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toxic fuse

all of my good friends stab me in the back

About Me

i play guitar and sing in the alcoholic helltones. i'm a pretty boring person who smokes and drinks way too much.. i don't like you. check out my band here: i now have my solo band "The Toxic Fuse Band", and i want to change my life...

My Interests

i love hanging out with my family (wife alcoholic melltone and our three sons Ian, Alister, and Johnny Angel.. and friends too. Art Damage......., ok i love music (all kinds) esp. rock and roll, roots, garage and psyche... also i like to collect records, musical instruments, i like to write, write music and record music. i like to meet new people who are into the same shit i'm into and even different stuff too.. someone turn me on!!

I'd like to meet:

someone who will give me guidance when i'm lost (which is all the the time), someone who will encourage me to do the right thing, even though i know what the right things are and keep doing it all wrong (which is all the time), someone who will put up with me when i'm drunk and wasted... and understand that i want to change my life and quit being such a stupid asshole loser, but need their help too.. someone who will let me bum cigarettes from them whenever i'm out of cigarettes or broke (all the time)... someone who will listen to me talk about love and peace and war and hate, and not get condesending with me just because i don't make sense or sometimes seem idealistic or maybe just too stoned... i want to help people, but i can't even help myself. i'd like to meet you... please..toxic "dizzaster" fuse

Music:

this is a very short overview of the types of music i like and just a few of the artists that really turn me on...question mark and the mysterians, manic hispanic, ny dolls, germs, cramps, love, stooges, dead boys, damned, lords of the new church, devil dogs, lyres, nausea, flesh for lulu, bjm, pretty things, donovan, beatles, rolling stones, screaming jay, lord sutch, misfits, a-bones, tom waits, barry&the remains, radio birdman, the cure, husker du, bad brains, black flag, leaving trains, vox pop, big boys, dark globe, bauhaus, velvet underground, weirdos, oblivians, black sabbath, syd barrett, pussy galore, dwarves, cowboy junkies, gg allin, jesus and mary chain, tav falco, fireworks, gories, country teasers, 68 comeback, circle one, death of samantha, government issue, john lee hooker, suicide, television, afghan whigs, mummies, sonics, youth gone mad, dmz, gang of four, steppes, kelly clarkson, seeds, union carbide productions, t-rex, geto boyz, butthole surfers, jack starr, willie dixon, group of individuals, hasil adkins,.... comps; back from the grave, nuggets, pebbles, killed by death....click pic for link:..

Movies:

superstarlet AD, dig, deadman, drugstore cowboy, bladerunner, last temptation of christ, blood orgy of the leather girls, clockwork orange, road racers, night of the living dead, dawn of the dead, day of the dead, return of the living dead, decline of western civilization pt 1, another state of mind, dummy, rock and roll highschool, toxic avenger, clash of the titans, hedwig and the angry inch.. etc, etc..i wanna see this movie ..

Television:

i love the band television.......

Books:

the Holy Bible

Heroes:

john john jesse, jmm, alcoholic melltone

My Blog

"i want to change the world.... but i don't know what to do"

"so i leave it up to you"..... the depression is starting to set in.... after the new year and a loooong two day/back to back shows weekend... alot of things are on my mind.. too many.  but i fee...
Posted by toxic fuse on Tue, 02 Jan 2007 01:54:00 PST

life sucks then you die....

just when i thought things couldn't get any worse.... yeah, they fuckin got worse.. -tf
Posted by toxic fuse on Wed, 01 Nov 2006 02:08:00 PST

to keep myself from crying

ive been singing to myself alot lately... not playing much guitar these days, not like i ever did anyway... it seems like after every show i get really depressed and write some songs, then try to play...
Posted by toxic fuse on Mon, 26 Jun 2006 03:04:00 PST

missing Ram.... and not anymore, you can't hurt me anymore

i read the news early friday morning... at first i knew it was a really bad thing.. then it got worse. the morning passed, i was at work and really busy.. i called pat, my guitar player, who live...
Posted by toxic fuse on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

can't always get what you want... but sometimes...?...

toxic fuse band needs a drummer.... our good friend Andy has quit playing drums... again, toxic fuse band needs a drummer.... this sucks   -t.f....
Posted by toxic fuse on Thu, 06 Apr 2006 12:40:00 PST

good mr. square......

saturday my band, The Toxic Fuse band, played our first show at Equal Eyez in Corpus Christi TX. we show up to EE pretty early since this was an art show and some of my friends went up with me to disp...
Posted by toxic fuse on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST