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*~*Gods Perfect InSanity*~*

I am here for Friends

About Me



Welcome to my page...Thank you for stopping by:Please sign my guestbook below.
My intentions of being here is to make friends. So let me tell you somewhat about myself. I do hope you have enjoyed my website.
Flagstaff, Az is my utmost favorite place to live. I met wonderful people there that I will always call my family. Then my father died and I had to move closer to my children so it was time to move on. I will always miss my dearest friends. When you go to Flagstaff seeing the stars there is like reaching out and touching them for the first time. When the clouds comes low on the mountain it is like your in heaven already. The mountain has made an impression on me to last my life time. God gave us such wonders to appreciate and enjoy to our eyes...
Moving closer to the kids and grandkids hasn't been all that busy for me. I guess you kinda ware out your usefullness in time. Seems family gets to busy now a days and they forget the elders. So anyhow I am trying to find some friendly people here that are fun, humorous and crazy like me.
I love going to the festivals, I'm a manic when it comes to garage sales. Love going to the goodwill stores and just looking to find anything that is useful. Some things never ware out there usefullness.
What do you know we got the Bushbaby Simon from "American Idol" residing at our zoo.
(American Idol fans learned last night the Milwaukee County Zoo is now home to a bushbaby (Galago mohol) named ?Simon.?)
How kewl is that? heck yeah i am going to go see Simon! ;)
I have believe many causes and I do have my opinions but then don't we all? I say if we all had the same opinions we all would be pretty boring. It is always refreshing to hear and see new ideas from our past, present, and future generations to come.
I as a person range from being Pro-life to saving Planet Earth, Breast Cancer Awareness, Autisum, Mental Illness, Our missing Children, Child and Spousal Abuse, ect... if it is good for mankind I am up for it. So if you by any chance swing by my blog and see some of my opinions it is just that. Everyone is entitled to vent their feelings my friend.
I love people and getting out exploring the city and around our city. I just need some friends to go with so it can be more enjoyable. I do not smoke, and very little do i drink. So hit me up and maybe we can arrange to hit few festivals, lunch or ect... in town.



I do love my pets, P.J., Jada, Abby, Snowball, and Charcoal. They make life interesting around the house when the others are away. There my friends and I love to watch them play and they do have their attittudes as well lol But then don't all children? Well there like mine.



