Monique, the straight-shooting fox

According to Rick my goal in life is to find my balance. ..Now, let's see if that will ever work.
"Without music, life would be a mistake." (Friedrich Nietzsche)
"Nothing tastes as good as thin feels."
"What I like about masturbation is that you don't have to talk afterwards."
"There's nothing filthy, dirty or pornographic about sex unless you're doing it right."
NOTE TO ALL GUYS: Don't ask for pics..esp. not if you haven't even said hello or asked how I am. (Rude..!) Seriously, the "OMG your so hawt send me pics" type of conversation is far(!) below my level. I sometimes model for fun..but still am miles away from glamour modeling or any other sort of pornographic stuff. ..AND -surprise, surprise!- I have brains and quite a personality to match. It's nice to get compliments (if they're honest & come from the heart), but it's NOT fun to be reduced to looks and be blamed for your wild fantasies 24/7. Even if I had face shots only..I would get the same questions/comments/whatever..n that's a bet! (I do find it amusing though that those who blame the fact that they can't control themselves on my arrrousing self and my oh so naughty (yeah right!) pics usually can't even spell properly or simply won't make the effort. ..& I hate people who find it "kewl" to spell incorrectly. There's nothing smart about that..)
SOME facts about me..:
" YOU'RE SO CUTE WHEN YOU SHUT UP. " -"Batman" XD
-I do work for Stereo Junks! and generally do various work "behind the scenes"..promotion, caretaking, organization, .. -Rock n roll is about hard work, not about being drunk n drugged in some gutter 24/7.
-I like people who can think for themselves, dream for themselves and simply be themselves.
-I don't fall for the rockstar mask, but prove me there is a person worth knowing behind that "mask" and I'll be your friend forever, famous or not famous.
-Better not ask me about chances or opinions of your band..cuz I'll give you an honest answer..that's just the way I am. :/
-I am nice if you're nice and respectful, please do treat me as you wish to be treated.
-Don't you dare try to fcuk me over..I will pay you back..I have a thing for justice.
-I advise you to not underestimate me. I'll prove you wrong, in every way. I have no problem admitting weaknesses, but I am aware of what I am good at.
-About 95% of my friends are male, musicians and some years older than me. It's just the type of person I cope with best. I've moved a lot, seen a lot..guess that explains it. If you've been around people tend to not understand you.
-I dont like labels/categories..I am something between goth/metalhead/sleazy 80s fan and a girl which occasionally tries to be a classy young lady..and yet I am simply myself.
-I am very honest..and I think it's rude if you don't speak what's on your mind..you can betray people physically..but betraying mentally is worse.
(N guys, you better say whatcha think straight to my face. If you choose to rather ignore me n choose to prove you don't have guts..oh my, you will NOT want to meet me again in person..cuz then I sure will MAKE you explain what the hell your problem is. Yes, there's the justice thing again.)
-I'm the girl that will stand there crying, trying to smile.
-Either I care too much or I don't care at all.
-I love animals..so much that I can't eat them. At the end of the day it's always animals and rarely ever people that you can still rely on.
-I think there are usually other methods to solve problems than by getting out your fists. Strong and well-chosen words.., even silence, are much more powerful than fists will ever be.
-I fight for what I believe is right.
-I don't do drugs. If you do..it's none of my business.
-I love travelling..there's so much to see out there..new people to meet, new cultures to experience.
-I am tall and have too long matchstick-like legs. Call it my best feature..but only til you find out you simply can't find boots that actually fit.. :/
-I can almost say I don't drink..I don't mind people drinking (as long as it doesn't make them aggressive etc), but somehow my body simply can't take it at all..and I can have fun being (quite) sober, so it's all cool. :)
-Call me mental. I am at times. But..aren't we all? ;)
-Born in the Netherlands, lived in the USA, now stuck in Germany, feeling home in Finland and all over the world.. Seeing it that way: I don't really have a nationality.
-I have a heart for languages ..and still want to and will learn quite a lot more..they're handy, challenging and interesting.
-I don't really watch TV..and I dislike synchronisations.
-I dislike backstabbers, groupies, people that kiss & tell (Be discrete please, it's the least you can do.), animal torturers, if (personal) things are passed on without permission, ..
-I can't cope with people which don't look after themselves..hygiene is an important thing.
..And..most of all..I'd like to have someone make me feel special, protected and all warm inside. I want to be loved. ..But..don't we all? How can a thing so easily appreciated be so difficult to find? Hrmpf. o.O
..to be continued..
I really don't drink a lot.. But if we ever happen to sit somewhere n you get me a Hoegaarden..well, I'll love you. ;)
Do NOT ask me "W" questions. I will not tell you where I will be with whom and bla bla bla. So no, do not ask me about gigs (this goes for fans..if you're a musician and it's your gig it's of course something else), cuz I will not tell you if I will be there. If you see me there, nice. If not, then not. It's none of your business who I am friends with, who I work with, ..etc.
I miss sitting on the stairs at this oh so beautiful harbour, waiting for the first tubes, trams and busses to come, watching the "Seaquall Band & the Chicken Groupies" while complaining about the pain that the stairs bring :p *sighs*