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About Me

I'm pretty much crazy..that’s really all you need to know! If you want to know a little more keep reading. I am a horrible speller!! I like going to shows and hanging out with my friends. I am big in the local music seen I love it. I'm not emo, goth, prep, jock, band geek, drama nerd, or any other stereo type. I'm just me. A lot of the time I am LOUD and ANNOYING...I can get to be a little much to handle at times. I'm generally an honest person sometimes maybe a little to honest. I don’t give a shit what any of you think of me...but if you knew me at all you would have already known that. My favorite colors are black and pink. I type really really SLOW!! Right now i am freezing cold and need to pee. I ALWAYS tell everyone when I have to pee if you didn’t notice. I am corky. I am a cancer. I work at a warehouse. Oh and I'm really random a lot of the time. Sometimes when i get bored I take pictures in my bra and underwear on my phone so unless you want to end up seeing them don’t go through my pictures...um I still live at home A.K.A. with my parents. I don't drink or smoke. I wear a CTR ring but am not really active in the church. I'm pretty much an open book. If you want to know something about me ask and I will most likely tell you. Sometimes I lie but mostly to my parents. I like it best when I have purple in my hair. People could say I change my hair as often as I change my clothes they don’t but the could. I hate showering...till I actually get in the shower and the warm water hits me. I have morals and standards that I try and stick by most of the time. I like boys a lot I'm crazy about them. Lots of the time i giggle laugh or smile mid kiss. It pisses people off sometimes but I cant really help it. sorry if that ends uo being you someday. but if I'm happy to be where I am with who I'm with I have to show it somehow. I am a HUGE tease. pretty much anyone who has ever done anything with me can vouge for that. I can appreciate the beautiful female body. I'm not afraid to say if I think a girl is pretty, beautiful, or gorgeous. I love complementing people. If you are wearing something I like I will tell you it doesn’t matter if I know you or not. I complement random strangers I pass by almost daily. Often times I embarrass myself more then others can. People tell me I'm funny...I don't know why though cause I'm not. I am almost always smiling. Try not to piss me off I might blow up on you...that would probably be a little grosse you wouldn't want Laura chunks everywhere...would you? I suck at dating mostly cause I can be very very shy if I don't know you. Sometimes it will take a couple times hanging out for me to open up to people. I judge people...mostly girls who I think look stuck up and I automatically don't like them. I SUCK at dance dance revolution therefore I will not play it. I want to be taken on a date to the zoo more then anything! My first kiss was at classic skating to a guy I met there and had only known for a few hours. His name was Buck and he was in foster care. I have no idea if that was a nick name so don’t even ask. I almost always have my phone with me and if I don't Im usually pissed about it cause I forgot it at home. I have more guy friends then girl friends. Sometimes I can be a little jealous although I try not to be. I LOVE ART but I myself can not do anything artistic which I am deeply sad about!! I want to be a dental hygienist someday. I have a strange fascination with teeth. When I paint my nails they usually stay that way till it is all chipped off. I think I was a loser in high school and still am. People tend to disagree with me on that though. My bedroom is a light purple or lavender color...not that you can tell cause the walls are covered with band poster, concert tickets, set lists, I have a signed shirt, a hotel towel, road signs and all kinds of other shit. I have way to many clothes and shoes. I love shopping...unless I cant find anything that looks cute. I love people and I hate people. Sometimes I'm a scary driver. I think I should be dead right now...but god loved me or something. I believe in god obviously. I STILL have to pee and like I said I type really really slow so this has taken way to long and i'm about to pee my pants!!! that’s a lot more then a little so I'm going to go now so i can pee. hope you enjoyed reading ALL about me!!!!

My Interests

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I'd like to meet:

friends, people to hang out with, people who are fun and not afrade to be themselves!! just about anyone as long as you are not some ugly fifty five year old man looking for a good time...if thats the case dont bother trying to add me cause i wont add you but insteed i will give you some good advice go get a life

Music:

S.T.U.N., THE USED, Story of the Year, Vendettsa Red, my chemical romance, fall out boy, the academy is..., frunral for a friend, bright eyes, briertone, take the fall, taking back sunday, shiny toy guns, cute is what we aim for, plain white T's, red jumpsuit aparatus, the veronicas, motion city soundtrack, limbeck, the starting line, paramore, trademark, spitalfield, hawthorne heights, mae, jamison parker, the starting line, as i lay dying, relient k, dashboard confessional, from first to last, return to sender, coheed and cambria, the postal service, a change of pace, the A.K.A.'s, idiot piolet, the kinison, goldfinger, Rocky Votolato, letter kills, eisley, the straylight run, muse, hopesfall, hope for august, the hush sound, mea & dia, a prize worth killing, Maria Mena, armor for sleep, out set fonix, allred, yeah yeah yeahs, IMA ROBOT, head automatica, copeland, brand new, amber pacific, american hi-fi, death cab for cutie, damone, the mars volta, millencolin, sum 41, hidden in plain view, rise against, the spill canvas, flyleaf, underoath, the fray, my american heart, the sounds, the early november........ok im not going to lie britney spears, ashlee simpson, HANSON, avril lavigne, kelly clarkson, gunther, and of course justin timberlake!

