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bella dementia

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i could hyper-label myself and come up with something like neo-feminist with postmodern tendancies who lives in the midst of a chaotic whirl that emphasizes the perfection of dissonent harmonies and has a determined streak coupled with a fearless spontinaeity.

but i'd rather not...it sounds ridiculous all spelt out....trying to cram each facet into short snippet that is to represent ME. way too complex for a myspace bio. simply the simulacra will suffice.

My Interests



THERE COMES A TIME WHEN SILENCE IS BETRAYAL.

we must speak.

PEACE NOT WAR

http://www.peace-not-war.org/music/index.php

I'd like to meet:

i hate boring people. and sleazy men. and arrogant people. and ignorant people. and fake people who have no souls. and people who are technically a waste of space and/or flesh. you all know who you are.if you are not one of the aforemention wastes of space and you are witty, artsy, nerdy, fun, entertaining, interesting, engaging, etc. then perhaps i shall speak with you soon! :)

Music:

i like trippy music. i like mellow music. i like beautiful music. i like unique voices. distict styles and impressive technique. i like to float to the music i listen to...be transported into the liminal space that the music inhabits.

but i'm no music snob...i rock out to all kinds of shit and i like most of it.

Movies:

i don't watch alot of movies, but i like movies that i wouldn't be ashamed to categorize under the subheading FILMS. movies can be pretty bad nowadays...i like the lower budget ones, the foreign ones, the philosophical ones, and nicole has gotten me into this terrible love-hate relationship with the frightening ones.

Television:

i don't really watch tv...but if i had one i'd watch the daily show, the colbert reoprt, adult swim, and an occassional law and order marathon. and now i am obsessed with LOST. brilliant show. and i love the discovery channel shows...the nova ones on scientific weirdness that will soon be mundane and understood by eight year olds better than adults...fabulous.

Books:

how about authors instead...i am such a book freak i could never list all those that have influenced my essential being...

michel foucault, nietzsche, franz kafka, oscar wilde, t.s. elliot, james baldwin, gertrude stein, emily dickinson, virginia woolf, d.h. lawrence, jorge luis borges, jean baudrillard, joe orten, the bronte sisters, lyn hejinian, albert camus, jean-paul satre, john kennedy o'toole, sophocles, jane austen...etc, etc, etc.

Heroes:

my mom. my grandmother.

all those who have stood for something they believe in. all those who offer a voice for the voiceless. all those who strive for peace. all those that work for love. all those who may not believe in what other's do but will defend to the death their right to do those things.

My Blog

ice cream and coffee

a surprisingly engaging evening.:)
Posted by bella dementia on Tue, 13 May 2008 08:34:00 PST

my face hurts

Monday   12.May.2008Scorpio (Oct 23 - Nov 21) If you are tired of feeling stuck, relief is on the way as you begin to see solutions to your dilemma. Someone may enter your...
Posted by bella dementia on Mon, 12 May 2008 08:00:00 PST

we made it and now things will start to grow.

we made it. it’s the end of winter. we’ve past the point where everything is the most dead. we’ve made it past the frigid cold. things are wet and growing now. just beneath the surfa...
Posted by bella dementia on Sun, 30 Mar 2008 03:08:00 PST

ejc

i miss you. i want to go out for a cocktail. i hope you’re happy. you seem happy. xo...
Posted by bella dementia on Sun, 30 Mar 2008 03:04:00 PST

:) happy first snow.

people tend to comment on the silence that prevails as snow fals from the sky.however, the tone they are alluding to is not necessarily silence.silence is the complete absence of sound.feeling disconc...
Posted by bella dementia on Tue, 04 Dec 2007 08:31:00 PST

alexander brome circa. 1645

"something there is moves me to love, and ido know i love, but know not how, nor why"+350 years later and it is distinctly understood by one who has loved, no?the most intricate question to me is not ...
Posted by bella dementia on Sat, 01 Dec 2007 02:05:00 PST

still fucking knitting...

three scarves later and i am onto my fourth.perhaps they will make great xmas presents.perhaps i should sell them and make millions.perhaps i still need a friend.i thought i found one:witty, smart, ma...
Posted by bella dementia on Wed, 28 Nov 2007 08:56:00 PST

i am knitting a scarf

a whole collection of scarves actually.mine were stolen out of my car in the city.bastards...all for 6 dvds that happened to be in there as well.my only dvds.i don't even own a tv so i guess i shouldn...
Posted by bella dementia on Sun, 04 Nov 2007 04:59:00 PST

to the guy jerking off in the bushes in front of my house...

I LIVE 4 1/2 MINUTES FROM MARTHA STEWART'S WESTCHESTER ESTATE FOR CHRIST'S SAKE!!!WTF?!?!?seriously.  if i am not safe from that kind of shit in the woods in the land of the rich living in my mot...
Posted by bella dementia on Wed, 31 Oct 2007 10:20:00 PST

i am now an employed, contributing member of society...hooray!!!

i am now officially gainfully employed. first day monday. i am actually excited to get back to the grind...i no longer will go stir-crazy on a daily basis and feel like i'm a waste of life! HOORAY!&nb...
Posted by bella dementia on Sat, 18 Aug 2007 10:57:00 PST