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About Me

"This boy is such an odd mix of goth cynic, political activist, genuine free thinker, goofball, and possesses an undeniable sexual aura. I would be lying if I didn't say it was high marks on my pettable scale that drew me in, but it was his conversational skills that made me stay. More than just a pretty face, he's the real deal... true friend... seeker of truth... and all the sass you can shake a stick at. ;)"
-Daniela
"I definately feel you are truely unique from the majority,and you are very articulate in your responses that it is very obvious you are not the Hot Topic poser type of goth..you write as if you are truely into your beliefs and outlooks on life and you never seem to be trying to impress anyone... you are someone with many opinions, experiences, and outlooks on life and in no way seem to be afraid of expressing them...For this I highly respect you...Also you don't seem to just "skate through life" you really seem to have both eyes open and i respect you for having many interests in life, music, art, heritage, history,and you seem to enjoy the beauty of things.."
-Sin
"You are far beyond your time Xenith, but it is very comforting to learn that other people exsist out there with the same ideals. (or who think in that level)" -Mar
If there is anything else you would like to know, find out for yourself.

My Interests

Music. Metropolis Records, Blacklight Records, DSBP, Cleopatra, Projekt, WaxTrax! Nothing Records, Nettwerk, and many others. Industrial, Underground rap, Disco, Swing, Classical, Horror-Core, Black Metal, Gothic, EBM. Many different types of music. Basically anything that doesn't sound like everything else. Intellectual conversations. Random conversations. Conversations. Subtext/Silent words. Community service, and Non-profits. Philosophy. Art. I like Dave McKean, David HO, Chad Michael Ward, Michele Whalen, Dali, Gala, and H. R. Giger. Poetry (slams), dark literature, and theories. Native American, German & Egyptian cultures. I enjoy works of Stuart Gordon, Charles Band, Larry Cohen, Steven Soderberg, Brain Damage, Full Moon, Fangora, Tri-Mark films, Lions Gate, and INDY. I am a drama geek, and proud of it. Exploration of Lucid dreams is an activity I enjoy nightly. I enjoy health/planatary conscious choices as my standerd for living. I like to cook, and treat special people to a killer meal ; ).Friend requests without messages get no response.

I'd like to meet:

Those who wish to friend request me because:
You have a music project to show, click here
You think I am hot, click here
You just want a cool friend, click here
Please feel free to send something to my INBOX, then we might get to that whole friend request thing. Thank you.
I'm sure it sounds cold, but I am not here to win a popularity contest. Other then that, I am looking for: Depth
Purity
& Passion. In any and all of it's forms.
If you can withstand my deep thinking/speaking then you score major points. I respect those who are goal oriented, and live outside of the norms of society. I am impressed by those who have a better memory then me, which is not much of a challenge. I am always seeking others who comprehend the complex powers of music and art, and those who can vocalize those epiphanies. Don't expect anything simple from me. Meeting someone new is like entering a new world. The words are the path at which we walk to the mind. The eyes are the windows into the soul, and the body is the temple at which the worthy gain admittance.

Music:

CLICK HERE .

Movies:

Come check out my new B- flick horror group here on myspace The Ugly, Nightstalker, Real Killers, Slashers, Castle Freak, Demonic Toys, Puppet Master (All of them up to 2000), Re-Animater, The Bride of Re- Animater, Beyond Re-Animater, The Pit and the Pendulum, Blood Dolls, Vampire Journals, Subspecies series, Scare Crow, 28 Days Later, The Gate, The Hole, Lord of Illusions, Nosfaratu (Music by Type-O-Negative version is killer), The House That Screamed,Terror Toons, Blaire Witch 2 (Book of Shadows), Final Destination 2, May, Requiem for a Dream, Kids, Falling Down, Taxi Driver, Cube, Cube 2, Donnie Darko, Run Lola Run, Das Experiment, The labyrinth, Dark Crystal, A Clockwork Orange, Tank Girl, A Caveman's Valentine, Fantastic Planet, The Breakfast Club, Fear and Loathing in Los Vegas, Spun, Snog's :Adventures in Capitalism, JFK , The Crow, Nightmare Before X-Mas, What Dreams May Come, Love Object, One hour photo, A beautiful mind, Momento, 8MM, The Game, Pay it Forward, No Such Thing, Equilibrium, SLC Punk, Freaked, Gangster no. 1, Clerks, Chasing Amy, Mall Rats, DOGMA, Jay and Silent Bob Strike back, The Kingdom/Kingdom Hospital, Pi, Edward Scissor hands, Enemy at the Gates, Black Hawk Down, Starship Troopers 2 (With good reason, so don't give me shit!), Big money hustlas', and more. I am always building on my collection, so you will just have to find out the rest! Feel free to ask me about any of the above movies, I love introducing people to new things.

Television:

David Ho

Books:

The Philosophical, Paranormal, Political, Socio-analytical, Occult, and Grotesque. Fiction writers include: Anne Rice, E. A. Poe, H. P Lovecraft, Ray Bradbury, Stephen King, Dean Koontz, and John Saul.

Heroes:

Are Real

My Blog

These toes ache!

Confusion. Frustration. Rage. Belittlement. Distaste. Pain. Emptiness. Depression. Doubt. Temptation. Unfaithfulness. Accusations. Confusion. Frustration. Rage. Belittlement. Distaste. Pain. Emptiness...
Posted by ~X on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

The G word (resurrection)

----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: Patrick Date: Jun 28, 2004 09:43 AM Do you live for Goth? Do you consider yourself an expert on what is and is not GOTH. Get in touch...
Posted by ~X on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

My Color

Yet again, your petty concepts do not render me incapacitated. I rise above your stupid assumptions, knowing the truth to the "breakthroughs" you heard from some passing pedestrian and accepted it as ...
Posted by ~X on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

Entertain Me!

Come with me my friend, through the endless shelves of entertainment. Scanning movie store walls, and Bookstore isles we find many forms of happiness. Many spectrums of escapism. In an instant, our im...
Posted by ~X on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

There is a Normal.

They attack others with these words, assuming it is some breakthrough discovery. "There is no such thing as normal!" It must make you feel smart. It must make you feel less like an outcast. It must de...
Posted by ~X on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

Let's Pretend... For real

I must have looked through about half of this entire site, and all I found at every new click of the mouse was filth. The really messed up thing is that when people hear me talk, they actually have th...
Posted by ~X on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

Lets Pretend!

I am insane! This world wasn't meant for those whom can see straight. There isn't even enough time in this world for a decent human to be a decent human. Why take the extra 20 steps towards the meta...
Posted by ~X on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST