:

My Dad- I can only aspire to be so much- and Rob Juster. Just because.

My Blog

finally

Today is the FIRST day in 7 that I do NOT have a mind fuck headache. I am sooooo HAPPY! No, happy doesnt even come close to describing how thrilled and relieved I am. After last week with a kidney inf...
Posted by Cathy on Mon, 08 Oct 2007 11:30:00 PST

blah

I'd like to be someone I can look at and be proud of. I've been trying to say that to myelf periodically as a reminder constantly there in the back of my mind. Maybe I should first decide just w...
Posted by Cathy on Wed, 29 Aug 2007 10:00:00 PST

routinely in the peripheral

I spent most my Sunday doing an old day favorite thing - nothing, schlunched on a coach, vegg'd with TV tunnel vision- with company I more than adore. They went to watch the sky fall somewhere beyond ...
Posted by Cathy on Tue, 14 Aug 2007 11:32:00 PST

stolen from Tuesday

1.) If I were a doll, the accessories packaged with me would be:Hot pink sequence go go boots 2.) I have an irrational fear of:people 3.) What type of food do you eat at your grandparents house?sandwi...
Posted by Cathy on Thu, 26 Jul 2007 09:27:00 PST

this is keeping on.

No ones knows the challenge better than you. Advice is fine, but trust your own instincts. Follow your heart And keep on keeping on Little by little, one day at a time, until you've done it. Until you...
Posted by Cathy on Fri, 20 Jul 2007 12:34:00 PST

The Rainbow Bridge

"There's a bridge connecting Heaven and Earth. It is called the Rainbow Bridge because of its many colors. Just this side of the Rainbow Bridge is a verdant land of meadows, hills, and valleys with lu...
Posted by Cathy on Sat, 07 Jul 2007 01:40:00 PST

Goodbye little dog. You were little, but never small.

at 4:30 today my cell phone beeped that I had a voice mail. Last caller was the Animal Surgical & Emergency Center - the hospital where Peanut was. Then my home phone rang. Same number. I answered...
Posted by Cathy on Sat, 07 Jul 2007 12:39:00 PST

little dog

I came home from work tonight, took my dog outside. She wouldn't standup. Sometimes she does that though. She just had 2 hip surgeries. I was holding her on the couch. She was panting real hard. She w...
Posted by Cathy on Tue, 03 Jul 2007 12:18:00 PST

boston public

"I'm a big fan of diversity. I date midgets you know. Just ask him" ... ..."and their mothers". I LOVE Boston Public "may old acquantence be forgot" ... "and new ones be remembered"...
Posted by Cathy on Wed, 20 Jun 2007 12:15:00 PST

Hmmmm. novel.

I was sitting wondering on how quiet it can be - and I wonder on actually living alone when it struck me ~this is why people talk on the phone. almost like a chat over tea, but with less of an effort...
Posted by Cathy on Wed, 13 Jun 2007 12:24:00 PST