ALLEN MANUEL OFFICIAL (Not a Fansite)

About Me

My life is just getting started...

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I am many different things, composed of many complex, but not so unique bits of matter and energy. Broken down, it looks a little something like this. Im generally happy. I really try to avoid conflict, although im not afraid to throw down. Im extremely hard on myself. Im a huge nerd, but everyone is now a days. I was nerding around before it was cool you fucking posers. Im usually very accepting. That might explain why i like strange people and have so many fucked up friends. I have lots of strange phobias and bad habits. I love VERY strongly, and fully. Im metal. Im bad at hiding my feelings, so i dont. Im vegetarian, but who knows how long i can keep this shit up lol. Lately life is pretty good, and i love you for it :) Smoke my pole.

HATE CREW TILL DEATH!

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My Interests

I Draw, im pretty good at it, ask if u wanna see anything i drew. I've Played Drums for 5 years, and bass and guitar for about 1 year and a few months. I catch on quick when it comes to music, and its one thing i have going for me in my fucked up life.
I spend most of my time on my computer playing games. My computer is my child, and my one true love. I love video games and anything to do with them. I play WoW (World of Warcraft) most of the time, so if u play, tell me ur realm and character names and ill hit u up. Im a hopeless romantic which kinda sucks since my kind is a dying breed. i hate it when everyone thinks guys are horny heartless bastards. Its not always true, we are just idiots. I have these things called feelings, that make everything i do in life more tasteful and passionate. I also like to flirt alot, one of the things im good at :) Playing with fireworks is a huge part of my life. Doing random things, watching movies, and basically all the simple things.

I'd like to meet:

Your mom. Sick burn!

Music:

DEATH METAL/METAL(and its hundreds of sub genere's)/HARDCORE (is my fav.) - Pantera, Children of Bodom, Lamb of God, Protest The Hero, Shadows Fall, Hellyeah, Exodus, Mastadon, UnderOATH, In Flames, 3 Inches of Blood, Norma Jean, Trivium, A Black Rose Burial, Amon Amarth, Job for a Cowboy, Daath, Ministry, Unearth, Saosin, Threat Signal, Goatwhore, Every Time I Die, Winds of Plague, Chimaria, Graveyerd BBQ, The Black Dahlia Murder, The Sword , Devildriver, Naglfar, As Blood Runs Black, All That Remains, Fear My Thoughts, Apocalyptica, Anthrax, Architect, Refused.

Movies:

Anything that distracts me from real life. Nothing sugarcoated. Sci Fi and Fantasy. The same goes for TV and Books too.

Heroes:

Master Chief.

My Blog

My Bulletins

Arent workingand maybe for good reasonI have nothing good too say.I want her so badAnd i dont know whats gonna happen.:(
Posted by ALLEN MANUEL OFFICIAL (Not a Fansite) on Mon, 03 Mar 2008 08:51:00 PST

Theres always hope godammit

So my last blog was lame, and its not true. Sometimes i just get way down.But i dont give up. In fact, i refuse too, because she means so much more too me then i thought ever possible. Besides be...
Posted by ALLEN MANUEL OFFICIAL (Not a Fansite) on Thu, 14 Feb 2008 05:41:00 PST

X(

I give up I give up I give up I give up. :,(
Posted by ALLEN MANUEL OFFICIAL (Not a Fansite) on Sun, 03 Feb 2008 10:30:00 PST

What the Fuck are you Feeling? Part 1

Ha so this is my first blog on the subject, and i think i decided this weeks theme would be love, heartache, and despair. Everyone feels it, everyone has been through it, love or loss, and ive found s...
Posted by ALLEN MANUEL OFFICIAL (Not a Fansite) on Wed, 23 Jan 2008 09:18:00 PST

Is a way of feeling

Love...is a way of feeling Oh, love is a way of feeling less alone So what's all the fuss about?!? FUCK IT!Love... the paradox of needingOh love,Make way for breeding, oh Give it to me, give it to me...
Posted by ALLEN MANUEL OFFICIAL (Not a Fansite) on Mon, 14 Jan 2008 04:58:00 PST

Lost

Im at the worst ive ever been i think. No job, no plans, no love, no money, owe the state, owe the courts, owe my parents, and i owe society an apology. I cant belive after all my rant...
Posted by ALLEN MANUEL OFFICIAL (Not a Fansite) on Mon, 06 Aug 2007 09:41:00 PST

Lots of different kinds of life...

The dark and twisted parts of life are often the ones people wont face, but that is the side which I embrace. It seems to be more truthful and un-sugarcoated than the lies which most of you seem to wa...
Posted by ALLEN MANUEL OFFICIAL (Not a Fansite) on Mon, 21 May 2007 01:27:00 PST

Too sad to be angry. Too angry to be sorry.

Your not sorry, are you? You say it over and over, but its just a magic word to you.It will just fix everything and make the worry, the regret, and the pain, just go away. But you dont show ...
Posted by ALLEN MANUEL OFFICIAL (Not a Fansite) on Thu, 01 Mar 2007 04:45:00 PST

For the broken hearted, the broken, the lonely, and the forgotten. This is for you!

Oh wat a world wat a world. Am i a bad person?Wait, before i ask this, let me explain. At my best, i see myself as a caring, loving individual, who's best intrests are nothing in comparison to the pe...
Posted by ALLEN MANUEL OFFICIAL (Not a Fansite) on Sun, 14 Jan 2007 03:17:00 PST

Oh no, i did not just go there!

This is a blog my brother wrote a while ago, it makes me giggle like a little girl.There are big circles, there are small circles. Most big circles can fit many small circles within them. The amount o...
Posted by ALLEN MANUEL OFFICIAL (Not a Fansite) on Fri, 16 Jun 2006 04:31:00 PST