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Ash of Pompeii

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About Me


My name is Ash and I am a slave. As far as I can tell, the year is 1300 A.D and I'm being dragged to my death. It wasn't always like this, I had a normal life, once.
It's all about whether you see a rising sun or a setting sun.
The choice is yours: how will you live your life?
I'm looking forward to the future with more optimism, hope, and self-respect than I've ever known before.
I have Dysthymia , General Anxiety Disorder , Panic Disorder , and Obsessive Compulsive Disorder .
It's one of the most difficult and terrifying things I've ever been through, but I have faith that I can beat this and come out stronger than I've ever been, because that's what I do.
I also have Hypothyroidism . It was untreated for years. I was born with Hashimoto's Disease, an autoimmune disease that attacks and kills the thyroid gland. I never took it very seriously until recently when it almost killed me.
c. September 23, 2002
Nick is the most amazing person I have ever met. He is my best friend, my true love, and my anchor. I wouldn't have gotten through the past few months as well as I did without him.

My Interests


I'd like to meet:

A life without excessive fear and obsessing.

Music:


♥ Coheed and Cambria
♥ At the Drive-In
♥ Muse
♥ Placebo
♥ The Mars Volta
♥ Hopesfall
♥ Scary Kids Scaring Kids
♥ From First to Last
♥ Minus the Bear
♥ Chiodos
♥ Brazil
♥ Saosin
♥ The Early November
♥ Alkaline Trio
♥ Every Time I Die
♥ Of Montreal
♥ Say Anything
♥ Desaparecidos
♥ Staind (shut up)
♥ The Cranberries
♥ Goo Goo Dolls
♥ The Who
♥ Phoenix
♥ The Number 12 Looks Like You
♥ Norma Jean
♥ Ed Gein
♥ Horse the Band
♥ Modest Mouse
♥ The Fall of Troy
♥ (old) Further Seems Forever
♥ Engine Down
♥ The Plot To Blow Up the Eiffel Tower
♥ Taproot
♥ Melissa Etheridge
♥ Sarah McLachlan
♥ Hot Water Music
♥ Mindless Self Indulgence
♥ Vertical Horizon
♥ SharkPunch
♥ The Spill Canvas
♥ Catch 22
♥ Circa Survive
♥ Five Iron Frenzy
♥ King Crimson
♥ Mae
♥ A Perfect Circle
♥ (old) Green Day
♥ The Verve
♥ NOFX
♥ Mineral
♥ Sunny Day Real Estate
♥ Incubus
♥ Cold
♥ Bear vs Shark
♥ Hey Mercedes
♥ Rage Against the Machine
♥ Sublime
♥ Alice in Chains
♥ No Doubt
♥ Pearl Jam
♥ Stone Temple Pilots
♥ Primus
♥ Eighteen Visions
♥ From Autumn to Ashes
♥ Nirvana
♥ The Blood Brothers
♥ Pantera
♥ Slayer
♥ Radiohead
♥ The Postal Service
♥ Dredg
♥ Glassjaw
♥ Lostprophets

Movies:


♥ Star Wars: The Phantom Menace
♥ Star Wars: Attack of the Clones
♥ Star Wars: Revenge of the Sith
♥ Star Wars: A New Hope
♥ Star Wars: The Empire Strikes Back
♥ Star Wars: Return of the Jedi
♥ Mallrats
♥ Clerks
♥ Clerks II
♥ Pulp Fiction
♥ Fight Club
♥ 1408
♥ Hellraiser

Television:


♥ Monk
♥ Desperate Housewives
♥ The Sopranos
♥ CSI Miami

Books:


It'll be easier to just list authors:
♥ Bentley Little
♥ Dean Koontz
♥ Dan Brown

Heroes:


The person who has earned the title of "Mom"
♥♥♥♥

My Blog

Another Update.

I went to the doctor last Friday about my weight. He told me that by definition I'm anorexic, but minus the nervosa. What this means is I am severely underweight but I don't have an eating disorder in...
Posted by Ash of Pompeii on Sat, 31 May 2008 04:20:00 PST

Coming Out of My Shell

I think it's finally safe to say that I'm coming out of my shell. The past few months have been hell on earth. I've been diagnosed with Generalized Anxiety Disorder, Panic Disorder, and mild Obsessive...
Posted by Ash of Pompeii on Thu, 22 May 2008 10:30:00 PST

Freedom From Fear

http://www.adaa.org/GettingHelp/AboutAnxietyDisorders.aspGen eralized anxiety disorder, or GAD, is characterized by persistent, excessive, and unrealistic worry about ...
Posted by Ash of Pompeii on Sat, 01 Mar 2008 01:08:00 PST