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trust is my greatest mistake

About Me

This is the real me. The place where I can say and be what I feel. The place where I can tell someone the way things really are. The place where opening my heart to someone will not come back to bite me. In life the people that tell you they love you the most are the people that will hurt you beyond belief. Read my poems and tell me what you think. Most of my poetry is a product of the past four years of my life. I have been unsuccessfully fighting to keep my marriage together. I have developed a very sour view towards love and people in general over the past four years. I love to talk to people and see what makes them who they are.

My Interests


aI Love my kids. They are what keeps me going and makes me smile. I used to have spare time.. In my spare time I used to coach and play soccer. I used to go hiking and camping. But like most people my life has become to busy and so all i have time for is my kids. Someday hopefully I will be able to get back out into the world and do the things I love.

I'd like to meet:

Anybody that would like to talk..... You can only live so much life by yourself so by talking to others you get to see more of life through their experiences.

Music:

I love Music. I have music playing all the time. I like most anything except country, rap, hip hop, pop, britney spears type crap, anything from american idol, okay wait that just leaves rock! I love it heavy! Tool, Korn, Limp Bizkit, Chevelle, Foo Fighters, Rage against the Machine, Audioslave, Flyleaf, Filter, Faktion, Disturbed, Deftones, Cold, A Perfect Circle, And if all else fails go back to the old school stuff ! Nirvana , Pearl Jam, STP, Metallica, And yes the Beastie Boys!

Movies:

I watch a lot of movies but always after they come out on video.. I watch them all from guys flicks like the Matrix and The Last Samuri to "chick" flicks like the Notebook.. I am not afraid to cry... :-)

Television:

Try not to watch to much tv.. I do like a few shows and thanks to Tivo I can work them into my schedule..

Books:

I Love to read but i just don't have the time to do it like i used too.. Mostly i like history books. The last book I read was called Flyboys it was about pilots in World War II. The best book I have ever read is called Shogun and is about ancient Japan...

My Blog

blue sky

The blue sky above watches us As our bodies are entwined in passion The tall summer grass surrounds us Hiding our naked flesh from the world   A soft lonely white cloud above Floats by unaware o...
Posted by Sadness & Poetry on Wed, 15 Nov 2006 09:24:00 PST

Numb

I feel myself growing numb The years of pain wearing me down My chest no longer hurts My heart no longer beats in pain   I dream no more about perfection I desire passion no longer My heart no lo...
Posted by Sadness & Poetry on Tue, 07 Nov 2006 12:27:00 PST

Pain

The pain of love is like no other To have my throat slit by my lover By the one I trust beyond all others Trust will never be what it should   To know this pain I must trust If I trust I will kno...
Posted by Sadness & Poetry on Mon, 06 Nov 2006 09:24:00 PST

Passion (something different *its not sad)

The darkness surrounds me But tonight something feels different Your warmth guides me through it Drawing me closer to your soul   The glow of your heart is there I can feel it reaching out for mi...
Posted by Sadness & Poetry on Fri, 03 Nov 2006 02:01:00 PST

a land far away

In a land far away I am happy I am with the one I love There I am a king To the queen of my heart   I dream of the land far away The place where happiness is true The land where love will not den...
Posted by Sadness & Poetry on Wed, 01 Nov 2006 12:53:00 PST

the night

The night surrounds me The cool night air touches my face Ahead I hear something moving My eyes peer into the darkness for love   I move ahead slowly hands outstreached Feeling for love, fearing ...
Posted by Sadness & Poetry on Wed, 01 Nov 2006 12:41:00 PST

Mystery

The mystery of distance The imagination of the heart Are you what you say Or are you something else   The idea seems so clear and true The closeness feels so real Am I fooling myself Are you foo...
Posted by Sadness & Poetry on Fri, 13 Oct 2006 12:57:00 PST

lyrics i like

I can't stand country music but the words to this song touch my heart.. "What Hurts The Most"I can take the rain on the roof of this empty houseThat don't bother meI can take a few tears now and then ...
Posted by Sadness & Poetry on Thu, 21 Sep 2006 12:11:00 PST

hold me

hold me tightly I need you why are you not there where are you.. your never here here in this place maybe&never here in soul please come to me.. find your way back i am here jumping yelling into a wal...
Posted by Sadness & Poetry on Tue, 19 Sep 2006 05:40:00 PST

Dreams

only in dreams& only in dreams can i be free free to be me to make the choices i want to be where i want to touch& to hold& to love& to feel& no obligations.. no deadlines..   my peace used to ...
Posted by Sadness & Poetry on Tue, 19 Sep 2006 05:40:00 PST