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M.D.J.A-VxSx-

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About Me

VxSx in yo face beeitch~ I ALWAYS see with my heart, and not my eyes, even if i dont like what i see... I'm no longer anxious. I can breathe... Sometimes you can catch me treading your block... I can be obnoxious... I WILL have my way through blood sweat and tears.... FUCK WITH ME OR SOMEONE I LOVE, and I WILL find you (that'll never change)... I am a force to be reckoned with, MIND, body and soul... My fist will hurt you, regardless of their size. Dont push me... I am an angel; i'm yours... I Am a free spirit, so feel free to try to tie me down. It doesnt work anymore... I love people that fake it so well. Just another reason to keep laughing.... My home town is a black hole, where the mental artists are crushed and FLUSHED down the stalls. So get out while you can.... Sluts still make me sick, but i do feel the utmost pity for them... I hate drama, drama heads and drama queens. They put stress knots on my neck. And still i remain drama free... If i FEEL you, i'll take time out to know you... I pity people that think they're better than everyone. GET OVER YOURSELF! When the makeup comes off, you're just like..ME... If you've got ugly tendencies, i WILL call you out... I love honesty, and love to be honest, even if it hurts. And when it hurts, it's most definately worth knowing... I love my family, no matter how much they fuck up... I love being a 'big sister'..all the time... People that can't face me with their bullshit make me *cringe*... I ~FEEL~ music like -no other-... I ~FEEL~ -YOU- like no other.... I live for my brother through my mother's eyes, and continue her journey without trying... I'm a spittin' image of Alicia Farias...i move like her, i talk like her, i peer like her, i think like her, but bestly, i feel like her... I give the colour jade a new meaning... I am what you'll never be, and that's my insides turned out-So, I may have been born yesterday, but i breathe life and living like there's no tomorrow. And that something you gotta give in to.........I used to think i was satisfied. Never settling for less brought me to a broader perspective, a better imagination, a truer hope for touching the clouds i strain to reach, and the courage to accept the past. Besides, it's made me even more hungry than i've ever been....and it's time to taste this whole mad world.....

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---My MOON and STARS...fuck with him and you'll live to fully REGRET it.

My Interests

I'm a motivated artist on all levels, drawing, painting, grinding, sculpting, the works, and i'd like to get my hands on any new type of art that i can. Speaking of which.. I've been getting into alot of underbelly art lately, artistically and musically, that of which comes with many magnificant ties that ooze through my ears and eyes and out of my mouth. Never has anyone been able to take the words from my mouth and make it sound better than what it would have if i had stuttered it to you. Knowledge is beautiful and infinite, and some of the most outstanding people are right under your nose and you'll never know it. But that's a good thing. Can't always smother the delicate, or it will suffocate. I'm glad i found what i found. I'll always be true to myself and what i have been for years no doubt(and what is that, exactly?), but there's no harm in a little diversity.. Let me share with you the spoken word of walking barefoot on a gravel road. Who would have thought that someone with so much to say can put it in lyrical form, creating a masterpeice in time? I used to be picky about who i spill my heart to, but something tells me that you should hear it. I'll just leave it up to your imagination to conjure up what you THINK might be it until you bump into me in the back of a slummy bar. Come get shitty with me...I saw Buddy Wakefield, and he surely woke me up in a field of dreams.... I'm a freak for learning more about the human mind and everything you can imagine possible that goes in and out of it intrigues me. I know YOU before i know you, thanks to all i've learned, and the cards i lay dealt, along with all the people i've counted plenty of losses for. Raw emotions and the consequences/rewards that follow are the cinematical influence i thrive from. If someone's not watching you, learning you, your life will go unnoticed. Too many precious things in this world go unnoticed, making this world more of a treasure than you thought.....

I'd like to meet:

God... so i can ask him why i'm constantly fiending for a purpose... Mi madre ~once again~ so i can cradle in her arms; to be my home to always return to... Musicians: Chino Moreno Zack De La Rocha Aesop Rock Sage Francis Diego Cigala SLUG Bebo Valdez Mishka Michael Franti Chino XL *drools* Chi ChengArtists: Lady Pink (you go gRRL!) Bansky Charles White Estevan Oriol Craola Saber Frida Kahlo

Others: Che Guevara Steve Buscemi Jack Nicholson Angelina Jolie (so i can slap her) Rodney Dangerfield Rose McGowan and um...i think there's more, but i can't think PUT YOUR I'D LIKE TO MEET SECTION HERE! Changes may take up to 2 mins to show on your profile

Music:

