Aizul A.

A lot of y'all won't like this, i don't follow any hype or trends. i just follow my instinct my moods. unbearably shy. thinking too much. never stood up for anything. im not really into the clubbing scene. when i go out now it's generally to really dark after-parties, it'll be, like, where's the maddest after-party in town? then i stayed sober for the gig. then not very long after it, it all went a bit pear shaped..i think i did a little wee at that point, it was so good ha ha. im not like the other average guy in his fucking car who thinks he's got a fucking edge, but he's got fucking nothing!. it ain't going on. i really hate when i do things i'm ashamed of. how was me with the ladies? still confused about what they want and how to interpret what they say. it's so hard to.. put up with a woman's fickle mind! but i love girl as a 'MAN' would do yeah u know it. i had a dream where i had a big red Ferrari or the yellow Lamborghini and a big white Maserati! the girls were all over me! Forreal i am suppose i am, im definitely secure person, im solid? within myself and what i do but i can be cocky if it's required. i tend to dissect everything down the finite point. i'd be a good writer because i diss shit. tough shit innit? it's gotta blow me away or it's no good. You've got to press it on you, just think it, that's what you do. that whatever it is we do in life. we should give it our all. when my life's over, i want to be able to look back and not have any regrets whatsoever. You really think you're in control? Well, I think you're crazy. actually i had no idea bout this.. started thinking about what i have to do, i got to thinking that i mean just what you do. I was in another world, a world of 20.000 girls and cash on the count of three. 1, 2, 3 So we'll see if I have the patience for this in the future or if it's a one-time thing only. Yet plain mathematics do not tell the whole story.