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Bellamia

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About Me

I write songs and poetry and someday I would like to join a band if the Commonwealth of Virginia will ever get off of my back. I like Janis Joplin, Jewel, Fiona Apple, and Stevie Nicks and can sing just like them. Do not get me wrong, I feel blessed to have such talents, but only wish I could find some kindred souls to help me turn my poems into songs and start a real band. I am college educated although I got into some trouble and found myself having to change my major from elementary education to drug counseling. I am a highly spiritual person. I was raised in a Babtist church, but find all religion, especially Catholic faith interesting. Jewel's song "Who will save your souls?" is a favorite of mine because I feel the need to witness is a major part of my life. Music and writing are my soul and God is the source of my wisdom. He is omnipotent and wise and everyone should give their lives to him in whatever endeavor they should take throughout life's journey. Without God we are damned to Hell with no chance of forgiveness for our sins. We sin every day so ask for forgiveness and live to serve him and even though it might seem like sometimes he fails you, his truth always prevails!!!God Bless and Keep You!!!
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My Interests

The following is a song I wrote during my recent incarceration. It tells of the evils of opiate addiction, namely heroin. I dedicate this song to all those who've struggled with heroin addiction and ultimately to those who lost. Jim Morrison, Janis Joplin, Layne Staley, Kurdt Cobain, Kristin Pfaff, and Courtney Love are some greats. Special thanks to Hole for the album Live Through This for the songs in my head that helped me create this crusade.

I'd like to meet:

I would so like to meet Courtney Love. She is like the special friend I have always and never had. I have already partied like a rock star so I know how she must feel. Beyond that I want to meet all musicians...I am like the Lord, I love them all... I want to meet W. Axl Rose so I can officially be ceremoniously named Miss Brownstone and watch him play the piano again. Slash can dance on the coffee table while chugging liquor, smoking, and playing guitar. I want to meet a shitload of rappers and get put on the Aftermath Staff............................. I want to meet Eminem, 50, and Dre so they can laugh when I tell Shady Superbitch ain't savin' shit, boy you can hop on Bellzy's tit!!! I would so like to meet Anthony Keidis and Flea so I could ask them if they really think the "East is settled in a finer location... I would like to meet Metallica so I could sick them on Smyth County, perhaps they could call 911 and say "And Justice For All..." I would love to meet Incubus for they are talented and intelligent as Rush!I want to meet the man who makes me so randy and it's not randy udy. One of these days I hope to make him mine and help him raise the kids I know I am going to fall in love with if they are anywhere near as charming as their father. He is the infamous Colonel Sanders with his 11 herbs and spices and I long to give him a 2 pc. breast meal and see just how finger-licking good it really can be!!!Most of all I want to meet our divine creator, God the Father!!! One day when this hellish life is over there is an eternal reward and buddy I can't wait!!!!! Peace out!!!

Music:

Heroin Heroine Let me tell you this story children, One you'll never forget One day a man came knockin', never should have let him in Told me he could answer all my problems That man was not my friend He was selling powder baby, eased my mind, my troubles baby The pain I felt came to an end Once I thought of Axl baby "Mr. Brownstone" kept knockin' This became my addictionAs the heroin became obscure I needed it more and more Morphine, percocet, lortab, vicodin, oxycontin I substituted and fell further in Don't take them darling Let me be your friend Heroin Heroine Never was my friend This will be your sinThis stuff is from the devil It brought my life to an end Heroin Heroine this drug is really poison Don't do it baby The pain will come again "Mr. Mr. Brownstone" baby Dance and Dance again Heroin HeroineSweet Sweet Sweet Jesus I never want it again Our Father which art in Heaven Never let this happen again You'll sell your soul You'll trade your friends Demon demon opiates Every time you do them baby You have to do them again It never never endsWax and wane anda shut my mouth Count to ten anda look around Curse the devil and his wicked lies How'd I ever let him take my life? Whaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa---- God in Heaven reclaim my soul Smack the devil and take the spoil Train my brain on better things Curse these drugs Take them away Heroin Heroine Heroin Heroine Pain pills, oxycontin Never again Never again There has to be an end

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Books:

I like Stephen King's Bag of Bones and Desperation. Gone With the Wind and Tess of the D'Urbervilles were favorites in High school.
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Heroes:

My heroes are Cobain, Love, Morrison, Joplin, and Staley. I love many musicians, living and dead, and there are too many to name. The ultimate hero is the man who came to this earth to lay down his life for us, Jesus Christ.
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My Blog

The One

Methinks me has a guardian angelMe sure thanks God above for thatMe knows me has alot of problemsBut me always trusts Him to help with thatMe grew up in a small town where there was nothin to doAnd dr...
Posted by Bellamia on Tue, 15 Jan 2008 09:52:00 PST

Pilate

For endless days and endless nightsI've laid awake sore afraidI've cried and begged God to tell me whyHe sent to me the antichristIn a graceless age that seemed forever and a dayConstantly I prayedTha...
Posted by Bellamia on Sat, 07 Jul 2007 06:40:00 PST

Bobbie

I had no idea it was going to turn out like thatWe had partied like Rock stars since I was 1516 YearsHow was I to know it could be so tragic???Neva was sickBobbie had come home from St. AlbansShe had ...
Posted by Bellamia on Tue, 12 Dec 2006 12:02:00 PST

Entrapment

Every little pieceWas like a drop of bloodThe eyes in the mirror never liePhony indictment to fallacyThey put their pants on the same wayYet my indignity is what I payTo violateThey purpotrateI infilt...
Posted by Bellamia on Wed, 06 Dec 2006 04:54:00 PST

Ecclesiastes

Everything has a seasonFeelings grow like crops in the warm sunshineFear is just an inhibitionRain comes in the seasonWhere pride is often subduedWe should thank God every day we are aliveThis tightro...
Posted by Bellamia on Sat, 04 Nov 2006 01:35:00 PST

Lost

Innocence is lostLike the chipping awayOf a jeweled stoneChattering, excited voices disappearInto mature and knowing facesOnly wishing for more and moreBut as the years comeWrinkles pervadeThe skin so...
Posted by Bellamia on Wed, 04 Oct 2006 10:12:00 PST

The Millenium's First Lines

And the depression was just more comfortableAnd hiding better than being seenAnd the dark compassed the daylightAnd yet we chased that manic dream
Posted by Bellamia on Wed, 04 Oct 2006 05:48:00 PST

Desolation

Trapped, sealed inside this fateDerived from the hateThat landed me hereHolding back the yearsMinutes like hours, daysThe pain is all that savesEverything has become nothingIt's all lost, allBut the m...
Posted by Bellamia on Mon, 02 Oct 2006 05:01:00 PST

Illogical Amnesia

Bewildered, just like a great bankrupt passionCorroded, all of a sudden lost the notionWhy does it die; I used to fly?My wings are clippedMy soul has slippedEndeared, endeaevoreddevoured-carnivoreLove...
Posted by Bellamia on Mon, 02 Oct 2006 04:50:00 PST

Gratification

Where are my wings o' Lord?Love to my heart please showLet it growPassion's flowSou's tide rollHappinessPlease let me keep itI know you want itYou energy-sucking vampiresI'll pull those teethReplace t...
Posted by Bellamia on Sun, 01 Oct 2006 03:04:00 PST