As far as music goes...i'm jammin' what i feel in my soul. There are too many to say, but for the sake of name dropping, here are a few.... Slayer, Tiger Army, DEFTONESDEFTONESDEFTONES, The Sex Pistols, The Clash, The Cramps, Pridekills, At All Cost, Union Underground, The Acacia Strain, Rage Against the Machine, Jimmi Hendrix, At The Drive Inn, Garuda, Decapitation, Amon Amarth, Rancid, NOFX, Glassjaw, Suicidal Tendancies, Uphill Battle, THe Toadies, BUSH, From First To Last, Sneak Easy, Man Made Electricity.. PASSENGER, N1NTHCLOUD, Aesop Rock, Sage Francis, BLEUBIRD, Fluid, Mr. Lif, CYPRESS HILL, Chino XL, Atmosphere, Alias, Red Cloud, Eligh, El-P, Man Of War, Epik..*, The Roots, Nas, Common, Immortal Technique, Cage, Mos Def,Aceyalone, Ab Rude, Necro (i met him!) Mikah N9NE (some anyway), Deltron 30/30... Billy Holiday, Dire Straits, Dean Martin, Los Panchos, Frank Sinatra, Sade, Buddy Wakefield, Bob Marley, Bebo y Cigala, DREDG, Janis Joplin, The Doors, Erykah Badu, Aliyah, JayZ, and many many others....but that's already alot as it is........

Movies:

One Flew Over The Cookoos Nest, Crash, Man on Fire, SLC Punk, Easy Money, Scarface, Death Becomes Her, Jumanji, RENT-A-CAR, Hedwig and The Angry Inch, Gia, Hustle and Flow, Kung Foo Hustle, Casino, Raging Bull,...ummm, does it matter? You get it...right?

Television:

Televisions can damper your vitality so i dont get into it as much, as strange as that may be to some...fat america...

Books:

Dictionary Thesaurus Garage Times National Geographic Juxtapoz

Heroes:

My hero died 13 years ago, and since then, i havent seen not ONE person worthy of idolization. I say FUCK HEROES and adore YOURSELF.

My Blog

To You....

You never know when your clock stops ticking.....you'll never know who you'll see that might not be there tomorrow. It has been said that there are those that can feel death in their bones. If this is...
Posted by M.D.J.A-VxSx- on Mon, 01 Oct 2007 11:12:00 PST

Some People Are Well Worth The Effort....

its another day getting outta work late as hell. l wore my mind on my face for the boss he could tell l'm feeling old brittle bones in my legs bound to fail getting home sit alone in my chair where l ...
Posted by M.D.J.A-VxSx- on Wed, 08 Aug 2007 03:36:00 PST

Dont Forget This...(for those in my passing graces)

Standard grace can't wipe the mud from that face When with all you've done to recognize your beliefs Yet you couldn't recall all the adorning motifs That sparked the interest That sparked the match th...
Posted by M.D.J.A-VxSx- on Tue, 03 Jul 2007 04:10:00 PST

Juste un apprenti, un slave à l'amour de l'art~ Nothing more, nothing less...

It's hard to say what draws the line between art todayand trashfrom the last day.Created in the fastest way and not given any thought.retainable replicas of the emotions on cavas that fought that were...
Posted by M.D.J.A-VxSx- on Wed, 27 Jun 2007 06:03:00 PST

I Cherish The Fact That You Breathe, I'm Calling You Out....

As a small girl, i grew up very fond of those that just seemed....different. There are just a few, but these people i cannot forget, no matter how hard i've tried. Maybe one day will find them, but wh...
Posted by M.D.J.A-VxSx- on Tue, 07 Nov 2006 04:02:00 PST

A Note To You....

I'd give a twenty one gunshot salute with a toy rifle that you bought me, but it won't shoot. And all is well because there's been one too many shots.The sterile robots want to talk to ME about Detox!...
Posted by M.D.J.A-VxSx- on Thu, 19 Oct 2006 04:20:00 PST

MY LIFE IN THE WORDS OF SAGE

Shes a fairy with broken wings, I used to watch her perform, and if she hears me, I hope she sings songs that had me going right back.I couldnt find anyone in town to talk about how NO ONE l...
Posted by M.D.J.A-VxSx- on Fri, 13 Oct 2006 06:00:00 PST

The Old Soul

Sometimes, things in life have a way of blinding you and all you were used to seeing. Sometimes life goes just the way you've planned, but did you ever stop to think of those that aren't so lucky? You...
Posted by M.D.J.A-VxSx- on Fri, 13 Oct 2006 04:53:00 PST

To The One's Still Here....

To the one's still here...i would like to thank you. In my lifetime, i have gone through some horrible things. But let me tell you, there is nothing more terrifying then going through these things, l...
Posted by M.D.J.A-VxSx- on Wed, 04 Oct 2006 04:37:00 PST

Gonna Get The Fuck Out Of Here

Today, i quit my job....YES, a big ol' fat fucking shocker for anyone and everyone that knows me. Was it stupidity? NO. I thought about it LONG and hard, and all i can do is go with my gut instinct. I...
Posted by M.D.J.A-VxSx- on Sat, 30 Sep 2006 10:20:00 PST