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lonely.

was it you who spoke the words that things would happen, but not to me....

About Me

Reds have the most dominant, intimidating personality. Expressing themselves emotionally is uncomfortable and creates the vulnerability they typically avoid.
Active and productive, visionary, insensitive and selfish, demanding and critical, insecure, must be right, competitive and bold, tenacious and taxing, assertive and determined, disagreeable, resourceful and self-reliant, relentless and impatient, calculating and manipulative, and lacks intimacy orientation.
STRENGTHS....
Natural leader.
Creative in crises.
Direct and honest with opinions.
Dynamic and assertive.
Great in emergencies and disasters.
Highly protective of companion.
Loyal to the relationship.
Takes primary responsibility for financial needs in relationships.
Reliable and dependable.
Initiates interaction and activities.
LIMITATIONS...
Always right.
Inconsiderate of others feelings.
Unemotional and detached from feelings.
Insensitive and tactless.
Harsh and judgmental.
Lacks ability to share self intimately.
Poor listener.
Critical of others and slow to give compliments.
Stubborn.
Often unaware of intimacy and rejects it's priority in a relationship.
body

My Interests

long nights and short mornings.
reading.
baking.
my knowledge of useless facts.
making fun of people that can't spell.
dramatic situations.
Zac Hanson's love of Doc Martins.

I'd like to meet:

a date.

Music:

Paulo.

Movies:

Rocky Balboa.
The Santa Clause.
Galaxy Quest.
In Good Company.
21 Grams.
Drop Dead Fred.
One Fine Day.
Latter Days.

Television:

The Office.
models.

Books:

YM...the July 2003 issue.

Heroes:

people who right their wrongs..

My Blog

will you lay with me...and just forget the world..

I hate it how you tell me not to worry.......thinking that I actually won't.I will...and I do....all the time.
Posted by lonely. on Thu, 14 Jun 2007 10:51:00 PST

maybe..

She should look at who's really at fault...and then point the finger.
Posted by lonely. on Sat, 07 Apr 2007 07:13:00 PST

Provo, Utah's finest..

I'm out one best friend. One amazing best friend. I can't really complain because it's probably my fault. ....it's just hard. I've spent most of the last two days at the gym...trying to get my mind of...
Posted by lonely. on Sat, 17 Feb 2007 04:26:00 PST

as if you have a choice...

You know how when you're jealous of someone, everything they do is soooo annoying...?Well..she needs to stop being annoying.And really...I need to stop. She's not REALLY doing anything.. I guess it's ...
Posted by lonely. on Fri, 26 Jan 2007 12:09:00 PST

I'll play it out.

It's days like today...that I hate. I don't know how to feel. I need more friends. ...one in particular. All it takes is time..but really, I wish that part of it would just.....go ...
Posted by lonely. on Sun, 21 Jan 2007 09:29:00 PST

you kill me well...my final breath is gone.

Hot chocolate, cheese, powerade, bagel, finger.Not even a multi-vitamin.I'm sickly and tired and bored.I feel pukey and hot.I'm not sleeping well and I'm not eating right. The worst part is my hands h...
Posted by lonely. on Sat, 20 Jan 2007 05:12:00 PST

just don't take chances...

she got "you're so hot right now" and I got nothing.it was MY birthday and he was MY boyfriend.
Posted by lonely. on Fri, 19 Jan 2007 09:05:00 PST

I make plans to break plans.

For all of my friends that want me to buy them a present..you should tell me what you want.I'm noooo good at guessing.
Posted by lonely. on Fri, 24 Nov 2006 03:08:00 PST

I'd trade all my tomorrows for a single yesterday...

So the only times (in the last 3 or 4 days) I've taken Keane out one cd player, was to put it in another..from car to work..and back again. If you've heard Keane, Under the Iron Sea, you know why I ca...
Posted by lonely. on Sat, 11 Nov 2006 07:47:00 PST

those three words are said too much..but not enough

I love you everyday.And now I'll miss you everyday too.You gave me so much.You taught me even more..I could never say thank you enough.You kept a big chunk of my heart.Keep it safe..and warm.You might...
Posted by lonely. on Tue, 07 Nov 2006 12:32:00 PST