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About Me

Who'll even notice or care that I deleted all this shit? Music is pretty cool. I mean, without it, I'm pretty sure I'd have gone crazy in the gigantic influx of music deprivation induced insanity that everyone seems to theorize would happen. But worry not, my friends. If there wasn't music, Pillar of Autumn would goddamn invent it. But, yeah, I like music and stuff.
I'm quite fond of either making or, by pure bat shit dumb luck, stumbling upon literal adaptations of lyrics. Besides music videos, of course.
My love used to lie in a digital camera. I, at times, claimed to be a photographer of sorts. And people liked my work. But time passed and my life changed and I just could never find time for it like I used to. But don't get me wrong, I still love shooting. And maybe someday I'll make a triumphant return behind the lens. But until then, you can check my Fuck It, Here They Are blog to see some -a very small sampling- of my work.
Then there was that one time I told myself to buy a bass guitar. And I would play it. And I would learn songs. And I could play them pretty well. But just like photography, I couldn't spare the time to dedicate to it to sustain my abilities, let alone learn new stuff. However, sometimes certain songs will come on, and my fingers will start to get that little twitch that screams in my subconscious "come on, find me some strings to pluck!" Maybe one day I'll pick that back up again.
...Damn, that's a lot of new shit for one night. Maybe one day, I'll get around to updating this shit. Again.

My Interests

I'd like to meet:

I feel like I've already met everyone I need to meet in my life. Feel free to try to prove me wrong. My friends are the best in the world. I know everyone says that. They lie.

Oh, yeah... I've actually met someone who is perfection personified. They just haven't realized it yet.

My Blog

And All At Once, You Forget To Try (Grace of a Happy Death)

In better days I've been known to listen I go to waste all my time is missing I'm mapping out my ending, it's never gonna happen now These things are condescending with everybody backing down ...
Posted by on Mon, 17 Dec 2007 19:49:00 GMT

How Little You Actually Realize

"do you find people hate you now?all those years ago you mujst hav e thought yourself invincible.oh but hate takes too much effort. i am sorry for us."-Thom Yorke, DEAD_AIR/SPACE, Friday, February 2nd...
Posted by on Mon, 17 Dec 2007 03:51:00 GMT

She won’t read it anyways.

I'm the next actwaiting in the wingsI'm an animalTrapped in your hot car I am all the days that you choose to ignore You are all I needYou are all I need I'm in the middle of your pictureLying in the ...
Posted by on Sun, 14 Oct 2007 04:56:00 GMT

Fuck it. Here they are...

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Posted by on Wed, 04 Jul 2007 08:35:00 GMT

Finding my niche.

My back's getting a little dirty. With all that blood and dirt from the people stabbing me in the back and the others walking all over me. I think I know what I bring to the table. All the bullshit, I...
Posted by on Wed, 06 Jun 2007 15:53:00 GMT

Crossing imaginary lines.

Some people have different methods of learning about situations.Like when you're little, and you touch the hot stove in order to realize you shouldn't do that any more. Or when you get thrown into the...
Posted by on Tue, 01 May 2007 08:56:00 GMT

For real, now.

An actual blog posting.For actual people.You know, lately I've been getting really antsy, having a real short fuse. I've been getting really pissy, really easily.Work has been getting to me, not getti...
Posted by on Sun, 22 Apr 2007 01:04:00 GMT

Geezis Krist

Seriously... what the fuck is up with my friends all fucking each other's brains out?Just pick one and stick to it.
Posted by on Sat, 21 Apr 2007 22:04:00 GMT

Do you ever get that feeling where you know you should be happy, but it only make

So I wake up at 4 in the afternoon and notice I have a new voicemail. So I listen to it and my mom tells me that on Monday we'll be moving into an apartment.No more homelessness. Happy, right?Actually...
Posted by on Fri, 01 Sep 2006 00:11:00 GMT

If...

If there were to be a movie made, based on my life, who would be best to play you, and who do you think would be best play me?
Posted by on Sun, 14 May 2006 23:08:00 GMT