Movies:

eternal sunshine of the spotless mind, i heart huckabees, garden state, heathers, dances with wolves, punch-durnk love, the breakfast club, elizabethtown, pieces of april, pretty in pink, how to deal, the notebook, troy, national treasure, sixteen candles, wet hot american summer and manny more

Television:

i dont really watch very much tv hmmm...i think my favorite TV show would have to be gilmore girls,

Heroes:

my heroes would be my mom my big sister (Chrystal) and my dad!! my mom because she does everythitng she can so that i can have what i want or need but MOSTLY what i WANT! she is amazing!! and my dad because he is so funny!! he will start a conversation with any old stranger and end up talking to them FOREVER!! and everyone who meets him ends up likeing him because he is such a cool guy! all mine and my sisters and brothers friends love him!! hes so cool!! and then my sister chrystal...i dont really know why she is my hero but she is i have looked up to her sence i can remember!! when i was little i would always watch her put her make up on and she would get anoyed at me!! haha sometimes she still does! but she is just great! i love spending time with her! the other day i didnt go to school just so that i could go shoping for oldman pants with her cause she wanted some! it was fun!! its the little things you do with people that you will end up remembering in the end!! and this is probably really very wierd but another hero of mine is an ex-boyfriend COLE (the one and only) but he always stood up for what he beleived in!..........ok thats really not why mostly he is my hero because he wouldnt makeout with me the whole time we were together...HONESTLY who wouldnt want make out with me?? hehe jk. it bothered me really bad when i wanted action and i couldnt even get it from my boyfriend but now when i look back on it i am really glad that he would never makeout with me as weird as that sounds. i just think that it is awesome that no matter how much i bugged him about it he would never give in!! i really wish i had the strenght he has!! he is an amazing guy! i still wish i knew what exactly i did wrong though...he dumped my sorry little ass! and i wish we could be better friends we hardly ever talk anymore...makes me sad cause i really do think he could be one of my best friends!! but it seems like he doesnt even want to try to be friends...HE IS TO THIS DAY ONE OF THE MOST AMAZING GUYS I HAVE EVERY MET and i am so glad that i had the chance to get to know him. i learned so much from him he is so SO amazing!!...oh well i guess, you cant change the past only look forward to the future

My Blog

people

EVERYONE no mater their age, race, weight, religion, social standing, profession, schooling, knowledge, highth, or sex. is valued by someone else. we are never alone. there will always be so...
Posted by close your eyes or keep your mind wide open... on Mon, 17 Sep 2007 05:48:00 PST

i sometimes try and pretend that i can write

YOU'RE ONLY JUST COLD   you build me up and break me down just to watch as i fall to the ground you drag me around with your rope tied tight aroung my throat you watched me as i struggled with e...
Posted by close your eyes or keep your mind wide open... on Sun, 18 Feb 2007 06:03:00 PST

Bands! Local...touring...or BIG, PLEASE READ!

..> Okay, so some friends and I had this amazing idea, but we don't know how we would do it. In Utah, there are always fundraisers for cancer, and things that aren't very controversial, but I per...
Posted by close your eyes or keep your mind wide open... on Wed, 07 Feb 2007 07:28:00 PST

life...

life has a way of throwing things at you when you least expect them love lost friendships death illness being torn from the one you love earthquakes lust new love finding comfort in somone and them di...
Posted by close your eyes or keep your mind wide open... on Tue, 08 Aug 2006 12:53:00 PST

landon made me crash my bike

and now i am sore all over i have hurties on my knee elbow sholder and my wrist it sucks ...I HURT!! i need someone to come give me a BIG BIG BIG kiss better!!
Posted by close your eyes or keep your mind wide open... on Mon, 05 Jun 2006 11:53:00 PST

I SHAVED MY HEAD...

ok really LANDON and my sister CORI shaved my head but still i basically have no hair it is so super super short!! you have to see it fo sho!!
Posted by close your eyes or keep your mind wide open... on Sat, 27 May 2006 06:09:00 PST

you know who you are

this is not easy for me (i pretty much cried myself to sleep last night) it sucks and I HATE IT SO MUCH but i honestly didnt know what else to do...if you have anyother ideas that you t...
Posted by close your eyes or keep your mind wide open... on Fri, 21 Apr 2006 05:29:00 PST

haha this is funny

I NEED TO PEE SO BAD BUT I DONT WANT TO GET UP!!!!
Posted by close your eyes or keep your mind wide open... on Wed, 19 Apr 2006 12:00:00 PST

to all of my friends you mean everything in the world to me!

thank you all so much for ALWAYS being here when i need you i dont think any of you truley know how much you mean to me i can honestly say that i dont know where i would be or what i would be doing&nb...
Posted by close your eyes or keep your mind wide open... on Tue, 18 Apr 2006 11:17:00 PST

hmmm.....

i got kissed today
Posted by close your eyes or keep your mind wide open... on Thu, 13 Apr 2006 06:28:00 PST