I do love sorts of flowers and plants. I respect all nature and I do believe in the cause to save our Planet Earth. It effects all of us no matter how big, small, and all forms of life. We are all connected in the chain to exist as part of God's Creation.
~LIKES~
I like walking and enjoying what is around me.
I like feeling the wind in my hair and the sun on my face.
I like being able to relax to sit and read a good book.
I like squishing my toes between sand.
I like ice cold watermelon.
I like to drink sunkist.
I like seeing my grandchildren and enjoy the essence of their energy.
I like to imagine I am sitting on a bank over looking the sea and taste the salty air on my lips as the sunsets in the distance. So peaceful...
I like the sound of water rushing down a stream flowing freely on its way.
I like seeing the leaves turn in the fall with all it's color to share with us on this earth.
I like seeing children smile with such wonder in their eyes when seeing something so amazing.
I like to write and express my feelings on blogs and paper. To leave something behind such as that is something for my friends, my children, and their children to know how I had felt at that time so they can get to know me.
I like computers and work on them.
I like meeting people and learning from them.
I like photography and constructing my pictures.
I like scrapbooking.
I like going to Garage sales and Goodwill stores to find good deals.
I like my cat P.J. He keeps me jumping with his energy.
I like my dog Jada who really seems to share her love everytime she is near. She loves me for who I am and does not judge me.
I like flowers, sceneries anything to do with nature.
I like Red Nation Society Page as well and have a site there if you want to check it out:
http://www.rednationsociety.com/amindofherown
I like going to festivals.
~DISLIKES~
I dislike our Goverment putting innocent people in jail. Lets pray they will soon set him free.
I dislike being sick...
I dislike narrow minded people
I dislike racisum of any culture because right down to it we are from the same blood.
I dislike liars and thieves.(con-artists)
I dislike fake people.(WannaBees)
I dislike ones who think their better than others.(Snobs)
I dislike ones who hurt others.(Please prevent Child Abuse)
I dislike their actions of ones who disrepect their elders/or anyone in fact.
I dislike SOAP operas. Got enough of my own problems then to listen to someone elses problems that usually turns to drama any how.
I dislike drama and what comes with it gossip...
The Enlightened Time
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This is dedicated to my sons who are part American Indian, Cherokee to be exact on their fathers side. Hoping some day they get to know that side of them. For it is a spiritual side they will always remember and learn from inside them.
I love poetry ..and love to try to write...
As I sit upon the rocks overlooking the ocean before me...I see the sky in such blends of color that makes a perfect sunset...looking to see the meeting of the day to night upon the distance....I feel my heart beat...to the crashing sound of the surf against the shore, I see a sea gull flying upon the waters for food...and feel the wind in my hair and the breeze upon my face, tasting the salty air on my lips. I bend my head down closing my eyes to the peacefulness. As a tear escapes me as I rest my head upon my knees looking out....I realize.....As the loneliness disappears within myself I feel the warmth of something growing in side and feeling I belong here...I twirl around onto my toes, my hair blowing to the wind. I feel so free. Taking the sand in to my hands watching the grains slip through ... realizing that each grain amounts to something there upon the shores. Picking up a pebble skipping it across the waters causing ripples...I see each ring being part of life.....as I do in my life....such splendor for I have found you. I am not alone.
See no light at the end of the tunnel... all I see is darkness... Swimming in a pool of despair... no one there to reach out for, Sounds of anger filling my soul... drowning in pain to follow. Loneliness surrounds the air I breathe...no one there to care. As the tears rolls from my eyes... my eyes see no more.
Listening to their voices, experiencing everyone’s laughter, sadness, and loving words, Being able to enjoy the ones you love so dear to your heart, Loneliness can bring back sweet memories from inside each other. Your very essence brings life to me, hope for a new day to see. Waking up and enjoying these wonderful memories every morning.
Brings such love from inside me realizing how special you all are to me. We all shared such gifts with each other from inside each and every one of us. Some happy, some sad and some for advice or a shoulder to lean on. So please keep sharing more of your gifts to each other if not with me. Alone is really not a real good thing, take it from me by experience.
Loneliness is not being able to be with you all and to feel that strength, and love, That is how it is for me anyhow, for I don't see it just a moment in time wasted. I see it has my family, real people who I shared my life with,and my children with.
When you see this video hopefully this will encourage more people to reach out if there is a child suspected being abused...Please if you know of child being abused save their life report it...
The judge Sept. 10. 2007 ordered Raye Dawn Smith to serve the FULL 27 years in prison for enabling child abuse. Jurors in July found Smith guilty of allowing her then-second husband to abuse Kelsey. They chose the punishment of 27 years, Kelsey, 2, died on Oct. 11, 2005, at her home near Meeker. Doctors determined she died from abuse. Jurors heard testimony that Kelsey had been abused for months, suffering broken bones, bruises, a sexual assault and other injuries.
Kelsey, 2, died Oct. 11, 2005, at her home near Meeker after months of suffering broken bones, bruises and other injuries. (On October 11th, 2005 at 1:30 p.m., an Oklahoma DHS worker visited Kelsey for the last time. That worker said everything looked fine, about two hours later Kelsey Died)The tragedy exposed serious flaws in how the state protects children because, at the time of her death, both the state Department of Human Services and a judge were overseeing her care because of abuse allegations.Smith was convicted of enabling child abuse, accused of allowing her then-husband, Michael Lee Porter, to injure the child.He once was charged with sexually abusing and murdering Kelsey but pleaded guilty to a lesser charge of enabling child abuse after reaching a deal with prosecutors. He and Smith wed on April 18, 2005,Kelsey's father, Lance Briggs, (who was Serving in Iraq at the time of Kelsey's Death) called the prison sentence fitting. "I was relieved," he said. "What this was, right here today, was justice for my daughter."Many are pointing to Kelsey's death as as an example of how the judicial system and DHS fail to protect children. Kelsey died four months after a judge returned her to her mother, despite suspicions the mother had abused her.
I am a member of Kelseys Purpose [link] Kelsey Saturday will be - Saturday, April 26 2008 if you would like to have one in Your state or town just write to [email protected]
Thank you
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My Interests





Inspiring Story! Free Hugs Campaign (Music by Sick Puppies)

We all need HUGS from day to day. People seems to just be in this so busy world we seem to forget to hug the people around us...or give that smile and wish them good morning or even a hello...so I think this is just a perfect video to remind us that it is alright to be human...

I'd like to meet:


We all will stand before GOD and meet him... Praise GOD!

Then of course I would love to meet all of you

My Grandsons who mean the world to me and who never judges me for who I am and loves me for me unconditionally. There innocence are forever cherished through Gods Eyes



Did you know...

***National Grandparents Day is celebrated every year on the first Sunday after Labor Day. Sept. 9th 2007 is Grandparents Day***

Grandparents Special Kind of Love

There's a special kind of love that grandchildren have for their grandparents.

It's filled with respect for their wisdom and accomplishments... with gratitude for the values they've given us... with delight in the stories of our family that they remember and share.

It's a special kind of love that's built on a lifetime of caring and giving.

It's the kind of love that's felt for you, Grandma and Grandpa... today and always.

Music:

To me music is a whole bunch of feelings jumbling around inside of a person who creates the song to bring it out into words to share with everyone. Music can be who we are whether we are sad, depressed, or happy. It expresses us well in each of us depending what were thinking or feeling at that very moment when we create it. There are a few bands I do listen to and it is to many to mention.
This is a awesome video watch"Save Me"

Movies:

Women In Film

Enjoy the video on 80 years of Female portraits...

Television:


I love watching Nature Documentaries anything to do with our planet. In fact here is a clip from the Planet Earth. It is a awesome show and please if you have not seen it go out and rent it. It is awesome to watch and appreciate what wonders we do have on our planet.
Planet Earth

I do have a passion side for Forensic Medicene such shows like CSI Series. I watch all Law & Order Series, Without a Trace, Cold Case, Criminal Minds, Numb3rs, Bones, Closer, Moonlight, Life, Cane, Bionic Woman, and the new series Saving Grace is about almost my fav. show to watch.

I also have a Sci-Fi side as well. I watch Journeyman, Dark Angel, Special Unit 2 and I had collected all the StarGate DVD Series and Atlantis Series.

Books:


Sitting by a flourishing fountain with a good book.
Purpose Driven Life, Bible, Hemmingway-poetry is good for the soul like the Bible is good for the Spirit. I Love reading all sorts of books that is, that makes sense and excercises your mind. Power of thought can go along way if you really intend to fill your mind with words that lead you in that direction. Without knowing how to read would be like going without thinking and making sense of what goes around you everyday in this lost mixed up world we make it to be. To be locked within yourself is just a plain crime itself. Books is our past, presense and future. It always tells us about each other everytime we pick up one.
We can also read through our elderly as well. They are is what got us here today. Through there stories they tell whether to be fiction or non-fiction. So when your alone and not busy pick up a book of your choice or even better go visit your parents, grandparents. Do volunteering at your nearest hospital or nursing homes. There are plenty of our elderly that are shoved in there and forgotten. When you have the pleasure of working with them or just visiting them. It is like picking up a new book and a new adventure waiting for you both to explore together.

Heroes:


Candles in memory of:My Grandmother, who died Sept. 27th 1976.
My daughter, who died in 1977 by miscarriage.


Father, who died Oct. 7th 2005.
http://www.irememberyou.com/index.php?p=view&id=203
God is my SAVIOR, My Dad is my Hero, The relationship between Father and Daughter is a special one, and needs to be remembered. Forever. A daughter remembers the love of her father and what a hero he is to her.
This morning when the Lord opened a window to Heaven, he saw me, and he asked: My child, what is your greatest wish for today? I responded: "Lord please, take care of the person who is reading this message, their family and their special friends. They deserve it and I love them very much". The love of God is like the ocean, you can see its beginnings but not its end.
God gave us a Dad to love and to hold, Eyes full of laughter and a heart full of gold. God looked at your Dad, and said, “Well Done,” I need someone up here, just like your Dad. You had your Dad for awhile, so I’ll take him now. You love him so much, but I love him much more. Your Dad will be happy with me forever to adore, So I'll take him away from life’s worries and strife. Your Dad will wait for you with his laughter and smile, And will be there to meet you on life’s journey mile.
Candle In The Wind (Princess Diana Coverage 1997)
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My Blog

Grammy your the best

I had such a wonderful Grandmother growing up.  She really loved me alot to care for me all those years before god took her from me. I barely remember the bus ride coming across the hot dessert f...
Posted by *~*Gods Perfect InSanity*~* on Mon, 15 Oct 2007 11:01:00 PST

Who is really selfish?

Why do our young adults feel they need to hurt their parents?  Why do they feel it is important we need to leave them something when it is our time to die?  Why do they think we should ...
Posted by *~*Gods Perfect InSanity*~* on Mon, 15 Oct 2007 10:20:00 PST

My Papa

Soon the day will come when my papa passed onto be with our Lord God.  His love for me was strong and he hunted for me all his life,  he knew I was out there somewhere and he ...
Posted by *~*Gods Perfect InSanity*~* on Sat, 06 Oct 2007 12:15:00 PST

What Goes Through Peoples Minds?

What goes through peoples minds at times? I know most certainly would like to know what goes through mine when I feel at times the way I feel.  I feel like at times of despair and there is no end...
Posted by *~*Gods Perfect InSanity*~* on Sat, 06 Oct 2007 10:20:00 PST

My first Year

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Posted by *~*Gods Perfect InSanity*~* on Fri, 21 Sep 2007 12:14:00 PST

Native American Month

Lets Celebrate American Indian Month in November Strengthen Our Spirit ...
Posted by *~*Gods Perfect InSanity*~* on Thu, 20 Sep 2007 03:31:00 PST

That Spark does matter

 You spend most of your life struggling to raise these children. I mean really hard times, divorce, extreme spousal abuse, poverty, living off welfare benifits and rape. You struggle as...
Posted by *~*Gods Perfect InSanity*~* on Thu, 20 Sep 2007 04:18:00 PST

When you get time

While your reading my site or reading my blog take the time to sign my guestbook on the main page if you don't mind doing so.  I would be so honored if you would.  On that note I will l...
Posted by *~*Gods Perfect InSanity*~* on Wed, 19 Sep 2007 10:30:00 PST

So far away

Think I want to make a trip to Denamark where my ancesteries are from.  I need to spend more time with myself instead of thinking of others for now. I am not getting any better in my health, so w...
Posted by *~*Gods Perfect InSanity*~* on Tue, 18 Sep 2007 05:46:00 PST

No one will ever know how I feel

  No one will ever know how I feel deep inside, only the person who put it there. The trust is gone, and opening up your heart to the ones you love will never open entirely again. For fear&n...
Posted by *~*Gods Perfect InSanity*~* on Tue, 18 Sep 2007 05:40:00 PST